I have big ambition. I want to be an Advertising Director or a Creative Director. I want to ride big bike like a KTM 4 or CBR 1000. I live thrill by my side. I want a long hair. Live Fast, Die Young. You might die tomorrow or even 1 minute later. It depends on God. I hate empty promises. I love girls. But there's only 1 space in my heart left. My mother took that space first. I love silat. I love my hair. I love my buddies. I despise arrogance, bastard, shit heads, reps. 21 years of age isn't the age I'm looking forward to. 25 is the number I am waiting for. My cousin, the so called Kyle Loza part 2 is waiting for me, he said. Wait bro, wait. I work for Starbucks. Its tiring but fun. You should try the Lava Cake. A fair lady said lava cake is really orgasmic. She should try Starbucks'. Sometimes I don't realise what I'm typing here. I am truly sorry. Seriously I am. I have a new life. Everyday is a new life. Its unpredictable. I'm being frank here, sorry.

How I wish everyday is like every morning or night...

Geez, I miss that cheeky "aunty".

Night.