As per normal, I slept just now. Plan to go sk8 but Trisno reply late and I fell asleep while waiting for his sms. Hahas! Today got IT Training. The last one. At last. During the training, my head was so heavy. I can't wait to eat panadol.

Went home with DEAREST just now. Gonna mish her this long holidays. Yeah. Hmm. Time flies real fast. Without knowing it, she's out of Kranji. =(..Big boo.. Yeah. Hmm. Will miss her even more when that time comes. Hehes.

Dad brought back food. Mum bake cake for raya. She also cooked a little so Sis bought some food from Macdonald. Hmm. My head is really having a stinky headache though I had a nap just now. Ughh~

Well, takkaire everyone and to all peeps reading my post, I wanna wish you;

Happy DepaRaya! =)

Bye..

"Stinky stinky headache attacking my head..hehes"

"yay! raya coming..."

Class stand. Class greet. Hehes. Still remember the first day of school and the second year of secondary 3. hehehehehes. The first person I talked to is De Jun. hehes. Yeah time flies. I sure do remember when it comes to March - April. *winks* hehes. And I also remember talentime audition. yeah, we didnt get through though. hehes. From there Dusk For Sixteen is born. We did our best. I had personal training with Isk's dad. Ridz drumming was like shit for the first time but at last, he did it. I'm truly proud of that dude. Saz was awesome. He followed me moving with the guitar while I was on the bass. We jumped and finally we entered School of Rock. Yeah. We did our very best. Ridz drum improved to the max. Saz could dance with his guitar and his awesome fingers. Gosh. They rock dude. Not forgetting Jan. He's our manager. Isk was our producer. I continue practicing my vocals. And finally our very own original in colloboration with Jan. He's cool. More originals to come once our producer ended his O's. Gosh. 2005 was awesome.

But what the hell. We have to go on. Hmm. DEAR having her Malay O paper tomorrow. Good luck to u DEAREST..=) I miss you. hehes.

Oh yeah, tanx D' and Ian for following me to see me go for a makeover. Hehes. Hmm. Ramadan is almost fading. Raya is coming. Hmm..I miss Ramadan. Hmm. So fast. Mum is changing curtains. Dad is sleeping. Sisters is sleeping. I'm typing. Soon I've to help mummie polish the woods in my house. I could still remember last year painting the house. hehes. It was awesome. Hmm. I miss late granddad. =(..I miss my grandmum. I just pray hard granddad is sleeping peacefully. hmm. On the other hand, I miss you dear...

Time flies
& one day I'll die..
Leaving everything here
Including my fear
of loosing u my dear.
Till here,
I won't stop loving you ms kamo-uri...

an

That's all for my post today. Seriously I felt down for don't know what's the reason. Hmm. Maybe about my grandad? About my dad? Lets pray hard nthg happen..Caloz...

"16 going 17...lets see how fast it goes..."

Hey! Today I got my report book back. Hmm. There's some plan that doesnt work. =( Nvm. Felt guilty to the core on the spot. Yes! ON THE SPOT! First thing on my mind, OH NO! I've done it! I'm terribly sorry...I am, I really am. =( Haiz. Sakthi did it to Ms Ratna. Including me.

Yay! December will be having outing with the retainist club. Hehes. Now I'm feeling hungry + thirsty. Gosh. So fast 2005 passed. Hmm. Mish 2005. 2004 had passed. Sorrows in me gone so fast last year inclusive this year. Wow..All the best to those who suffering the sorrows I had in the past. Seriously.

Hmm. No more lesson. Then it means, only a few days I can see DEAR. Hmm..Well, gtg now. I'll try update more at nite at 10:30pm..k? caloz..

*ps: so sorri dear..

"finally...a Secondary 4 student...alhamdulillah..."

What a boring day man. Hmm. Whole day do nthg. Ish. Tomorrow get report book. Hahas. Yeah! Shit man. Difficult to type with my left hand injured..dumb! Grr! Hehes. Dear had her lesson from morning. Pity her. I was quite hungry the whole day. Gosh. Ytd was thirsty, today, hungry. Hahas!

Hmm. Still remember last year and this year. Gosh, such memories. Hehes. Many asked how I cried. Its rare dude. ULTRA-RARE! hahas. Its rare to see me angry. Hate people who try to take away anything from me, Hate people who backstab me, Hate people who hate me, Hate people who jab my stomach for no reason. Gosh. Still, I'll smile in anger if they do it. Please..But overall, I'm a peaceful boi. Hehes.

Hari Raya is near. My mood? Halve2. Ferst, about my family. =( Second, sure less $$. Hehes. Well, miss those days man. Wish this raya gonna be a whole load of fun. Hmm. Insyaallah. Hehes. Btw, I long time never talk to Dhuha. Talk cork with him I mean. Hahas. Though he may be suckling at times, he's still my best ass dude. =)..

I smell char kuay tiao! Yum! Ok den. Gtg. Bubbye~ btw, my sk8 pix is under Links. =)

"Its true that I heart, adore and lourve you...that's why I care for you DEAR...=)"

I swear I'm so damn thirsty. Gosh! Today was such a tiring day in my whole life. So thirsty. Even my ghurlfriend knew that. Hahas! =) Ughh~ God..Please fast forward the time. Seriously man. Hmm. So fast its end of year.

Well just now, soccer, hahas! I tycoly did a scissors kick. It supposed to be normal kicking but since the field is damn slippery, I fell. Hahas! Then my whole body was full of mud. Not all la. Especially my shoes. Its OMG! Hahas! So bought a pair of slippers with dear. Thanks for teman~ing me. Hehes..Then after walk walk walk, went home.

Then told mum that I'm going sk8ing with Jansher. So she allowed. Yay! So this time I brought my sis digi cam. It was a cool but tiring thirsty day man! Hahas! Jansher injured his butt I think. Me? Nah. Tomorrow you'll see what's changed. Hehes..=P..Btw, if you want to see some photos of me sk8 and Jansher's rad scootering moves, look under my profile and his. Yeah man. Jansher, tanx for being a great cameraman. You won this match. =) caloz!

"takkaire of your butt bro..hehes...u rock.."

Ok. Just now went sk8boarding. I was confront by one uncle. I think he's a policeman in a civilian polo shirt. Because of him, my leg sprain already. Sk8 Sk8 then look to the side, a pair of eyes were looking at me. Intended to cabot but have to chill first. Coz my leg pain once saw him and terkejut, fell, sprain my ankle. Hahas! So he went to me and ask me..."Boi, this one here is call wat?" I answered, "carpark ar..." then he bebel...hahas! Ok after that, I go off with this injured foot of mine. Hehes!

Well, HAPPY 6IX MONTHS TO YOU DEAREST!! Hehes..See you tomorrow..Loads to say to you...Lets save it for tomorrow aite?

Bye peeps!

"for once...pls..sk8boarding is not a CRIME...hehes.."

Okay..After breaking fast, I ate two pills of antibiotics. God I feel like vomiting once I ate the food on the table. That stomach flu made me feel sick. After magrib, I lie on my bed feeling damn sick. Can't go mosque today AGAIN! Hmm..Looking at my skateboard makes me so enthu to sk8 tmr. Haiyoo!! Haha! Tomorrow...yeah..

Tomorrow is 25 October 2oo5. =) Six months together with DEAR and still counting. Hehe..I don't know how to say but its hard man. =) Seriously I adore her, Lourve her, Mish her...hehe! Happy 6 months DEAR!! =)

Well, my fever had already transferred to my mother. Aww man! Pity her man! Hmm..Hope She get well soon. =) Tomorrow's plan is wake up sahur, eat medicine, sleep, wake up and blah blah blah..Haha! Hmm. My head is feeling heavy man! Maybe because of my flu. Haiz...Well, gtg for now. Takkaire peeps. Happy 6 Months DEAR! *mwaks*

Caloz.

"...heart u dear..."

Ughh~ Woke up for sahur only, my throat hurts. Ouch! Eat maggi this morning and 3 dates to keep me energise for the day. Hmm. Now I'm feeling like I'm getting a fever. Why every ramadhan I'm attacked by a serial killer called FEVER? Not yet! Still in a process I think. If I had, I'll still go school tomorrow. *winks* You know I know. Hmm. Later after asar, going out sk8. I don't care whether I'm sick or not. As long I sk8 everyday to brush up my skills so I can BEAT JANSHER who is one level or two level up above me. Ughh! Feeling sick and my flu sucks.

I'm missing dear already. Yeah I do. Well, Hari Raya's coming! Wohoo! Ok. I'll update later at night k? Caloz..

"bad bad germs attacking my body...have to be SETERONG! (strong) hehe..."

Wah. Today was an experience I never forget. Morning already bored. So noon, went sk8ing with Trisno. It was cool! We were damn thirsty to the core! Haha! Sk8 till 3.30pm. At last I can ollie while moving real fast. Got to sk8 everyday. Haha! At the same time, I knocked my knee against the wall accidentally. OUCH! So while praying, I was enduring the pain. Haha! Teck Whye Sk8 Park got a place to grind! Haha! Maybe other skaters put there. I did 50-50 for the first time tycoly on the funbox! Hahahahaha! I was like shouting, "WOOHHOOOOO!!!!" Haha! Then, we sk8 like 10 minutes, then rest, then 10 minutes again. Haha! So damn thirsty!! Haha! Next, wanna learn ollie down.

These few days, I've been trained by my dad to ride the bicycle and carry him to mosque. Wah! First time, heavy and not confident. Now so far can already! Haha! Then just now one stupid little girl and her father dunno how to move. Then I was braking the bike with the help of my dad's leg behind. Then that piece of shitass was staring at my dad and me. So I stopped the bike and my dad stand and stare back getting ready to confront the shit. I was about to turn my bike and stare at him but too bad, he crossed the road once he saw my dad about to go to him. Haha! No guts huh? So I learnt something from my dad. Last time he said to me, "If you fall from bicycle many times, get the bike and ride again. Doesn't matter what type of trasport." That phrase was told to me when I was six years old. Haha! So I did ride and fall real bad on my head when doing some stupid stunt on my FIRST bicycle and nearly faint. My dad laugh and my mum frowned. Haha! So I took his advise for skateboarding. Haha! Last time, I used to have cuts all over on my hand and leg. Haha! Siao man! And he also said, "Don't fear of people, learn to fight when you're right." Haha! But I took the wrong path and learnt sparring and fight for no reason. I told him and he scold me. Hahahahaha! But he said, "Good la so you know the true meaning of pain." Well, appreciate him loads! Well I guess I have to take care of his name properly and not to abuse it. Fuck to those play with my dad's name. I just hope once he closed his eyes and leave the world, he would go to heaven. Insyaallah. "God, please recover him." Amin.

Well I just had a bad flu. Uggghh~ Hmm..Start to miss her already. Well, gtg...caloz!

"All you need is patience for skateboarding..."

Bad news and good news. Bad news, heard from my friends that they are struggling. Hmmm. Pity them man. Good news, alhamdulilah, I managed to pass English and 3 more subjects. So glad. Thank you god. Just hope my 2 bros get to sec 4. Hmm. For sure they will. And I sure have that feeling that they will go up. Insyaallah. =)

Well, guess what? My hair is so damn fcuked up! So curley! Haha! And long. I bought shorty's sticker. So expensive. Hmm. Nvm. So fast its gonna be 25. =). Oh ya! Mr Zainal was looking at me for a long time outside my class and I was nearly asleep. Then I opened my eyes and saw him.

"Amcm? Bagus?" He asked. "Ok ar.."I said. "Tahniah! Bagos!" He replied. "Terima Kasih!" I answered. Haha! Thought of kidding him. But nah.

Sakhti, Me, Nishant, Mustaqim [The Retainist Gang], all so happy. Haha! So fast huh time pass by? I still could remember last year. Omg! Not going to repeat history. Hmm. Well, I just hope my 2 best buds got up. God bless. Ok then, caloz! And thanks to all who said I sure go up. Looks like its true!! Thanks!! [[especially dearest of mine..*mwaks*]] =)

"Have faith towards yourselves..."

Lets start from morning. I woke up for sahur feeling heavy and ate rice with sardines. Drank guava juice, honey, milo. Pray Subuh and after that sleep. Woke up and looked at my nokia 6020. Oh dammit! I'm late! Seriously! Jan told me to wait at JJ. So I bathe and changed to my attire. Went to school for IT. And for 1hr 3omin we waited. Oh wtFish! I told the rest, "Okay, bubbye! Gtg!" Haha! so long yet no sign of IT Training. So once Jan, Ridz and me made a move, the rest follow. Haha!

So left Jan & me. We went to Penni to buy my latest ride! Huahuahua! Powell Turbo if I'm not wrong is the name of the deck. BUT GOSH! THERE'S NO MORE BLACK DECK!! Allah! So I just buy the normal one. Next time once I turn pro, I'll buy graphics deck, Element or maybe, THE ONE WHICH JAN SHOWED ME! Haha! Okok! That's yours. Take it. So after that went to esplanade for no reason coz I'm bored. Then went back to MRT. We moved to our own destination. And Adi, tanx dude! You rawk!

While in the train, I received a lot of messages. I don't expect to receive from them and guess what? I received a message from her. Cool! Its like I'm thinking about her and she messaged me. Yeah! So I replied. Yeah, I really mish her. Really really! Hehe!

So when MRT stopped at Choa Chu Kang, met Syida. She's going to Sim Lim. Then I went home with my head feeling heavy. Was walking under the rain just now. Then Adi 1989 wants to meet me. So I meet him and talk and talk and talk under my block. Then after a long chat, went home. Too eager to try on my new ride, I fixed the trucks onto my new deck. Cool! I love it! So decided to skate downstairs and polish up my ollie but guess what? I fell asleep. Haha! Guess I'll have to sk8 tomorrow. Hehe! Ok then, I'll write about tomorrow's tomorrow k? Caloz...

"...24 hours left..."

Good evening to all. I've just woke up from my afternoon nap. Haha! But I had this scariest dream. I dreamt that one of my friend got the results of EOY and he/she retained. And I was lik, Omg! It reminded me of last year. But in that dream, I pass with flying colours. Hope it happened. And I just hope everyone pass this year.

Just now went Lot 1. Nthg to do. Too bored at home. Called Adi and he came down. We played arcade. Stoopid ar him! He disturb me can! I disturb him cannot! Chicken! Boost, Booost! Stoopid! Haha! Heard from him that 5 pupil in his class going to fail. He said that Miss Ratna told him. Hmm. God knows. I'm starting to get chilly feelings. Hmm. Well lets just have faih and pray hard. K?

You know what, I'm feeling damn hungry! And sun set at 1853h. Now its just 1830! Omg! I'm so hungry! Ok lar. Gtg. Bye!

"..I miss dear.."

Guess what? I just got a letter from Ministry of Defence. It states there that I'm 16.5 yrs old and I can join NS already. But I think I want to defer next year when they send me another letter once I hit 17.5 yrs old. Hmm. Got to be ready man. Caloz!

"You have reached 16.5 years old and therefore are liable for National Service under the Enlistment Act Chapter 93."

Ahh...At last! I've done cleaning my room after examinations which looks like a piece of cow dunk! Haha! Then after that, went meet DEAR. Yay! Exams finish for her! Hmm. Tomorrow will go cycle to Adi's house I think to take $$. Hmm. Fad and Azra ajak go ice skating and I was like, "Alamak! Duit tkde lak! Nk pakai beli skateboard ar.." Haha! What to do. Hmm. I think 3 days I'll not be seeing DEAR's eyes, nose, ears, mouth = HER!! ArgH!! Nvm.

Wednesday after IT, Jan and I will be going to Penni buy my BRAND NEW BLACK POWELL DECK!! Wohoo!! Tanx D for sharing another halve! You rawk! =)) Trisno bought his NEW DC SKATE SHOE! Haha! Left a Skateboard to buy. Hmm. Today I feel so hungry man! Why ar? Hmm.

Well, going to miss DEAR this 3 days. Gosh. Wish I'm a millionaire and everything will be so good to me. Hehe! Ok then, caloz!

"All I'm thinking now is Results, God, Food, Uncle, Aunt, Grandmum, You, You and YOU!"

posting for the second time today. Yum! My mum is cooking SAMBAL STINGRAY!! And the smell is soo aromatically nice!! Haha! Got such word ar? Haha! Arrhh!! Missing dear!! Hehe..Seriously...Well, she got exams tmr. Wish her all the best! *wink* ok den..I want to watch skate video. Caloz!

"...aaahh...ahhh...please come back..to me.."

Sorry guys and gals for not posting yesterday. Was too lazy too post to be honest. Hehe! Exams done. Now thinking on results, skateboarding and music recording industry. Oh what the hell. Dusky had a long rest and I think its time to practice. On the other hand, I've been watching all the skate videos I own. Cool gnarly tricks! Hope to be on one fine day. All it takes is patience. Hmm. Wonder how my marks are going to be. No. No more bad results. No more crying. No more regrets. For your information, last I cried was last year during getting the result. Haha! Not so "terok" la! Haha! Its rare you know! =P

Hmm. Since "sahur" I'm awake. Miss dear. Not sleepy and bored. That's the only thing I'm feeling now. Oh ya! I'm listening to my band's old version of "Please Come Back To Me". Haha! That song is for my buddy. Haha! Now there's a new version. I'll put up later.

Well, I'm so bored right now. Hmm. When is raya? Haha! Ok then, caloz!

"*yawn*"

Well, guess what? EOY HAS ENDED FOR ME!! YEEHAA! Haha! I thought my art couldn't finish but guess what? With the help of Acrylic Paint which is a super fast drying machine, I could finished it in 2hr 15min! Hell Yeah! Now can't wait for all the results coz' I think I can pass. God, PLS make it real! Then after school sent dear home. Pitied her and the rest of Express. One more exam and can have fun already. =)

Why 16 sux to me? I need a new deck and I wanted to go jalan with D and Jan also difficult. FISH man FISH! Haiz. What to do..Have to obey and respect parent's decisions. Eventhough it SUX BIG TIME! Yeap! Nvm. Later I ask D and Jan if next week I free then I sembunyi2 I go buy the deck. Hehe. Btw D, I owe u one big time man! U rawk dude. Same goes to Jan!

Well, have to wait till break fast to eat my panadol. Headache seh! Haha! Ok then, Caloz!

"Have to wait for the results..."

Okay. Science was quite ok as I'd studied them already. Hopefully I pass. All I have to do now is pray hard and FINISH UP MY ART PREP WORK!!!! Hmm. Stress, stress. I miss her right now. Hmm. Can't wait to see her tomorrow! Yeah! Hehe!

So now doing my art. ARGH! Why this thing happen to me??!!! Most of my IMPORTANT COLOURS FINISHING ALREADY!!! Oh no! Nvm! Can do different way. Hmm.

Think I have to go right now. Good luck to my dearest tomorrow and the rest! Bye! =)

"..Brushes, Paints, Papers: STRESS!!!"

Ok. Where do I start? Yesterday? Well sorry guys! I was busy studying. Hmm. Still I'm afraid about results. Arghh! So today geog paper. Hmm. Ok lar. Hmm. 2 more days to end. Ish. Look like I'll be going to school alone tomorrow. =( Hmm. Physics and Biology. Omg! Haha. Well got to study hard! Byes...

"hello there..the angel from my nightmare...........................I miss you, miss you..."

Well I guess tonight I have to study damn hard again. Hmm..Tonight want to go "tarawikh" or not also I'm not sure. Social Studies was "QUITE" ok lar as I had study like a real mad student for second time in my whole life AGAIN! Haha! Thanks again dear for the notes. Love YOU! Hehe! God, my hand is numb after 2 hours of writing in a cold 21 degree room. Kind of difficult to type man! Hmm..after my paper, went home. But before that, got the chance to ride Sazli's bike! Haha! FUN MAN PRESSING THE FRONT BRAKE INSTEAD OF THE BACK!! Haha!

I'm still thinking of what colour of deck to buy. Brand is Powell same as Jansher. I think I want to make it "unique" by buying bright colours! Orange! Haha! Wheel is Vert type and brand Black Label. Thanks to my Pak Busu! Wohoo! Truck at the meantime, use the old ugly one. Haha! Hope I can make it this Friday. Adi and Jansher, I'll try man! Sure we'll have fun! Haha!

So after went home and relax and study abit of maths for 2 hours at 10+, I went out to buy some art stuff and met her. Hehe! "Berday, Berday" Haha! Then sent her to Woodlands. Hmm.. Can't wait for Raya! Sure this year is fun! I think so lar coz I'm with the 90s batch! Sure FUN one ar! haha!! My batch too bad! Haha! Exams! Alamak! My exams haven't complete, raya already. Haha! Ok la! Good luck for your maths paper tomorrow. Caloz!

"Roses are red, Violets are blue, Like I've said, I always LOVE YOU!

Never in my whole life that I memorised long notes like Physics and Social Studies. Haha! Not only memorised, but also understand it. Gosh! Tomorrow is the so called "CRUCIAL PAPER". ARG! One chapter done. Two more to go. I'm feeling scared right now though I had studied some of it. I really do not want to feel PANIC or STRESS OUT today or tomorrow. I did pray, I did study and I did what I supposed to do that is to fast in this merciful month of Ramadan. I woke up at 8 this morning and studied for 1 hour on "Singapore: From Crown Colony To Independent Nation". I guess I need 4 more hours. Boohoo! =(

Yesterday went Tarawikh. Plan to go Iman but I was too tired so went to Khair instead. Saw Wan. Amin and Gang and some of my old members. After prayers, sit with my dad waiting for "Syarahan". I was too sleepy to wait. Meanwhile, Amin, Zul, Trisno and Shahrul lost their slippers. WtF~! I was shocked man! All four of them lost their personal footwear! My dad was telling me this must be some kind of sabotaging. Haha! Pitied them man! They went to another block and "shop" for slippers. Haha! So in the middle of "Syarahan" I slept. Too tired! Told my dad that I wanted to go home first. I took my bike and cylce back home. Haha! To have fun abit, I cycle on the road! Cool! I love long roads racing with cars eventhough you'll loose 'coz you're CYCLING! DUH! Then saw Adi sec 4. Brake like hell and talk talk with him. After 10 minutes of talking, went back home. Haha! I peng nearly fall sia! 'Coz road was kinda wet! Haha!

Hmm. My mind now is thinking about examinations. I wish I can make it. Well, I miss dear right now. Guess have to wait till tomorrow to see her. =) I really hate to say this but, I HATE TO FAIL! Argghhh! Ok then. Good luck for tomorrow's paper everyone! Caloz!

Ways to realese stress. Haha!

"My heart is thumping hard!"

thanx to dear, im gonna memorise the notes like siao dis weekend....appreciate it dear...=)...well, finished my tuition....physics i managed to memorise all the topics...yeah...but i have still yet to study more coz i may forget...shit...yeah tats rite...maths is totally awesome i hope...coz all the questions i did were correct...hell yeah exams i shld say...hmm

i still have dis phobia in my mind of stayin back again in sec 3 which i hated alot....imagine another year...gosh...tats wat i felt dis mornin till arnd 3+....all negative thoughts made me feel weak....arhg..but luckily my dear baby gal and my bro cuzzie gif me support....tanx...esp u dear...well..abt the social studies, i tink i wanna pass...as for geog...alamak..quite toturing i guess...haha..as for art, gosh..im kinda feel dead coz a few more days for tat hell paper and i had only done MIND MAP! wtf! hmm...god help me in this month of ramadan with lots of merciful from u..hmm

akmal also supported me to pass dis year..tanx dude..not forgettin jan...yeah man...he's been sayin my seat and his have been booked on the forth level in the same class nxt yr....i jz say "amin"...hope it come true...well...im beat and still waiting for the sun to set which means to eat...=)..hehe...

tanx again to dearest who i care and those who been caring towards me...u all sure ROCK THE WORLD! caloz..

"all out for 5 days man...all the best!"

ktock ticktock, its examinations....a few days never update its becoz im too bz...yeah..so sorri..well juz nw was english paper...oh ya...its fasting month btw....so fast huh...and i got my baju raya already.....yeah...so eng paper was quite easy except for the passage B...gosh....like hell man...so monday to friday exams....aiya...cant wait to end it....and once i got my result....i wont tell u guys...haiz...im scared....

gosh pity dear coz her paper finish next next monday....how much longer can tat be? haiz...u can do it dear! :).. hmm....im afraid man....esp humans!!!!! argg!!!!! hmm....

well peeps....good luck on ur papers! caloz...

"i heart/mish/kish/hugg/lurve u dear..."

well well...looks hus back! a'an's back...haha...ok...malay paper was easy except for tat peribahasa...SHIT i was damn fuckin confused! haha..nvm...so went to lepaking afta tat...WTF! zul man and min...bring my memories to last year's...oh shit...pls la! haha..kata abg spyder! mesti berubah....zul is still the same..haha..

went to LJS and made some vapour..haha...eira tk penah nmpk! haha..hmm afta tat went home...then sent DEAR back home..hehe..then see time, shit sure no time to skate...then go home..do art...haha...den finish up my new song, and jan name it "BLESS FROM YOU"....tanx...

well tmr got PE....wohoo!! and i really fuckin menyirap wen someone took me and my gal's tempat where every morn we lepaks! shittoos! to hell to u guys....TO HELL!!! dear, u shld noe dis... *wink*...welll caloz!

"long live extremes!"

ok...ive done my understanding for my peribahasa..yeehhaaa....nvr in my life, i did it tis way...haha...ok ar...A1...hopefully...well, cant wait for tmr!!! yeah man....had been waiting for tis moment to come....ok...got to do it well! caloz!!

"whenever i see ur face, u brighten up my day...i lurve u..."

ok...i noe..exams tmr...so ytd trip to granny hse cancel...haiz..nvm...finally i finished dwldin shorty's skateboarding video! yeah!! hmm....mish her...aniwae...actualli i felt like skatin alone dwnstair but i study ar! haha...serius..i took my notes and memorise my phy..yeah..get it...so bio later can..haha...tmr is malay...got to get A1...haha...

art finished my mind map...finally..haha...err..nw resting....hopefully no tuition coz i dun wan..i want to study on my own...haha...my sis go dunno where...yeah...fuck man....really wanna skate...NVM!! tmr afta malay paper, skate awhile ar...haha...den go up study..haha...

hmm...do u noe tat last fri jammin session at nite wif izzat and gang was a blast till my teeth infrnt "retak"? haha...nvm la...retak oni....hmm...feelin hungry...well, realli wanna go up to sec 4...yeah..wish me luck yeah? tanx...

all the best to all KRANJIANS taking examinations tmr!! caloz!! btw, please come back to me has reached UK, London! haha...yeah man...ok..caloz again!

"i mish u badly baby..."

so I've changed my blogskin again...

yeah..yesterday was an exciting evening! haha..went to school in the morning and back home..and I guess I was late goin to mosque...i ride my bike real mad...Just to get time...and nearly get killed AGAIN...so I just stand outside waiting for Jan Adi Asmin and Akmal...I ask dem wheather dey want me to ride them to sch or nt...all say no except Jan...so I ride...haha...he was screamin, "FARHAN JGn FARHAN JGN!!!.." haha...i was riding freehand and he kanciong..ahaha....but sure it was fun rite bro? haha...i ride him fast fast then reached skool already...he then blanja me drink...tanx bro...u rock...saying sayonara to jan and DEAR and her gang, I ride back home...

reached home, bathe and wait for taufiq...den we go City Hall..it was damn big tat place and we were lost...hahaha...at last we found it..so the art thingy was cool ar...haha...i reached there many comments on me....dey say i look like prisonner...hahaha...yeah man..coz im wearing black and white strips...den meet izzat all den go penni eat...taufiq left..den afta eat go skate shop....DAMMIT I WANNA BUT A DECK!!! Its either Powell or Element...nice..or maybe full set...

den afta dat go jammin....wah, tanx izzat...u let me choose the ferst song and it was, Letters To You...Me vocal with Shahril...hahaha....all out man...screammmm...hahaha..afiq shocked! he nw seen my true colors...hahaha...mus was great dude to hang out wif...he rock dude...same goes to izzat! HAHAHA!! farni farni! Ridza also and zaid and faiz and AFIQ~!! hahahaha....den afta 2 hrs long of jammin, we go off....haha...went back arnd 2230hrs tat is 10.30pm..haha..whole loads of fun!! haha..before tat lepaks near 7 eleven...haha...well afta all 89 and 90 sure rock! haha...now lookin fwd to go out wif my bros! sure fun..haha...

well, later in the aftanoon, im goin to granny hse...yeah!! long time nvr go...well, 2 days b4 exams and 2 days nt seeing her....well somtimes we'll have to sacrifice smtings but too bad im missing her...hehe...but 1 ting for sure, i sure heart u gurl...=)...caloz!

"Farhan means HAPPINESS and dats y u see me smiling away...=)"