Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

bye 2007/ Monday, December 31, 2007
wow. isn't it fast? 2008 is just a few hours away. and i am looking forward for 2008. i hope i pass my Os very well. and i hope my LPR brothers will too! i miss 2007. its a crazy year, funny and sickening as well. this year i have been playing soccer alot. thanks to them i know how to kick properly, dribble and pass properly. haha. not stopping yet. haha. relationship with her can be said tough this year. oh well.

so work had been great. so many people look at us and talk. izzat and i are having a great time there. with people like the "kakak rock", and also level 4 people where many would look at our tags for our name are so gerek. haha. basket. but its cool man. some very the jual mahal. hahaha. izzat is a really good worker. but sometimes an asshole as well. hahahaha. ya at first scared to pass lingerie but suddenly only, he hope that he would get to give back some to them. *inside joke ar* haha. i think musto, akmal, ridza and me know already. tadi baru borak. haha. its been a great time there man. just a few more days and off i go to find another job. heh. and what the hell is heh? trying to act cute ar farhan? heh? stupid heh. heh is stupid.

so resolution for 2008? only one. be good to my parents. my 2007 resolution only 2 more to be completed. haha.

well, i miss 2007. love you man. haha. ok. i think that's all.

this is the feeling i hate. this is the feeling i fear. this is it.

))))))))))))))))))))))):/ Saturday, December 29, 2007
why so many things change esp people?

i feel better when working. not after work. wth.

times like these./ Thursday, December 27, 2007
hmm.. :(

crazy sale!/ Wednesday, December 26, 2007
yesterday was my first day of work. and it was CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY! it was xmas so a damn crazy sale was going on. its the sale that everyone have been waiting for. well..not for me, izzat and the other 3 of course. it was fun though.

we came in quite early. so we punched our card and slide our attendance and put our belongings at the checkpoint. we were grouped respectively. izzat is with me. so we will take charge of level 1 - 3. the rest, shawn and his group, level 4 - 6.

the best part.
the time was 12.15pm. it was infested with people! omg! i can't even take the untaken items at the cashier. everyone was so damn busy. then izzat and i went to our favourite "checkpoint", the sloggi area. fyi, if you don't know what's a sloggi, go ask your mother. haha! it's around there lah. because that's the only place where no infested people will go. so the "anak mak" boys will sort out level 1 items one side, level 2 items one side and so on. if you wonder why we were nicknamed "anak mak" a.k.a mummies boys, that is because YEN section lady called us that. haha. the aunty2 there all very cool. level 3 aunties gerek. level 1 like not nice. haha. but of course there are some ladies. wohoooo. HAHAHAHA. izzat kena kacau. i also kena kacau. haha. random fact. kakak estique(don't know how to spell that brand) also ok. all friendly. not forgetting jenny. very cool.

the shit part
fyi to all customers there, haha. the place where you take the canvas shopping bag is not suppose to be a dumping area. that's the shit part. haha. boring siak. tk sampai brapa minute, that place became a dumping area. worst, even a worker there threw rubbish in front of us. but heck, we didn't give a damn to that person. we also didn't clear that rubbish either. haha. seriously, robinsons were crazy yesterday. it was fun though. haha. there's still more. won't update much. will update some other time soon.

so today will be working as well. next year will be working somewhere else.

(fyi, i'm feeling not right now. haizz. boring uh. i hate this feeling. emo sial)

replyyyyyyy/
reply taggers!

MustoWhacko: haha..insyaallah kalau income cukup ar. yeah man. reborn LPR, stronger and better as well..

msKAmo-URi: hehe..love you too syg..

SYIDA: haha! merry xmas to you aso..

lets do this./ Monday, December 24, 2007
i had an awesome, great, wonderful, funny, cute, memorable time with my girlfriend! i love her! hehe. thank you dear for the wonderful time. visit me ok! hehehe!

ok. lets do this. tomorrow is the starting day for my job. 10 hours. ok. can do it. the next day, 13 hours! ok can. can die ah! haha! nvm. i have faith in god that i can make it. i am sure izzat will too.

well, i miss my LPR brothers man! so long never play soccer already. why? because i think this is the period where everyone of us make money or maybe searching for job. see you guys soon!

and tomorrow is significant date for me and my gf. wohoo! steady ah! i love you!

i think i won't eat this. its too lovely to be eaten. hehe. thanks baby~
HAPPY 32ND MONTHSARY FOR DAYAHAN

THAT IS ME AND MY GIRLFRIEND!

YAAYYYY!! LOVE YOU!!

(in advance for tomorrow since i'm working till late tomorrow.)

target./ Saturday, December 22, 2007
i am so bored now. i bought a simple bag for multi-purposes situation. haha. semangat! and i add on a patch to it. im going to add more to it. haha.

if you're wondering where i'm working, it is at Robinsons. so tuesday will be the starting day. i can't wait for it man. the place is huge! hope will get use to it soon.

here's my target after i get my pay.

  • i'm going to keep it.
  • maybe get another job to increase my savings.
  • buy new shirts and a hoodie.
  • give some to my folks.
  • spend time with girlfriend.
  • pay my bill. (shit la!)
  • go out with LPR friends.
  • save and save more.
  • save and save and save and save x10
  • (and maybe buy a laptop for my poly, amin~)

so that's all i think. what a waste. if i could save my money up years ago, i'll be rich now. but i'm 18 and i guess there's still room for improvement! i will make my parents happy soon! insyaallah~

hoarse voicebox/ Friday, December 21, 2007
i'm hired. today will be going for the training. i hope i can speak despite my hoarse voicebox. a few days ago were really a shocking and heart breaking moment for me. throat bleeds, running nose and etc. until today. i can still remember what happened.

riding has always been addictive for me. but like my cuz always say, "ahan mesti tak boleh." haha! that means, i cannot. because of my strict yet cool mother. haha.

i've been sick for like 999999999999 days. haha.

if only there is a machine that can erase some of my memories, dang! it will be good! i cannot sit back and relax or anything that is so relaxing. haha. i'll be thinking those things that happened a few days ago. haiz. it sux sometimes.

ok. i am sad. not emo. haha.

wassalam.

defamation to ownself./ Saturday, December 15, 2007
have you wonder why writers write their own storybook? this is because they want their story to be exciting, stimulating and electrifying of course. imagine a person telling all kinds of story indicating that, that person is the survivor and champion at the same time? sometimes, that is
exaggerating. not a little but alot. it can bleed your ears. it can torture you. this is shit. i hope this can stop. people hate this kind of attitude. almighty allah knows that you're lying. sometimes people with this kind of attitude makes me want to punch straight to the ribs. my point is, don't exaggerate. i know i know, sometimes i love to exaggerate in things that i do. for e.g: scolding, laughing, insulting (azhari and gang all used to this. hahaha! esp MUS TELINGA!) and jokes. haha. all of my friends know i'm known for my nonsensical stupid lame jokes. sometimes rude too! haha. and i've learnt that using other people's joke can be fustrating. I KNOW. I'VE EXPERIENCED IT! ask azhari or mustaqim. those were the secondary 2 days. i've learnt my lesson. don't exaggerate in telling stories. but that time, i was exaggerating using my best friend's joke. haha. well people, i don't give a fucking care if you think this is childish. and also, people with "world class stories" are a disadvantage. i've seen that. alot of times. i mean ALOT of times. wait. i think i'm exaggerating here. shit. well, take note of this post. understand and if you, blog readers ask me who i'm talking about, wth man,
this is just a random post. winky winky wink. remember, you are just defamating yourself man. don't lie, don't exaggerate.

tc all!
allahuakhbar! merdeka! haha!

memories left behind./ Tuesday, December 11, 2007
damn. i miss kranji sia. like suddenly. i was chatting with jansher. then suddenly this topic about 5c came out. wah..i really miss those fun man!

i miss alot of things! for example,

the moment when s.s lesson started, we started to sleep or run away from classroom! or sometimes, watch porn! hahahahaha! that was fun man! then during mr yeo came in to our classroom and noticed that our classroom were like a pig sty. we only got cleanliness award once this year sia! haha! then mr yeo made it worst by tearing newspaper pieces on the floor. and we like, "this guy is crazy man!" hahahaha! the part when de jun sleeps and fell down! hahah! and karthik sleep always move his head around! then during the first day of school, we got camp at downtown. i play prank on de jun since he dont want to sleep, i replace his pillow wif a hard case! hahahahahah! and i tried to hide from them inside the refrigerator! jansher fell down while running on wet ground! hahahahaha! then 5c favourite word is "APEE JEEE!!!" to mr yeo or any teacher! hahah! then take videos during school time! hahaha! then jansher took my video secretly while i was pulling out my nose hair! HAHAHAHAH! basket! he go post at youtube! HAHAHAHAHAH! then during s.s, we always disturb ms tan and make her angry! hahaha! janz and i would always make noises to make her angry then laugh back! hahahaha! sial la. alot of good memories! then sakinah, "message the abang ar??" mr yeo ask her, then sakinah went, "no la.." then facing me and jansher, "janz kau nampak calculator aku?" then all of us were like laughing non stop! i think that is the joke of the year! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! OMG! THERE'S TOO MUCH TO REMEMBER MAN!

i simply love my life in kranji despite the long years i served for them. haha. i am fortunate to have friends like the LPR gang, 5c peeps, 5d peeps, 5a peeps, 5b peeps, jansher eventhough he may be a jackass who loves to test ppl patience, hahaha! damn. maybe if i never retain during sec 3, i don't know them at all and every sat would not be a soccer day and LPR would not be created and i wouldnt have the chance to perform with jansher, saz, ridza and i also wouldn't have enjoyed the graduation night which was the best and memorable one! and thanks guys for the great friendship! and thanks to afiq and bdk2 sec 4 yg aku kenal, yg tk kerek ngn aku lar. haha. shit, i sound like gay which i am. eh no la. hahahahahaha! thanks ar people! you rock my life! may allah bless you. amin~

and i miss art peeps...

if i have a whole big land for myself../ Sunday, December 09, 2007
if i have a whole big land for myself, i would build something for my girlfriend for her birthday.

ankle./
i think my right ankle spoil already. haha. yesterday play soccer and while defending, i sprained it. then i went, "kanina! astagfirullah! adoi! sakit! eh bola!" in my heart. once i sprained my ankle, i kept running until i subtitute with ridza. now still feel the pain. sakit sakit! LPR macam gangster ar. hahahaha! satu satu ade perangai. hahahaha! aku jugak maintain. hahahaha!

i'm still jobless. i really need a job.

and why is everybody having a great time overseas? aiya. i very seldom go overseas. the last time also was when i was pri 3.

and i hope dear and sisters will be back soon safely.

and i hope i can join sp or np. whichever course that have my favourite interest.

and i hope i can join silat back where i can spar with all kind of sizes.

i miss silat.

i miss my friends (eh baru semalam jumpe!)

i miss my girlfriend.

ok. my ankle is hurt. and i think fad's ankle has the worst injury. haha!

a day with cuz, faisal./ Sunday, December 02, 2007
like finally, after such a long time, i've got to hang out with my all time favourite cousin! went to lot 1 to satisfy our tummy and headed to IMM because I want to make sure that, the stall really need retail associate. Haha! So after that, ride home and lepak. Otw, he was speeding like OMG. seriously that was the best moment man! Suddenly, TP was on the other side. He said they saw us so that's why he brake quickly. Haha! Scary shit! Then after reaching home, he taught me how to ride a bike. finally~ i got to learn riding a bike. it was damna addictive. this is the video wich he taught me in gear 1. then after that, he taught me gear 2 which is not in the video but seriously, gear 2 is much more fun! haha~! thanks ar bro!

job hunting/ Saturday, December 01, 2007
I hope I'm not too late to get a job now! Its hard you see. Its very hard. But also, I have confidence to get this particular job. Its kindda cool. Haha! I'm going to call that person on Monday. Why? Kerana it says at the shop, call this number for interview (Mon-Fri). Dang! Haha! Today I miss a shot alot of times. I mean soccer. Don't think anything else. Haha! Its like alot of times. But I did score! Haha! I am really tired now. Argh! Ok. Enough! I think you guys should watch this video.


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