Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

okay./ Saturday, November 28, 2009

Everything.will.be.okay.Farhan.

You place your title./ Friday, November 27, 2009

Sweet. Lovely. Caring. Bubbly. Noisy. Cheeky. I smiled all the way. Its bitter-sweet. And melt just like the Ooze Lava Cake. Pretty night. Just like the person who said I'm pretty. I will be there. I don't know if you're reading this but yeah...
You can sit in my heart next to my mum so that I can
remember who I can smile and share with. Well, you might be the sun(: Thank you
though...

Baby, Im gonna meet either one of you./ Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Vroom vrooom~ 2B pun 2B la..Biar la kawan kawan ku da 2. Aku slowpoke la. Haha! Janji jiwa Singa.

Note For You./

It hurts to hear you that way.
Nak Lava Cake lagi? Cheer up(:

Urban./ Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Drop me all you want, I will stand up and fight till you die. Don't mess around with me or my friends. Remember this man, I'm Farhan, man with the Lion's Mane...

Heartbeat/ Saturday, November 21, 2009

"Listen, feel it."
What do you feel...

So what's after Flames?/ Thursday, November 19, 2009
Dance with me on the dancefloor,

let me show you how I roar.

Till this flame disappear,

I hope everything's gonna clear.

I'll be patient, wait and stay,

for the reason one fine day.

Booms.

Slippers Day./ Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Its not your fault. You're the opposite of bad.
I'm just being expressive(:
Now go enjoy your lava...Heat it up kay~

Absorbing/ Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I have big ambition. I want to be an Advertising Director or a Creative Director. I want to ride big bike like a KTM 4 or CBR 1000. I live thrill by my side. I want a long hair. Live Fast, Die Young. You might die tomorrow or even 1 minute later. It depends on God. I hate empty promises. I love girls. But there's only 1 space in my heart left. My mother took that space first. I love silat. I love my hair. I love my buddies. I despise arrogance, bastard, shit heads, reps. 21 years of age isn't the age I'm looking forward to. 25 is the number I am waiting for. My cousin, the so called Kyle Loza part 2 is waiting for me, he said. Wait bro, wait. I work for Starbucks. Its tiring but fun. You should try the Lava Cake. A fair lady said lava cake is really orgasmic. She should try Starbucks'. Sometimes I don't realise what I'm typing here. I am truly sorry. Seriously I am. I have a new life. Everyday is a new life. Its unpredictable. I'm being frank here, sorry.

How I wish everyday is like every morning or night...

Geez, I miss that cheeky "aunty".

Night.

smile(:/ Sunday, November 15, 2009

Mundane. Brain cells have to stop creating that. Its like the sea waves hitting the shore. Sometimes its big, sometimes its small.

You take care and rest well.

Its all good./ Saturday, November 14, 2009

I don't know how to smile right now. I'm walking on cloud 9. Like I said, she could be my sunshine after all. Friday the 13 was indeed a bad day for some of us. I like it though. I hope you do(:

I ain't waiting for any sign,
Coz you might be my sunshine.
I keep my cool and style,
but I can melt if you smile.

If ayah has alias "ROY", I have too, "ANTONIO"/ Thursday, November 12, 2009
Hi. My name is Farhan. I'm cool with whatever names you wanna call me but please be nice. I have a mix blood dad and a malay mother. If my grandmother didn't convert to Muslim, I would be a Catholic now. Alhamdulillah I am a Muslim. I don't know what is my Dad's occupation now. Sometimes I see him counselling people, sometimes he massage people, sometimes he teach people. So I'm not sure. Haha! My mother is a Staff Nurse. Not any nice nurse you gonna get. I ain't kidding when I say my mother isn't afraid to get into fights because I've seen her fought and her face was very determined to win. Even though she doesn't know how to get a correct stance of figthing(I think), she is very stubborn type of person, always wanna win. Try scolding her in Hokkien. You will die I tell you. I swear. BUT she's a very nice lady. I'm used to her scoldings in whatever language she can give and she has really nice hair. You should see her when she was still a teenage girl. Damn girl, long natural curly hair. I'm gonna keep it like her. A very tough and fierce yet loving mother. I love her.

Dad. Man, I hate him when he scolds me. He will keep everything in him and let it all out when he is mad. Eversince I learnt my lesson when I was 15, I dare not fight back my parents. Retribution. AND, my dad's fist landed on my face before. Believe me, not even one fighters I've seen or got hit, has the same strength as him. It was shit man. Damn painful. I love his eyebrow. Garang sia. His beard and facial hairs la senang kate. Haha! Penah carik pasal kat public?! Kan giler tu. Lepas pergi masjid lak tu. Okay but every single one of the Selatrans said that I follow my dad. His lameness, randomness are all the same like me. What the hell. Serious. You should see him. I love him when he talks about cool things. I hate him when he scolds me. Haha! And my dad, he's the only guy in the world who can tolerate my bad discipline last time. Every single year in Secondary school, he had to come down and meet my teachers. YES, even the PRINCIPAL. He's always there to support me la. I never fail to NOT see him in the audience when I'm doing big performances or Silat Fights. Dulu malu la bile bapak turun, sekarang, nak malu buat ape? Lantak korg la nak cakap aku ni anak bapak. Oh ya, dier tu putih melepak! Haha! That's my dad.

My sisters. Both damn irritating la. Still, I love them. My elder sister, I share a lot of damn fucking insane secrets. Hahaha! But I have to see her/my mood. Hahaha! Now she's doing well as a Graphic Designer. Damn~ My younger sister, still doing her Os. Way way cleverer than her siblings. Hahaha! Da pandai melawa da sekarang! Kecoh la.

Well, I'm bored la. I'm quite moodless now. Oh why why why~ Haha! Nah, the reason shall not be written down here. Haha!

As for me, I'm a Student in RP. A Barista at Orchard and a Son of Rani. I have friends. Best friends. Mother fucker friends. HAHA! I love my people~ I don't know about myself. Sometimes I find myself quite mysterious. I experience a few things in my life. More to come. Well what do you expect, I'm 20. Don't tell me you experience alot of things and say that you're 15. Bullshit. More to come. Haha! I'm unhealthy, skinny and uncool. Haha! But, one thing for sure, I hate to be angry. Haha! How about love? Ahh~ This is the stage, age, timeline where love will occur I think. Teenagers timeline. Haha! Mcm orang kate, what are the criteria? Hahaha! Well one thing for sure, (what farhan? whatt?!).

And yes. I am looking forward for 13th now. And 20th.

Everything above are not parental advisory. Critique whatever shit you want.

My name is Farhan and I own the Lion's Mane.

dare to inspire./ Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Ali Boulala. Even though Shane Cross died because of him, I still like Ali best.

Go GREEN./ Sunday, November 08, 2009

The funny thing is that, I hate to work but I love the environment. If I don't work, who's gonna get me a car or bike? I wanna get my own ride soon. But hell no, tomorrow will be the first time after so long I have not been working. Mcm orang melayu kate, KEKOK. Aiya~
Saye tk sabar la Anugerah Api nanti. Boleh saye berdansa bersama awak, kan? (:

Domino Dancing/

*Boom Boom Boom* The heart thumped. Strike a pose, hear the beat, move to the groove. Flare it. Hell yeah. The Flames Award next baby~ (; I'm waiting for you. You know who. Yes I know you're reading this. See my cheeky face, Yes, I'm looking at you. You're smiling right now. Don't cover your mouth. Adagio~ Come here. Heh~

Ah fcuk~ Tomorrow is PHP. Then UT. Then off to wear my Green Apron and serve Lattes, Cappuccino and whatever. I think I lost my touch to the environment already. Okay, com'on Farhan, no job, no money. If I quit this job, and find another job, maybe I need to say goodbye to my hair. Should I? Haha.

Well its been quite a while since I met my friends outside and I can't believe some of them kiss me on the cheeks. And yes, they are guys. Hahaha! "An, aku seriously rindu kau ar" Wait wait. Non of us are gays. Haha! I'm straight okay. They are too. Haha! Everything change. They change. Even they said I am no longer the old Farhan they used to see but they said that my lameness and randomness and my sardine face are still in me. Haha! I miss them. And the most common question they asked was, "so now, any "shes" in your life now?" Hahahaha! Well well, for me to know, for you to find out readers.

Waiting patiently for 13. 2 souls and 1 moon. I bet my heart will beat 3 times faster. Feeling jumpy and edgy the whole day. After all, you might be my sunshine(:

*ps.: okay nvm. i'm not gonna say it here.

Under the sky./ Friday, November 06, 2009

I'm waiting for that night to come. Moon and the Stars. You create a smile on my face. I ain't kidding when I say my heart skipped when I see you. I'm lying when I say I hate girls but I ain't lying when I see you, I wont stop looking at you. How I wish everyday is like every morning or night where I can feel your warmth. You just make my day everyday. Sweet but cheeky at times. Its not like me to write this in my blog. But heck, maybe you are my sunshine. Haha. Smiles(:

simple./ Wednesday, November 04, 2009
i'm simple. describe me if you know me. i love my friends. i'm a very busy boy now. i have freedom but i cant leave my dad just like that. i guess its for the better. i am me. i am my own idol. a sweet girl with a sugary heart would be nice. i've met her. my life is like programming. a language that only programmers know. i love my life. i love my busy life. i'm boring. people might hate me. no one knows. suddenly i have no time steaming latte for customers. 20 years of age. think god. don't hate him. love him. enjoy with limits. i wanna try loads of things. why am i writing this? for me, for you, for them, to read whatever shits i have here. my name is mohamed farhan bin mohamed rani, one with the Lion's Mane.

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