Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

all smiles(:/ Thursday, February 28, 2008
hoorayyyy! i will be meeting dearest in a few hours time. then after that i'm going farrer park follow dad for religious class.

i just can't wait later!!



wait guys!! amcm lagu maut? haha!

these are.../ Wednesday, February 27, 2008
after swimming yesterday. it was an awesome day man..(alamak izzat! where are you man! i asked you to be in the picture, u cabot! basket! next time ar!)




and as always..my favourite bunch of guys..(:

mengarut./ Tuesday, February 26, 2008
goncang biar lebih. murah murah murah. hahahaha. mengarut. menggatal. merepek.

a message./ Monday, February 25, 2008
fadli, sorry my brotha. aku update later when i'm in the mood to update. thanks for today mate~ and thanks to musto and izzat. you are the best~

i hate internet. why did i have to touch the computer at the age of 6? hmm..

hmm./ Sunday, February 24, 2008
just imagine if i would be heading to vegas in the morning with my uncle and aunt. then i think, that blog will be filled up.

or

something else would happen.

:(

LPR vs Vice/ Saturday, February 23, 2008
today's LPR 1st match was fun. but we didn't make it though. waited for at least 2-3 hours before we could play. damn. 1st half. the ball was bouncy and the opposing team scored 1. at first i felt very very sad. but i know, we can do better after this. and yes, it was. izzat scored thanks to musto lob ball. i ran near izzat just in case. but izzat, the badang, managed to head a goal. that bleeding lips was worth it bro. everyone in LPR was very happy. by the time the sun was up scorching on us. we really put our best to it. everyone in LPR. i was thinking not to make any mistake and follow advises from some of them. mus was superb. musto was awesome. zaid was daring. fadli our hero, scored to add 1 more for LPR. it was okay. but i felt really really bad and sad because i could scored a goal just now. i think its time for me to train up my stamina again. i thank fadli, musto and the rest for teaching me the correct technique to cross. i can't wait for the next match. hopefully its LPR vs alkhair players. in the meantime, who's with me to train up our stamina in the pool? i'm going to try at least 2 laps.

thanks LPR for the great match today. and yes, we need a jersey. hehe.

(happy 24th birthday to kak imah!)

tomorrow./ Friday, February 22, 2008
i really cannot wait for tomorrow. it is so going to be fun man! haha! i hope musto reyes will recover from his fever very soon. tomorrow will be a very exciting day.

will update more soon.

i miss her.

soccer AGAIN./ Thursday, February 21, 2008
this is after soccer aftermath...


look at fad's enthusiastic hands twisting and turning the cube. look at my hair! yess ar!


fadli was learning fast just now. i am proud of you my son. hahaha! really! he learnt fast!

that is LPR spot. where we will play like crazy.


that is where some other players played. but today we played here. and afiq and i practiced our crossing. (ps: someone leave his signature behind. hehehe!)


this is ridza, the most powerful kicker in the team.


this is me. hair getting longer everyday.


that is ridza's bean's. he wore it for me. hehehe.

that's all. i can't wait to go out with hunny~

everyday./ Wednesday, February 20, 2008
if everyday i go train my body up, confirm i turn dark. haha. we went swimming again. the usual LPR brothers. Boleh pancit! fadli as always. he is very generous like hell. i don't know why. he just got his pay, then he treat us bubble tea. thanks ar bro! haha! musto as always, korean food eater. because of him, i followed what he ate. nice i tell you. izzat, of course, the outgoing one. he crazy dude who would go with the flow. haha. thanks ar guys for today.

then after swim i got a call from someone. ape seh. very very fustrated at first. he told me that those in the team got below 20 points. in my mind, he really need men for psk. i don't know. i'm not joining them maybe. see first la. i told my daddy about this. he helped me out. he called him. actually there was this miscommunication. basket. he told my dad that i got the talent to fight. i am always welcome to come back with the attire. he told me that too on the phone. but i am not sure to join back or not. for some reason, i may not join back. but i would always love to. silat is my passion. i don't mind people say that this is a weak thing to do but its my love for it. i hope when i enter RP, the environment there would be great. and also the people in RP silat would be friendly. of course one thing i will never forget are my brothers and not forgetting my dearest girl...

i love you~

i am a student again./
alright. i got posted to a new school. whatever it is, i will listen to my dad, uncle, kak yana and of course dearest advise. i'm going to stay in Republic Poly. anyway i love my new course. i am going to excel it one day. i will.


i have plan what to do there. hehehe. its quite good to be there you see. that's because i can meet my dearest anytime. hehehehe. that's good! man..i really miss her alot.


ok. so yesterday there was this training where i was train to be the right winger. the last time i played winger was during sec 2. this time my friends taught me the basic of crossing. fadli taught me how he kick but i don't know why i follow a different style of kicking in the video. haha. to all my LPR brothers. our logo is still in the process. and i will do my best on saturday. lets do it guys!


so yesterday after soccer, the same common faces of the LPR brothers, fadli, musto, ridza, izzat and me went swimming. hahahah! it was fun i tell you! hahahaha!


actually i am very lazy to type some more. just a few words.


i really miss my hunny alot..



this mean something baby~

im done!/ Monday, February 18, 2008
alright. my part-time working carreer has just ended. alhamdulilah. i'm so glad i'm done with work. i am so tired. very tired man. i am really looking forward tomorrow. soccer training tomorrow. soccer match on saturday. if i am not wrong, its at yishun. oh shit. i need a soccer boot. i am really hoping i could swipe in at least a goal. amin.

i am really missing dearest right now. i miss her alot. i am very worried about her right now. at the same time i am quite sad about something. hmm. nvm. i miss you dear...

i need a rest. that is after a message is send to me. :(

off day. happy day./ Friday, February 15, 2008
today is my off day. i am so happy. because i can relax and do things that i want. i'm quite sick and tired of working, working and working. come on~ 3 more days and i'm done there. its time for me to slack. go swimming often or soccer or go out with brothers or better, have fun with dearest. i miss her. i miss my brothers.

today i met my gf in the morning. i really miss her now. i hope she is doing okay now. worry worry..hmm. then after that went solat jumaat. after that play soccer under my block. so damn long never play there. haha! versus my neighbour and friends. haha! then after soccer, brothers went over to my house and enjoy a few moments of aircon. haha! and of course drinks. after they all want to "cabot" from my house, my elder sister and i went for a swim! wohoo! guess what mus, i can swim frogstyle. haha! yeahh~ alhamdulilah. was quite happy. i tried and persuade myself to swim the best i can. fulamak. haha. until my leg got a cramp. haha! it was damn painful. i hate cramps.

after that went home 1 hour later. sister treat macdonald fries and ljs wraps. then now, waiting for dearie to reply me. i am really really worry for her now..i miss you dear..

dear, keep that till forever and ever and ever and ever~

this sheet./
first of all, i applogise for the next few lines of vulgarities.

ok. this f*cking thing is really testing my pathetic patience. i don't know. but allah is always the medicine. living on this earth is really tough. go ahead and call me names. but i ain't gonna give up. this is a damn thing that exist. this pathetic thing is horrible. how i wish i'm in heaven now. everything will be fine. nothing to control. relaxation. this thing is call a f*ckingegoisticpatheticwhaledogshitcreature!

i hate lies. i hate lets-talk-world-stories. i hate act-cute talking. i hate doing nothing. i hate THE WORLD OF INTERNET. i hate this, ego.

f*ck you ego.

ya allah, ampunilah hamba...

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ok fellow bloggars. i've changed my url because of certain reason.

change it.

thank you and comment me below.

also../ Sunday, February 10, 2008
working at JL Marina was a challenge for me. i still have 1 more week to go. and after that i want to take a super break. i want to slack n enjoi the moments with my gf. i want to dribble that soccer ball like whoever my LPR brothers gave me names. haha. i will miss the friendly staff there.

working in a retail environment is a challenge for me man. with nyonyas debating for items to be sold at $2 instead of $10, with nyonyans vs nyonyas fighting outside my mini store, with tourists speaking their own language where i have to understand eventhough i don't, staring at ah beng who messes with my items in the bins and staring them straight in the eyes and also enduring the part where someone framed me. but i like speaking aussie style when a few aussies talked to me. *cheers to you too mate!* *ohh! you mean the money changer for the singapore dollars?(with super aussie slang)*

well i have 1 more week to go. just now got this 2 thai tourists asking me where is the money changer. they speak in thai! OMG! hahahaha! i was so damn blur man! imagine that!! hahahahahaha! i managed to understand them when they say SINGAPORE MONEY THAI MONEY. hahahahaha! and yesterday i got ang pow! hahaha! and 2 days ago, some tourist, italian wanted to give me $20 just to use my hp. hahaha! but i rejected the money. yeah yeah i know its stupid not to take it but hello..being honest here. i ain't a conman dude. haha! alot of things happened. my manager is the best! she always want to belanja me drinks. hahaha! gerek sia!

but one thing that is missing right now is,

i miss my girlfriend. i would stand at the cashier counter or even sit on the basket thinking about her. thinking what the hell is she doing. haha. thinking when will i ever go out with her. thinking when will she touch my head again. thinking when will will she tickle me. thinking when will she be free with me. thinking about positive thoughts. thinking about negative thoughts. thinking we are the role model for my friends just like khai and akmal say(hey guys, i also need a role model la.haha. and do you know who are they?they are someone you dunno.haha.they are someone older than me by4-5 years.dear you know who?) thinking about what my dad describe a gf for me(which really matched her!), thinking about me holding hands with her. thinking that she is thinking about me too. thinking about the power of love between us. thinking about all the things i have to say to her soon!! well, im thinking about you sayang, its you, nur hidayah aziz. yes. i miss you baby...i really do..

blank? think again..

please..don't ever do that again..please..

this is my taste./
before i go to work, i would listen to my favourite song for at least 8 times or more.



best of me - sum 41
Its so hard to say that im sorry
I'll make everything alright
All these things that i've done
Now what have ive become
And where did i go wrong

I dont need to hurt
Just to put you first
I wont tell you lies (Im sorry)
I will stand accused
With my hand on my heart
Im just trying to say

Im sorry
Its all that i can say
You mean so much and
Ive fix all that i done
If i could start again
I'll throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I know that i cant take
back all of the mistakes
But i will try
Allthough its not easy
I know you believe me
Cause i would not lie.

Dont believe the lies
Dont peryell the size
They dont understand (im sorry)
I will break your heart
I will bring you down
But i will have to say

Im sorry
Its all that i can say
You mean so much and
Ive fix all that i done
If i could start again
I'll throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

Im sorry
Its all that i can say
you mean so much and
I fix all that ive done
If i could start again
I'll throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

sedih. sad. jz so sad./ Thursday, February 07, 2008
i'm just so so sad. not having a good night sleep last night. haiz.. :( :( :(

allah will punish./ Monday, February 04, 2008
i will kill that bitch. i will make her cry. i will control my anger. because allah will punish her.

she cried so badly. but she doesn't want to admit. well, allah knows who stole it.

i miss my LPR brothers.

i miss my cousins, afiq and faisal.

i miss her, my sayang...

you are always in my heart, no matter how deep it is.

Thanks brothers./ Friday, February 01, 2008
Thanks for the support Fad and Musto not forgetting Akmal. And Zaid, kau tk leh love matair aku. Kau nk kena sekel pe ngn aku?? Hahaha!

So back to story. Yesterday I got the shocking news ever from my manager. She told me secretly that someone stole $???? using my cashier pin/name. Haiz. Now, this thing has become a big issue. I really hope that my pay will not be cut and I really hope that I do not have to write a report to the police. Whatever it is, I hope justice will pay. I'm not afraid. If she is the one who stole it, then one day she will have something to fear. I hope these kind of people, allah will punish them.

Ok. Being a cashier can be very scary sometimes but after 1 week or so, its easy as pie. Except for the so many voucher and condition etc. Ya! That one must ask senior sales associate, supervisor or manager. But I am bless with super friendly staff there. Wah lao. thanks man! Haha! Manager wants me to continue working. So that means more pay and more tired eyes and need to be alert also. Also, I hope if I get a new partner as a cashier, I hope its a HE. Not to be gay but, hey I'm taken. I love my gf damn loads ok! I don't want any I YOU I YOU conversation. And make sure that HE is honest when working. I've made a few friends there. They are nice people and I hope they are honest too.

Well, I really miss my gf damn alot. I love you syg...Hope to see you and go out together baby...

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