Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

i just don't understand dad./ Wednesday, June 25, 2008
From having the appetite to eat, I have none once my dad scolded me. Hmm. I just don't understand him. Why is he like this?

Almighty god, please make him understand. I know what to do. Please.

I love sports but why is he being cynical towards what I'm doing? Sad lah. But I won't give up on it.

I feel like fighting back his words. I just do not have the courage. Like come on! He's my Father! Hmm. I hope he will change for the better soon.

NDP CR./ Sunday, June 22, 2008
Yesterday CR was fun. The fun part comes when 12 of us, Selatras have to wait for almost 6 hours to just get into the Marina Floating Platform. While waiting, we had FREE OLD CHANG KEE! YES FREE!! WAH LAO! I didn't have my breakfast so....I TOOK ALOT OF FREE FISHBALLS, SOTONG STICKS, CURRYPUFFS AND MORE!! Haha! There's FREE MILOS! So we drank loads and loads of milos until we are so damn full! Haha! Can't wait for next week! Hehe!

So after waiting, we went into the platform to rehearse! Hahaha! Its damn cool! So windy!! Then we ran here and there. And after everything ended, we went home. The Selatras went home on our own. Don't want to follow the Persisi people. Haha. So we went Marina McDonalds. I ate my late supper and they ate theirs. I had my stomach pain! Haha! But hang out till late around 11.15pm. Su, Yana and Moon ajak me take taxi! Wohoo! Midnight charges though. Kesian Su. Haha! Thanks ar Kak Su! Reached home around 12 plus. Lepak awhile with my lappy and then sleep. The next morning, solat subuh then sleep back. Woke up around 1 plus. HAHAHA!

And my day was quite boring today. The end.

thank you./ Saturday, June 21, 2008

Those memories back then, when you turned 18. I got no money. Haha. Such a cheap guy so I bought you 8 cupcakes with 8 prank candles. I've made you a card and a nice wallet. I hope you love it. Now memories remain. I miss those times we had. But I can't stand lies. Teary watery eyes I have, such a weak heart I know. This is so hard for me. Even just to let you go. Moving on is an easy thing to say but a hard thing to do. But I'm doing it. I will take the good memories and leave the bad ones behind. For all I know, my name is Farhan, the man who bring happiness will always smile but in the dark. I won't forget you girl, god is great. Remember. I won't elaborate because I know he is one. The one who set things to the fair side. I'm going off for silat training now.

Thank you for the comfort people.

sometimes./ Thursday, June 19, 2008
Sometimes I feel down whenever I think about the past.
Sometimes I feel happier if I'm with my friends.
Sometimes I feel I have to move on.
Sometimes I feel how do I do that?
Sometimes is just a word.
Sometimes I know, it will really helps.

School has been great. Yesterday played soccer and I scored 2 goals for the LPR team. Wee~ Haha. And whenever "someone" is there, my heart goes, thump thump thump. Hehe.

My eyes are hurting. Help me!

Meet my "bro". One of those few whom I can share my problems with. You're the best man!(:

School/ Monday, June 16, 2008
Haiz. I thought I could wake up after sleeping for a while once after I did my prayers in the morning. Haha. I was wrong. Damn wrong. I woke up at 8. The first thing, I sms'ed fadli! I'm sorry guys! They were nice enough to wait for me though. BUT I was late. So I went to school alone listening to some Indon music.

Reached class and lucky I wasn't late. Henggg ar! Haha!

Today's module Maths. SHIT ar. I hate it. Haha! And and I felt wasted man for not attending the DIDM CAMP! Haiya. Well, its okay. I did enjoy going out with the girls and one guy. (: (dang! trying to post the pictures.)

Nvm nvm. Pictures you can view it at Yana's, Amni's or Shilla's blog. (:

Ok. Next.

YES AR! ISC DONE! Next year I want to fight. I don't think I'm joining my peguruan back. Tengok la mcm mane.

I think I'm done.

(damn. she's too cute to be looked at. haha.)

Life has to move on/ Sunday, June 15, 2008
I'm moving on. There's someone better. (:

When It Is Just About To Heal./ Thursday, June 12, 2008
This a song with a great meaning behind it. (Imu..)

Sum 41 - With Me
I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

(What you will find, what you will find, what you will find.)

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let (go).
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.

Farhan is Sick./ Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Hello to all readers. I know I have not been updating my blog for the past few days. Okay. Here I am updating my blog while sucking my sweets. Hehe. So for the past few days, I had been busy with Helicon Camp. I swear its boring. No offence. But it is. Well, it's not that bad when Ben and Mus were around. Hahaha! Crack me up all night and throughout the camp. After that went home with sleepy head.

Then Friday to Sunday, I need to come down and help out for the ISC. I rather come for ISC than that camp. Haha! Trust me. Watching my seniors fight and supporting them was a great experience. Haha! Sampai sakit2 skg ni. Haha! Saturday and Sunday will be the last 2 days of the event. Catch it or miss it. Haha!

Now I'm at home. Feeling sick. Still wondering if I should go for the other camp, DIDM Camp this coming Thursday to Friday. Should I? Haha. Anyway, thanks Waniz, Amni, Riniee, Mas, sape lagi eh, well whoever wished me "get well soon farhan". Haha. Thanks!

And damn it shit! I am so gonna miss tomorrow outing to Pulau Ubin. Haiz. Have fun W45F!

Don't miss it!

Haiyo./ Wednesday, June 04, 2008
There's always someone who is trying to do something I don't like. I'm sorry readers, but I'm setting my blog to private. I've invite some of you already. (:

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