Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

kickin some cans.../ Saturday, June 25, 2005
ok ppl from all races, ages, gender and height...im damn ass tired! hand injured....ferst, drumsticks, den skateboard....haha...nvm la...feel like broken but it takes time to recover...nvm..ok...skool reopening soon...and i wanna kick some bad asses in school in education coz its damn important u see...advise to u, act nw no regrets for u...haha...yeah tats rite....but its okay to fail coz its cool to know ur mistake....but sux at the same time coz sometimes there are no more chances...NDP is coming but b4 tat happens, NCC day is coming dis fri...man...the whole day wearing my landyard in SEC 3 LEVEL! OMG! SENIOR RETAIN! nahbeh...see la...regret already...NDP is in august and im chasing to the finishin line to get the post as P.C man! my dream dude! oh man...reallly want it..!! long time nvr command and control or shld i say footdrills / arm drills....realli miss dose days when i got the chance to shout, part c, fall in! and still rmbr the time when i learn the damn long command...nw i can shout it like stepping an insect...tanx to my bez sclt yazid....hey dude! tanx! burn out guy! all long commands, ask me...hehehe....not kerek la but telling my story...

use to command short like a noob....bt prac makes perfect...nw my kids [part c la!] have the cookie badge, rank and post so they will have the chance....so nxt yr, i'll be workin wif u guys! hell yeah staff! let me lepak one corner wif the pacesticks and dig the floor wif it...hahaha....ok...hmm..jz nw went skating....can ollie but kindda slow so takes time...well...2nd mth! yeah...25...lurb the no....reminds me of her...and 23 also....=]....DFS got 2 new song...it will be up wif the bass n the drums once i get the devices...dammit...when will my voice improved?? god help me....yeah...hey u noe wat? smtimes u dunno me well coz y? coz im alwaes seen childish but nah...its part of life....ya i noe...always get scoldings, comments....irritating so on...nah...nvm tat....haha...coz inside me its diff....the type tat tink thrice before doing....those hu seen me like nahbeh, u noe like once i did it in class wen hell yeah noise came to my ears wen someone ask to shud the hell up and no one did? and everitng kept shut once i did smting? yeah...hell yeah...tats rare to see me....laz time easy to see in ncc...nw? nah...y waste time on tat? juz keep it kewl baybeh...unless engine wanna blow already....yeah...but nvm...im a cheerful dude....quiet at times but may be childish...haha...so watch out dude, real farhan is coming ur way....nah..chill man...like amin once said to me....chill dude, chill...he;s one good ass fwen of mine..like a brudder to me but hell yeah....fwen better coz can tok cork...haha....oraitay [tats my word]....

have a nice day! [happy 2nd mth, baby gerl!]

Ferst week of july.../ Sunday, June 19, 2005
hey! sori nvr update for a long time...sick and also bz wif audition..well audition was great hanging out with BD....they're kewl! well my band did prac like mad laz minute and guess wat the judge said? u need to prac on my vox...haha...but the rest ok...KEWL!!!

so...here i am waiting for the results....hopefully its gd...if nt, nvm la...juz go in gig and perform...haha...well weekend so bored and warm...alwaes missin her when im bored...sori abt laz week...the whole week damn bz....nw im saving up to buy bass strings which doesnt cost $6-$8 liddat...its arnd $25! oh man! gotta save up...but wat made me passionate to bass is tat, i can sing wif it....:)

hehe...ok..mom and dad are ok rite nw....lurve them! kewl! yeah...school reopen...can't wait...more events will be coming! NDP, and i wanna be the PC! Teachers Day! make sure gt performance live band....10 yr anni! wanna see my gurl dance...=]....yeah...nw im freakin bored...ya tats rite...feel like skating bt today is Father's Day....yeah man! kewl...

well...im bored...i wanna spend my time diggin nose! ahahah...of course nt! okay den....calo malo!!

An Psycho Rocker

getting better each day..../ Wednesday, June 15, 2005
ok...sori nvr update for some time coz im kinnda sick u see...well, nw im recovering soon...tanx god..so i have another 2 more solid days to the audition....saz and ridz can't wait already..haha..later going prac...hope it is worth it...and tanx to those who were concern bout me during my sickness times...

ok..nw planning to write some songs for the band...gosh...so nervous....my dad gave me some bucks for today's prac..wohoo...can eat mee goreng...hehe...juz got to be ready for fri's audi...adam's song is wat we are playin...[yes! my dream came true to play tis with my doods!!] hehee....nw having a bit of coughing....oh yeah, i juz had my foot reflexology frm my dad...he's professional...hehe...

well, tanx for reading...have a nice day!

im nervous for the audition!!!!

sick and only a few more days to audition...shitty shit...god help.../ Sunday, June 12, 2005
Saturday's over...ncc trainin was damn kewl as i had the chance to walk2, slack arnd...haha...

The begining of Sunday....Mornin woke up, felt damn hungry...when i tried swallowing my food, gosh..it hurts...my throat was in a bad shape...argg! well..gotta recover sooon..mishing her too much...hehe...well...i juz hope tat my audition is kewl....tanx isk for evriting....nw im trying to get a part time job...get some $$...hehe...well...till here...im too tired to type and in pain in the throat...

well...goodbye!

mish her shoo much!!

Long time no skate../ Friday, June 10, 2005
so fast its friday already...its like a blink of an eye..well today woke up arnd 8 liddat den bathe then eat then on com....so bored...arnd 12.45pm, went out to pray friday prayers...yup...

after the prayers, when makan wif zunairi and dhuha...the two giants...in lot 1 juz now, saw fiona xie and one guy....haha..so after eating, went skateboarding...long time nvr skate man....haha...jansher can acid drop already...i still cannot...i can ollie while moving but not high...haha...we took some pix wif my hp...plus video also...hahaha....skate and skate until 4 den went off...den saw izzat and faiz and sheng qin and joffre...den saw some kranji band students....tmr i got ncc..wah at laz...haha...but hair super long....nw my head got benjol...ouch! haha...

well...i am tired nw + missing her ..yeap...well hope to see her soon...

hmm...am i overprotective? gotta change../ Thursday, June 09, 2005
oh man...our audition is juz nxt wk..and im not quite ready yet...isk need to use his room tmr and i need it too but nvm...nxt week can....tanx dude..aniwae, today woke up as per normal at 6.30am..do normal stuff then sleep for awhile..then got up again at 7.30am..on com, nthg better to do..

so after dat, bathe then played the bass den on com..chat wif aishah, the funni dudette..haha..cannot tahan sia...then after tat eat...eat so many stuff...i cook maggi..haha..waiting for the clock to strike 1+ coz go out and lepak...then called adi sec 3, the cool dude of mine..he asked me if im free..so i said...yeah...at ferst, ytd, i planned go sk8 but all of dem bz..so cancel..so i go out wif adi...play x-box..haha...funni sia tat guy...den play 1 hr..den go home for a while...den go out..heard tat she got band...then suddenly while waiting for my gal, nasrul came...haha...then man, zul, rizal, shahrul...i felt some strangeness when lookin at the gals so..nas and all the woodland gang gone to causeway..i ajk nas jln2....but i decided to tell her abt tis but nowhere to be found...so feelin abit dwn..abit oni..go take MRT go woodlands...haha...funni sia rizal...den buy sushi den go home...while goin back, saw HER! YES! happi ar...i tok2 to her for a while den go off...

den lac2 wif syahrul...bdae boi soon...=]...den go home...while goin back, i kept thinkin abt tis...

"oh shit! audition is nxt week!!" and "miss her ar...." hehehe...well dats all...bye!

Dusk For Sixteen.../ Wednesday, June 08, 2005
hmm...i started dis blog at 1.11pm...and im bored...so i wanna write abt Dusk For Sixteen...haha...

Dusk For Sixteen..Wonder how we got that name? at ferst, after taking one of the exams durin mid year, i gathered in the canteen to relax with man and zul. we were talking and talking and talking and den zul brought up a topic abt Dusk For Sixteen's previous band name...it was Noogielix...man and zul said tat the name sounds like "PukiLix" wtf! haha...so zul gave some ideas together with man and myself. There were a list of band names such as: Hatred Floor [nice huh], Socks For Monday [man gif monday, zul gave socks, i gave For]...dere were many of them and at last, Zul gave DUST, Man gave FOR and I gave 16 since i reached tat age already...then, i said to myself..nice name! then i told my 2 juniors/band mates abt the name...dey agreed BUT we decide to change it abit so to have our own originality..haha..I crack my brains for the same sound as DUST and at laz i voice out DUSK...and we combined our name...DUSK FOR SIXTEEN...haha..nice huh? yeah...Tanx to Man and Zul from Black-Ductape...=]

Dusk For Sixteen consist of:

Farhan - Bassist / Lead Vocals

Sazli - Lead Guitarist / Backup Vocals
Ridza - Drummar

Yup..tats us...so far we're into Punk/Indie...major influence: Blink 182, Sum 41, Force Vomit, Green Day...so far we're trying to gain some experience by joining the School of Rock competition together with other bands in Singapore. yeah..hope that we're going smoothly...well audition is juz next week. can't wait to rock and roll baybeh!!

Have a nice day fellow dudes and dudettes!

A great day indeed../ Tuesday, June 07, 2005
today was awesome! went out wif my family members. gone to ice skating. long time nvr skating there sia..at first was damn bloody awkward once u step on the ice...but once u gather back all the momentum, good already...ok ar..so far no fallin down for 2 hrs..haha..so, anyone wanna go there? call me! but i muz see ferst if i have the $$..hehe..i wan an ICE HOCKEY SKATING SHOES!! I WANNA PLAY ICE HOCKEY!! haha...den after tat went home...eat Mcdonald..den go home..

on my way home in the MRT, guess wat? skool of rock dudette called me! so fast sia!! well, my audition is nxt week...wohoo!! can't wait dude..!! den reached home, den go lot 1..watched madacasgar..haha..i noe..im kinda outdated but it was fun! haha..

well..nw im soo tired..cant wait for nxt week..and i miss her...yeah..tmr meeting her! wohoo...hehe..okay den..sayonara!

my dream is shattered/ Saturday, June 04, 2005
fuck dammit...my dreams had been shattered...wat i expected is the other wayyyy round...haizz...90% to get 2SG not 90% get 3SG...damn...my heart sank yesterday after Jan called me telling me the "good" news...dammn...now im nt a good leader...haiz...wat kind of SSG am i? leading a platoon to get 2SG and at laz? oni 2 get 2SG...dreams shattered guys..yar..dreams shattered...im the first SSG to lead a coprals and brought them up to be a 3SG in the end majority...hoping for a gd result but in the end, oh my god...oh god am i a good leader? dammit arsehole! waste of time being a SSG....haiz...actually ytd, i juz kept myself happy when seeing u guys but...no not at all...sorry is nothing in ncc..ya now i see y sir say like dat...haizz..

ya..u all said u all changed..make sure...by nxt training...i wanna see...make sure end of year all of u get promoted and i hope some get to go to Senior Spec Course....k tats all...

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