Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

New Year Resolution!/ Saturday, December 30, 2006
I had fun yesterday with dear. I love the temperature inside the NEL train. It was cooling. Haha! Dear was wearing almost the whole body being covered yet she felt cold. Hehe! But I like the temperature. Nice~ So dear accompany me go Bugis to buy my new bagpack. Decided to buy a new one because my mother treat me! Hehe! Also, my previous bag was full of sewn parts. Haha! Maybe I use both. I bought a big leather bag. Why big? So I can use it for school and also going out! Haha! Its damn big man! Quite cheap though. Only dear knows about how I felt after buying it. Right dear? Hehe! We went to Vivocity after that. Walk around and having fun with dear then go eat! Wohoo! Spicy seafood mee! I really really wonder why dear refused to eat my Spicy Seafood Mee! Hmm. Hehehe! I love you dear! Thank you for accompany me. (:

Alright! 2006 is going. 2007 is coming. Just like during the 2005. Isn't it fast? Damn! I hope 2007 will be a fast pacing year ahead! I'm going to miss dear. Well, it has to go on. Sooner or later, I'm out of Kranji! Ok! Here's my New Year Resolution! Supposingly tomorrow will be a right date for me to do so but I can't because its Hari Raya Haji! Yup! So here goes...

Resolutions for 2006
Perform on stage [checked]
Reach 25 April [CHECKED!]
Silver or Gold for NAPHA [checked]
Pass my N Levels and get what I aimed for [checked]
Learn chords and sweep/alternate picking [chords checked! sweep/alternate picking soon]
Ollie down stairs! [checked]

So far, I think that's my previous resolutions. I know its short but its easier for me. Hehe! This is the new one.

Resolutions for 2007
Maintain good discipline at home and outside
Try to pass every test, TRY!
Do revision every day for maths and science!
Complete O Levels Art latest by June eventhough the dateline is still far!
Reach 25 April!! And carry on a good loving relationship with my one and only dearest dayah!
Save my money for a CAR LICENSE for next year! Wohoo!
Save up my money and less spending them.
Increase speed in sweep/alternate picking.
PASS MY PRELIMS AND PASS MY O LEVELS! I HAVE TO!!

I guess that's it. I love short resolutions. Because I can keep it up to date. Hehe! Now I have to proof my parents and siblings that I can pass my exams again! Watch out 2007! Here I come!!

i'm gonna miss you next year but you're always in my heart. i love you baby(:

Arriiiibbbbaaa!!/ Thursday, December 28, 2006
Alright! I'm back from Lot 1 playing pool! Damn! I lost! Chi***! Hahaha! I taught Adi how to play that game, in the end, I lost. Haha! This morning was funny. I was so excited to go out. Hehehe! Then plan didn't succeed. Dear had something on. So I was quite shocked and felt like laughing. Because I was so excited. Haha! But nvm. It has to go on! (:

Yesterday I went to my cousin house. I pitied him! He was sitting on the wheelchair. But damn! Shred together with him. He could shred 5x faster than me. Whereas me, I had to struggle abit. Almost there! Haha! He needs 6 months to recover. Damn! That's long. I didn't know that my aunt wanted to give me something. Guess what? She gave me a KEYBOARD man! Haha! Its quite old. This was actually from my late cousin who passed away when I was just 3-4 years old. It still works man!! Haha! So I tried learning from it. Haha! Btw, its not the one you use to type. Its the electric version of piano or whatever you called it. Haha!

Now I'm really bored. I hope tomorrow won't be a rush for us. Right dear? Hehe! I miss you and you owe me alot of stuffs arh! Haha! No lar. Hehe. Love you~

Ok then, that's all.

i don't care, you owe me!

Pain/ Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Jaw pain! Damn! Actually I'm feeling bored so I post again. Haha!

I thought of going Bugis. But then, I may change my mind. MAYBE.

I don't like to remind myself about things that are bad. I don't. I really don't. That's why I don't like things to be like that. Why should it happen? Forget? I felt like a fallen glass crashed on the floor man. I'm not in the mood oh little blog of mine. I guess I'll let mr farhan to cool down dude.

Well, Hafiz, my skate buddy decided to relax like me. No more skateboarding for the year 2007. Haha!

I'm planning to have my hair cut. I would like to make sure my hair take a long sweet time to grow back. But, I need to re-consider again. Till then, I'll end again.

Destroy the poseurs, Revive the ori!

my jaws are killing me

Thank god/
I thought my cousin was seriously injured from the accident. I was scared. Very scared. Alhamdulilah he survived. He's back man! Wohooo!!

I was very bored today. But lucky it rain today. I love rain. Haha! It really chill my mind.

Now I'm chatting with my cousin. It's fun chatting with him. He's the one who once told me study hard and play hard too! Don't forget your loves one. Yeah~

I'm kindda feel disappointed actually. But its ok la. That's what I meant last time when I told one of my closest buddy and cousin. Yup! Don't forget the loves one or you'll be forgotten.

So till then. I hope everyone have a wonderful day today. Goodbye!

i'm ok

Sunday/ Sunday, December 24, 2006
Sunday is boring. I guess there won't be one day these week I'll be going out with my gf. Maybe going out with my cousin again. Usual place. Haha! I'm bored now.

Damn! School opening soon. I felt like a lazy bum man! Haha! My ass is too heavy to go to school. Never mind. Its only 1 more year left. A total of 6 years of my secondary life man! Haha!

I'll update more later if I'm not lazy. I miss her so damn much!

hungry hungry!

Listen./ Saturday, December 23, 2006
Try and listen to the new song I uploaded yesterday. Its a sad song. Try to understand it. Sometimes you can even cry if you think it deep.

Well well. Today I'm at home all alone. The rest went out. Maybe going out later. Maybe la! Play Battlefield. Not sure yet. I'm so bored at home. How I wish I have a PSP.

Next year, the camp will be awesome man. All of us have to wear business outfit on the 2nd day of camp. Cool huh? I think I have some in my cupboard. Haha!

I miss dear. I want to go out with her. Next year won't be free anymore man. Well, its ok.

That's all folks.

what if i think about it again?

I don't know what to post about./ Friday, December 22, 2006
I won pool 3 times today. I won Dhuha, Rizal and Syahrul. Haha! We played pool after prayers. I didn't know Friday will cost $8.60! But everyone paid $2. Maybe later going out with cousin to Bukit Timah. Play there but I don't have the mood. I'm feeling so down now.

I wish one day my family would go flying. But I think it won't happen. Haha. Its ok. When I grow up, I'll get married and bring my wife and children for a great holiday. Hehe. Insyaallah.

I miss my gf so much. How I wish I could sit with her together eating Swensens. Did I say Swensens?

i seriously miss you

Awesome Night!/
So yesterday was great! Played a few songs and then eat and play again. Haha! The ice cream was awesome man!! I took 5 or 6 cups if I'm not wrong. Its the He..D..I don't know how to spell the name. Its awesome! I ate a lot of marshmellow with chocolates till my stomach can't take it anymore. I nearly drank the wine. Haha! But I drank the non-alcoholic one. I really love the ice cream. I feel like I want to buy today even it cost me $15+. And the tabla man was extra man! Haha! Then everything ended. Packed everything up and go off. My cousin was stuttering when talking to one of the pretty sis. Haha! Too bad bro, my another cousin and I had to talk for him. All in all, IT WAS AWESOME!! And our uncle paid us man! Wohoo! Now I got fat wallet.

After that, my uncle sent us to Cineleisure to play pool. I won! Wohoo! Then, I had to go home. It was 10pm. I decided to take the taxi. But wtf, everyone of them ignore me. Hahaha! I dared myself to walk from Sommerset to Dhoby Ghaut at night! Hahaha! Awesome. Finally, I took the train and reached home at 11pm+.

Then sleep. Haha! That was the greatest night ever man! Haha! So next year, they may call us again. Haha! Well, I've been thinking when will I have the chance to go our with dear. :( I guess till next year. That is IF I can. Next year no more fun. I'm not confirmed if I'm going Bugis one of these days. But with who?

i told you i miss you

Blogger rosak!/ Thursday, December 21, 2006
I'm at my Granmum's house with my cousin. Overnight here last night. It was fun man! Haha! Yesterday before going here, my cousin decided to go for a pool and billiard game. My treat sia! Because I fail to get 3pts for N levels. So its ok. Haha! Btw, check these days out: Sunday I was very nervous about Monday. Haha! I was scared I failed again. I was restless all day long! Hahaha! Hoping for the best! At the same time thinking when will I have the chance to go out with her again. On Monday she go band thingy which I was quite sad actually because I can't go out with her. Haha. So nevermind. Well, waiting for Monday to pass. Monday This was the day everyone is waiting for. I can't wait for the result to be released at 2pm. I was late. Waited for the result and blah blah blah, finally, one by one was called out. Some with sad and happy faces. Then my name was called out. I was shivering due to the rain and also feeling nervous. Signing my name wasn't easy man! Scary! I was shocked to see my result. There was one UNGRADED subject. Haha! But luckily I reached my target. I'm happy with it but not so because I didn't get a PSP! Argh! Hmm. I'm gonna miss my friends who cannot carry on man. Then I meet her. Walk with her but within a short period of time. :( She go band thingy.. Tuesday I was bored all day long. Nthg to do. Thinking what will happen on Thursday. Wednesday Sleep here. Play guitar and stuff. Done. Today! I'm scared about today. Haha! Nevermind! I got confident can make it! Bye.

how 'bout spending time with me? haizz

Happy 600 days together!/ Saturday, December 16, 2006
Today my blog is 2 years old. Yup that's right! And today is our 600th days together! Hehe! Coincidence huh? Hehe!

I'm feeling very stuffy here. I can't breathe properly. The room needs some ventilation. Hmm. I've been worry about Monday. Even my mother asked me how I felt when I was in Sec 3 first year. Did I have the confidence that time compared to now? I told her I got the confidence but not too much. I'm afraid of failing again. Gosh! Only god knows.

Well, I shall end here for today. I'm feeling really stuffy. I gtg. Bye!

i hate stuffy room!

Daily Bugle/ Friday, December 15, 2006
I miss my gf so much. Suppose to meet her today but there was a change of plan. Its ok. I miss her la! Argh! Hehe. Btw, I'm sorry to hear about that dear.

Ok! Great! My flat is going to have a new coat of paint. My friend's flat which is a few blocks away already started. It is damn nice man! With Yellow at the bottom, Maroon and a tinted white! It is so contrasting! Wohoo! After 2006 - 1992 = 15 years of same colour, finally! It is going for a makeover! Wohoo!

My results will be announced on Monday! Hope all of my buddies pass including me! I'm getting excited already. Now, I'm alone at home. I was so bored that I decided to blog. YaaDaaYaDaa! Haha!

Yesterday dream was awesome! Hahahaha! YaaDaaYaDaa! Hehe! Btw, I am really confirm with myself to start concentrating on studies next year and put Silat at rest first. So I'm quiting for a while. Maybe I'll join back after Os. Or I join Wushu or Aikido. Lets wait. I'll think about that later.

My leg hasn't been recovering yet. Oh ya! A few weeks ago, my sk8 friend was on the newspaper. It was about sk8boarding. He broke his wrist while doing nollie nose slide at Sommerset! Haha! If only I was there that time and I injured my ankle, sure I'll be on the paper too! Hahaha! Then a few days ago, my friend injured his thigh real bad till there's a bruise. Hahahaha! Gosh! 1 by 1 man! But yesterday, my toe nail got some extra nail under skin so I decided to ask help from my mother. She snipped off my nail and guess what? It was bleeding man! Hahahaha! She cut it deep causing it to bleed! It was terrifying. Don't ask if it is painful or not ok! Haha!

That's all for today. Tomorrow will be exactly 2 years I'm using this same old blog of mine. Haha! See how fast time flies huh? Bye!

didn't i say i miss you baby?

Out Out Out!/ Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Blardy hell! I have been going out these days man! I really need a good long rest! I've got a flu which suck! Nevermind. Yesterday went out with dear. It was fun though but it was quite blah blah blah. I hate it when I think about it. I really hope that won't happen again. I really want to go out with dear again.

Today went out with cousin. Practice and then suddenly, 3 tudung girls caught our attention. Well you know me last time when I see those type, what I do. Its my cousin who got excited. Haha! I have one already so no need. Hehe. Then hack care them and I carry on practicing. It was really not my day. With this flu, I kept on rubbing my nose. After everything, we decided to go for a Lan game at Dhoby Ghaut. My cousin was really making me laugh man! Haha!

Play Battlefield 2. Before that, I on the MSN see if dear was online. She wasn't but I don't know this gal from where add me and trying to flirt with me. There were 3-4 last time. All I block and delete already. Hahaha! Blardy hell! Extra shit man! So then played battlefield 2 like mad baby!! Hahahaha! All my flu gone by then because I bought panadol. Haha!

After everything, went home and reached home at 6.10pm. It was overall a fun day! Man! I heard that results will be release on 18. Oh man!!! Its not Friday?!

lies are to be hated. trust is to be loved. choose.

Eat it RAW!/ Monday, December 11, 2006
Yesterday was a day not to forget man! Hell yeah! Went to cuz house and chillout there. Play the guitar till one hour later, my uncle ask me this in malay, "ahan leh makan ikan tk masak? sushi tu sume?" I replied, "ahan tk kisah..hehehe" Then my cuz tried to threaten me by saying it is totally raw. Hahaha! I said, "Bring it on bro!" But I was too afraid mum won't let me coz there's one major problem. Family stuff. I went to his house secretly btw. Hahaha!

So all of them got changed. Long time never meet my long lost uncle man! Haha! My cuz youngest sister never meet me before. Haha! She was cute! Disturb me all the way! Her new born bro was cute too! I got loads of new cuz man! My another cuz which taking her N same with me was shorter than me already! Hahaha!

After everyone got changed, I packed my guitar then went out of the house. My uncle drove the car till Esplanade. Saw some Kranjians. Then I thought the restaurant was a minor thing but then, it was really a JAPANESE RESTAURANT MAN!! Damn! I can't reject the offer already what. I was kindda afraid too man! Tawakal je la. Just ate fishes and no others. I ordered a totally damn raw salmon man! Hahahahaha! Its a "bring it on" deal man! Hahaha! Soon, one by one. A set of meal came. I saw the raw fishes and all the Japanese food! My uncle was awesome man. He really treat me an expensive meal. So what I need to do is to finish up my meal! I ate all the raw food. Oh ya! I love the cook salmon! It was awesome! Do you want to know how it taste like? Go try it yourselve. It was kindda nice! I love it. My cousins was laughing at me. Hahaha! Ate the fish raw eggs and everything on the table. It taste ...ermm...I don't know. Hehehe! Just finished it up and after that, pay up. Total was $213!!! Damn! Oh when I burp, a raw fish smell came. Hahahahahaha! Thanks uncle!

After that hang around. Then went home. It really was a great day man! I wonder if my another cuz came, what will happen man! Hahaha! Sure kecoh! He's the cerewet type one! Hahaha! That's it dude! And I hope 21 will be a successful day man! And I hope on Tuesday, I can go out with dear...I miss her..

Goodbye.

awsome raw-ness! hahaha!

Its been a while/ Sunday, December 10, 2006
I've been busy to update my blog. Haha. Well its 5 more days if it is really on the 15 December when results will be announce. These few days, I had been going out. Last 2 days, that is Friday went to Lavender to accompany my cousin. Then decided to go for a pool game at Queenstown. Damn! The place was so dull man! Haha! We played billiard too. It took more than 1 hour to finish the game and finally since we were too hungry, we decided to call it off. Haha!

We went to a nearby coffee shop and I ate mee goreng and my cuz ate fried char kuay teow. Ate till we didn't really filled our stomach but let's just eat at home. So we went home. My cousins are 'on' it for a christmas event at the hospital. So..since they agreed to it, I too agreed to it.

I hope its gonna be a good 2hr event. Hehe! Omg! Its been more than 1 week I've met my gf. I miss her~

acoustic unplugged baby

Son of the gun!/ Thursday, December 07, 2006
I've been eating unhealthy food the whole day yesterday. Went out with Asmin was cool. I hope next time, there will be Iskandar & Dhuha to join us to play pool.

I was leading Asmin. I didn't have the chance to score all by myself. All thanks to Asmin. He accidentally scored the black ball 3 times for me. Then we played nine balls. He accidentally hit the nine ball! Haha! So I thought I won without scoring the black ball on my own. Then actually it was a draw. Hahaha!

Then went Jurong. Searched for the stuff but it wasn't there. Shit! It gonna cost me money man! Then chill around and off we go. He went to Vivo and I head to home. Once reached home, I didn't eat anything for dinner because I ate already.

At 10pm - 11pm like that, dad order some Macdonald food! Wohoo! I ate the McSpicy Meal! Yeah man! After that off to bed! Haha!

I guess that's all. My hair is getting longer and thicker. I need to get it trim before the day of results or should I not?

she's shorter than me. i ain't her bf. i'm her younger cousin!(:

Chillout/ Wednesday, December 06, 2006
In a few hours time, I'll be meeting Asmin at Choa Chu Kang. We'll be heading Cash Converter for my stuff. I hope its there and its cheap. Then maybe go for a Pool game. Now this what I call enjoyment with care not just rot all day long watching television, take care of my younger sis when she's already 13! I don't quite understand my parents somehow. Even my elder sister too! I hope this thing won't drag. It'll drive me crazy man! I'll get frustrated because of this.

And due to that, I could hurt someone. Maybe my gf. Gosh, I'm sorry. Hmm. Well, till then.

you know me when i'm frustrated):

Another boring day~/ Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Another boring day. Tomorrow I'll be going out I think. Play pool. If I go out tomorrow, then maybe I can't go out anymore. Hmm.

I hope I can join my friends to the Escape Theme Park soon! I HOPE SO!! I don't know~ Asmin invited me go there. And its cheap! Its on offer! I know. No need to tell. Then the other guys will be there maybe. I don't feel right about this man. Aw! Come on!! Wah f*** man!

Till then. I'm going to rot all day long like a big fat bear waiting for results.

*ps: Dear, when will we go out? I don't think we can you know. That is maybe if I can. Then if cannot, next year je la bile time free. hmm..


this is boring shit man. argh! com' on mum & dad!! *moodyy*

I'm getting restless when I'm bored to death!/ Monday, December 04, 2006
These few days, I've been sticking my fingers to the electric guitar that Zul had lend to me. Learnt alot from there. Yes I know. But you can't be sticking to one stuff you're doing? You'll get bored dude! I hope one day I can achieve what I want to be.

I can't seem to relax myself today. I feel restless. I'm dead bored. I am feeling hungry now. I'll eat later.

Hmm. I wonder what my gf is doing now. I miss her. Yesterday didn't receive a single message from her. It's like I'm at Malaysia the whole week although I'm in Singapore. But I guess she was busy. I hope I can go out this week with her. I hope, I hope.

I'm getting hot. The room is so damn hot and I'm totally hungry. Haven't eat since breakfast. I wish there is something nice in front of me now so I can grab it and eat it all by myself. Hehe.

Results are near. Fear is here. It has been haunting me since last few months. Wonder what will my points be. 15 is totally a freaky day.

Alright. I guess I'll end here. I don't know what else to write so till then, goodbye.

where are you?

What the hell!/ Saturday, December 02, 2006
I've strained my finger on my left hand. Its the smallest one. But good news, I can reach to my back hand. Hehe! What the hell!

So I hate bad dreams. Nobody does. The funny thing was it happened after my morning prayers. It involves me, my gf, some kids from nowhere and one dumb stranger. If this sh*t going to happen, then I'll be in rage. Maximum rage! Oh damn it man! What the hell~

Supposingly, my family and my cousins are going back to Kampong tomorrow but eventually my family can't make it. Sad~ Never mind.

Argh! I'm tired!

everything's fine

Oh My God!/ Friday, December 01, 2006
Woke at 8 after waking up at 5.45am to perform my prayers then off to bed. The moment I went into the kitchen, I noticed that the coffee finished already. I checked if there is an extra left in the cupboard. Yes there is but it has turn bad! There were alot of mould and from what I know mum accidentally drank it this morning before work. I called her and she was shocked of course! Haha!

There you go till now I'm still online. Will bathe in a few moments. When will I nail what I want? Argh! Haha! I'm tense up already. Later will be going to mosque for Friday Prayers. I miss dear alot. Hmm.

I hope those people won't call me for money. I really want to quit. No doubts. It will initially clear my mind once after everything is settle. I hope.

Well, thinking what will happen next year. What events will be carried out and of course! WHEN IS THE RELEASE OF THE N LEVEL RESULTS?! That is the Most Frequently Asked Question! Of course all of the candidates are nervous. What will our results be? Argh! I hope I can get 5 points or below. Scary as you can see. If only I have finished my O levels and now I'm waiting for results. Then I can go for the dumb camp then I won't be like now. Haiz. What luck! It's ok though~

scolding f*ck won't bring you luck

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