Dusk For Sixteen got in!

Finally Audition Is Over....PhEw!

"Takkaire of your health dearest.."

Audition Fright~

Friday the 13th

"Please Come Back To Me!"

FreeEeEEzing CoLd!!

I woke up and my feet was feeling cold. Too cold!!! Bathe with half warm & cold water. Went out of the toilet and freeze to death. Hahas. It has been raining heavily these few days.

Today was cooling day. I love coldness but please, not too cold. Hahahas! DFS is about to re-record a new version. Hell yeah. Got to give it all out!!

Then went home with dear. Hehes. Cold cold. I kept enduring my sneeze. Hahas. She wanted to see me sneeze, but its super rare! hahas. Don't worry dear, one day sure can see me sneeze. And btw, Mr Zainal class was awesome. Janz was laughing looking at me yawn. Adi is so so so so slenger. Hahas.

Aww man..Tmr can't see dear sia..hmm..these few days, ppl kept talking to me as if I'm a small kid. Pls la. Its my life dude. Your not my parents, my bestest friend, my girlfriend. So why bother and kept saying, Farhan, 16 year old must act 16 la. Eh halo, I'm being myself allrite? He himself 16 acting like one big F**K want to say to me. Ok man. That's it. No more mr patience guy if ppl tell me this. Ok? I know what I'm doing..Its just me. There's time to be serious and joy. So pls k? I want to smile and joy so its my prob. Don't try to make fun of me in front of everybody. I hate it. Totally. Ok? I can take it if ur're joking plus saying tis in a low tone. Not the other way round. Ok? Ok good. I hate to control ppl and I hate to be controlled. Allrite man. I hope that guy read tis. want to make me malu in front of everyone...try me again next time and see wat happen...

ok la..hahas..wasnt feeling too happy abt the things I said above. Don't worry. That guy is a GUY. 16. Bye peeps! AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA KORBAN! BEKKKKK~~~!!

"Seeing kambing kena slaughter is really cool especially when the head is gone and u have to throw it away like I did when I was just 6 years old with my seniors in Masjid Khair[the old skool masjid last time] who were 14, 15 and 17..hahas..seriously man!"

YaY! YaY! YaY! YaY! YaY! My mum and dad finally agreed. About what? About allowing me go Taka yesterday afternoon. After 1hr of pleading, my dad told my mum to allow me go. And I quickly told dear abt it and she was so delighted! Finally...Alhamdulilah...

So met Fad and we both us went there. Met the Kerusi Biru Gang over there. Ask them if Jan & D' were there but there wasn't any sign of them. Aw man! Nvm. The crowd was awesome! Saw dear's elder sis, my sk8 friend from far but he couldn't see me, dhuha and gang, zaid and gang and of course dear's dance krew. And guess what? During the game, there was one BAPOK, shake his? her? butt to form NGEE ANN! OMG! Pls la dey! Hahahahas!

All the chinese boy band was ok ok la. But I prefer watching the dance to the beat. Minah minah, Mat mat and Mat lembut semua ada! Aiya..Nasib Kranji jugak maintain..=)

I gamble through the crowd to get to the front. And I did it. Hehes. Kranji dancers was awesome man! After everything was done, the results. KRANJI WON THIRD!!! WohOoOOoOo! At least something dude!!! Very proud of them man!! CONGRATULATIONS TO DEAREST AND THE REST!! Hehehes! Finally..hehes..

Took pic with Dearest and after that she went her own way and I went on my own way. Hehes. Now can't wait to receive that picture from Syida..hehes!

Then after that, took a lot of picture and so kecoh man! Too tired man..Reached home arnd 1030pm-1100pm. Dad wasnt too happy at first but he was just kidding. Hahas. Thanx mum and dad for this greatest gift of yours although it wasn't my bdae or something but it really mean it much to me.. I love you two very much and of course, not forgetting, I love you too dear..=) lots and lots and lots...

k then..now just hoping kranji superband is open for electric instruments coz watch out guys..and if so, Dusk For Sixteen is in it dude..Get ready for the Battle of the band between TDTN & DFS. Insyaallah...The vox may not be me but lets just hope electric instrument and the same race is allowed aite guys? allrite then, byes peeps!

**and once again, CONGRATULATIONS TO DEAREST AND THE REST!

"She will always be my angelic half of me.."

Hmm. Lets talk abt ytd first. A match between ex-2G vs ex-2F. I was known as Defendsive Dude but after a few minutes, Azhari promoted me to play attacking. Then after the soccer match, I met dear at the canteen. Rest with her and wait for eira under the block. Thanks for ur shoulder dear! Next time if you wanna sleep, my shoulder is open for your head to rest. =) Teehee..

Well, before the match, graduating classes including N.A had a career talk. I was known as a COMMANDING PEEPS. Hahas. Then go prayers and after that Jan, D', Udy, Fad went to my house. They play my rabbits. Hahas. I showed Jan something. Hehes.

Seriously ytd was a TIRING DAY FOR ME! After soccer, went home and then bathe and then w/o eating aniting, went out. Omg! Hahas.

Then went home arnd 11.30pm. I asked my dad if I could catch the Finalist Dancers but he said No. Blood boiled through my veins. Haiz..I was terribly terribly feeling bad not coming for that performance. Haiz. WHAT? AM I A 6 YR OLD KID? Haiz..So sorry dear...Sms with dear till late nite until she msg me smting and guess what? I suppose to reply back and my eyes was shut for 2 hours. Thought of replying back but it seems that the last message dear sent was 2 hours ago which was 12.32am. I woke up and check the message abt 2.3oam. Sorri dear. Hehes.

Well, gtg now. I just hope someday I have that freedom of choice. Hmm. And lastly, I MISHH UU DEARR!! hehes. byes..

"She's my everything.."

Seriously, I have to go Taka this Sat!!! I have to beg to my parents abt it! I have to watch Dear's performance! I HAVE TOO!! I MUSTT!!!!! ARRGGGHHH!!! WHY AM I TREATED THIS WAY? I KNOW HOW TO GO, I KNOW HOW TO TAKKAIRE OF MYSELF, I KNOW HOW OLD I AM!! HARLOW!! IM 17 SOON!!! PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS ALLAH! MAKE MY PARENTS ALLOWING ME TO GO TAKA!! PLS ALLAH!! PLSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

haiz..

"Please make my wish come true..:(("

Boring day for me. Motivation talk. The medicine I took last night, still got the effect. So drwosy. Can't pay attention much. Decided to wait for dear together with syida coz she's waiting for hers. I thought she would come down so I could tell her I go home first coz a lil headache and hungry. Very hungry. So told Putri to pass the message to dear. I just hope Saturday I can make it to dear's performance. Haiz..

Well that's all. Not feeling well this days. Byes..

"Superband rules SuX man!!"

Yeah..woke up and I thought it was still night time. I was dreaming in my dreamland. And suddenly, dad woke me up da!! Bathe and everything and get out of the house. Met dear and I was still freezing cold. Hahas. Cold-Blooded human. Hahas. Miss dear for how many days and today got to meet her. hehes.

Finally got the chance to sit at the Sec 4 Level. But still on the 3rd Level. How fuck is that. Did a lot of admin stuffs and Janz didn't change abit. If he change, I'm very sure I won't be like this. Hahas. I'll try. =)

So just now went Popular to check out the price of the brushes for my ART. Then met dear. WeEeeE~ Hehes. Then bought Rabbit Food. Thought of sending her back to Woodlands but I can't because I had a stinking headache till now. Haiz...ok lar..Gtg! BYES!!

"Today is a GIFT..Alhamdulilah.."

"I mish u too dearest!!"

I'm freaking bored at home. While I'm bored, I try to daydream. And that daydream is abt last year...wanna hear? here goes...

1) I still remember the first day of school and the second year of sec 3. How pathetic is that? hahas. but its all over now. yeah, as I was saying, once I stepped into the class, OMG! ALL SO BRIGHT WITH WHITES. I told myself, shit..coz many ppl was looking bad at them. But they were wrong..all of them were fun fun fun! hahas! and of course..*ahem* that orientation was so stressssful.. but relieved once after I beat sir yazid who was the current C&C Champion in Kranji. Hehees! Now I'm the new one. Hahahas! And then finally I turned to Staff Sergeant Mohamed Farhan. And DFS was born

2) Lets get to the point. I started to admire someone who really caught my eyes for a long time. But I kept quiet. Oh ya! There was too many meetings that really piss me off man! And Adam Khoo was the most memorable one. Hahas! Then I told my BESTEST friend about who I admire. Hahas. And also audition was fun! Hahas! But didnt get in..:(

3)One by one w/o me knowing it, it reached to her closesssttttt friend. And..I'm not quite sure after that. From here, I start to crap alot alot with Janz and Adi. I told them too! But they are the ones I respect coz they didn't tell anyone. :)..Oh ya! Its either this mth or after, Janz blanja me watch movie. Shall we dance? Hahas. Then early March was terrible. I start to think, sec 3 NA girls in my class are bitches man! Step jambu and big. I start to get along with Saz. Then NCC camp was bullshit. Hahas! I walk walk alone around 3am when Kak Huda was kinda feel afraid so teman her go down. Nasib pangkat kakak..if not tk la tolong..hahas!

4)This was my GREATEST month ever! I start to bash ppl up during birthdays. In the end, I was being bashed up. Thanz to Sakthi, the sec 3s didnt beat me up. Hes a true bro. Except sec 4 and some sec 5. Abt 30 ppl in the toilet bash me up. Frontline was, Amin, Deeshan, Azhari, Nasrul, all the rough dudes. Blue blacks start to grow. and a few days after my bdae, i received a happiest moment of my life.. hahahas. ya..nvm no need to tell.. paisay dok! first time sak tok. Hahas. *blush* also, it was the nature wonders. Rain poured and instead of the event, I tried out skimming. Ya..This was the month I regret too! I smoke 10 sticks. Which made me cough for one month. And 25 was a magnificant number for me. =) ....heart her..

5)I quit smoking. I started to study real hard. At last, I passed my MID YEAR! I got A1 for ART! First yr of sec 3 i got F9. What a great difference! Hahas! Thanx to those who support me especially dearest! hehes..

6) June was my experience month. School of rock audition. But didnt got in. Nvm. Can't remember abt this month much. oh ya! I got my new NOKIA! hahas!

7)First day of the month was NCC day. Was proud to be standing in front of them. And also this month was my first time to be such an aggressive. Start to spar. Blue blacks all over. And I showed my true colors to 3H. Too noisy, I shouted at them to shut the fuck up. And they did. Hahas! And I made my sir CRIED! yeah man!!!!! Hahahas!

8)A fucking mth indeed. Imagine standing in front get ready to command as RSM, and suddenly u were kick out. who doesnt get pissed off? I spit at the door, throw my beret, scold them, and many many many more. Ppl was shocked after seeing me like dat..Esp, deeshan. Hahas!

9) Start to spar again. A lot of fights occured. Record DFS first song. Please Come Back To Me. Janz was there to support. And Adi and also my mates..and her too! Hahas..Such memories..

10) I think this mth I got result and I get my ass up to sec 4. Happy la! Then decide to surprise dearest by showing my retain report and I seriously did my FIRST TERRIBLE MISTAKE TOWARDS HER...I was terribly regret...haiz..but things get smooth after that..

11,12) Nhtg to do at home, Start sk8boarding back. Hahas!

ok lar.. I tired already seh! Hahas! Wait! I miss dear!! Hehes! Ok then...takkaire!!

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