Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

artMADNESS!/ Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Ok. Art is so making me sick. Headache already. Short post. Last but not least, I love you dear~

-I'm not lying. I'm telling the truth.-

Boring day~/ Monday, May 29, 2006
I'm so mishing dear. Let it be the first on my list! Gosh! Dear, can we talk talk? Hehes. Boring sei. Hehes. Oh ya, just now testing some sound with Significant 25. Hahas! Janz heard already. So maut the drums. And my vox, before I die, I'm gonna achieve what I want. Hehes. I'm dead bored now. I can't sk8, I can't go out, I can't meet dear, I can't do what I want! ARH!

Oh well. Tomorrow can die man with super cool schedule in school. First thing in the morning, meet dear and go school together. Going home time? Not anymore. Haiya. Boring seh.

I MISS NUR HIDAYAH NOW SO MUCH!!!!

I'm playing pool to spend my boredom world now. I can't sk8, play or play play too much tomorrow and tomorrow tomorrow. Hmm. What life. Ok then. Byes!

dear, I want eat outside one day can? hehes..ouhkay dear, bubbye! mwarccckksss! huggiieesss~ buttSLAP! hehes!

-Our love will never fade-

Re-Record In Progress/
I've been recording since last 2 days. I'm happy with the tune but what fuck I hate with my voice. Cam siak! Nvm. Today re-record again. Hehes. Full song don't know when I wanna release it. Oh shit stuff. And yeah, thanx for the comments! (:

-When??-

ouch*/ Saturday, May 27, 2006
My back hurts after yesterday training. Its call "jatuhan". I was being carried quite high by a fat person then he drop me down. I got up and waited for another round. He is so called the King. We're playing King. Pain like hell I tell you. He even scratched my neck. Now it looks like some girl giving me a long love bite. Dammit! It hurts! I just took my chance again and I do sabit 3 times and tojang and he tried to throw me down again but this time I escape like a mad spider. 3rd round was hell. He throw me, I fall + he going to fall. Wah lao! Da la tk makan byk smlm..Abeh da lembik nk lwn dier..Leh pengsan! Hahas! We didn't use any vest. So I really took my chance to rembat the guy who kerek abit. Hehes! Kak Ain talk to me and ask me how I was in school. I said ok lar. Like tat like tat. She look sweet but when we were training our kickings 8TIMES which was plus speed plus plus strength, she was quite faster than me by 2 seconds I should say. Wow...And I saw my skating partner's friend. He just joined 2 mths ago and he learnt all the basic jurusan. What fuck shit man! I only learn two then straight away go learn sparring. Wah lao. Hopefully can learn abit of seni.

Well, that's all la for today...

-Hapee Birthday Kakak!-

What you think I know what's the topic?!/ Friday, May 26, 2006
Training was tough. But fun. Thanks to the fat adult size man, I fell and hurt my body parts. That's all.

-FUCK to jealousy..I hate that feelings..hmm):-

Video of My Second Family/
Take a look. I didn't know it was uploaded! Wohoo!

Alhamdulilah~/
Ok. First of all, I'm already settled the Meet-The-Parent Session. My dad had talked to me. We are back to normal. (: But, tonight, seriously I want to go for my silat training. I want to be back in the ring but its raining. Hmm. Gosh. I don't know I'm going or not. But I want to go! Please!! I want to wack some asses again and bruise some of my hands, legs and sprain some body parts. Long time no training. I'm so dead bored. I want a punching doll or punching bag or better, real human being! Hehes!

Hmm. I haven't bought a prezzie for elder sis yet. Tmr her bdae! Hahas! Maybe tmr going CP. Wanna follow dear? Reply me aite dearest?(:

Now I'm still figuring I should go or not. Hmm. I want to go! But wheather is so bad. Its god will to let it rain or not lar farhan!

-Its me with my natural eyebrows which ppl call it Sexy Eyebrow. Omg~-

13 Months Together!!! (:/ Thursday, May 25, 2006
TODAY IS OUR 13 MONTHSARY TOGETHER!! WEEE~ Hehehes! Alright! Short post for today! And I hope tomorrow will pass on quickly.

That's all for today. I hope my dad and I start talking tonight! God bless.

I love you darling! aww~ 4 things I can't do to you this coming days..mwarcckks!

-I'm a butt slapper! Then who's my ass smacker? Hehes!-

Life With Super Tough Responsibilty!/ Wednesday, May 24, 2006
I don't know if my left side of my head is painful because of yesterday or not. But no matter what, I still love him, my dad. Even he punch, kick, bulge my eyes out or even pull my hair, smear my face with spices, I'll still love him, respect him. He's that way. My grandmother was stricter than my dad. No woner my dad treat me with such disciplinary act. I got worst than these. I'm used to this. But everytime this happens with great action, tears will run down my cheeks. Please I don't cry like a sissy ass. Its just a few drops of tears. Now, its just a few more days away for my worst nightmare. I don't know he's coming or not. I don't give a FUCK about it.

Tomorrow, there will be photo-taking. It'll be my 2nd last photo taking and last for dear. Ok. I won't carry on. Lets talk about my art. I feel a sense of satisfaction once after I finished doing my stencil art. BUT! The stencil was destroyed!! Oh my god! How sad! But who cares. I'm doing other things already. Lucky Mrs Tay helped me alot. Oh ya! Thank you for the Lolli Ms Shah! She asked for helped then I asked for reward. Hahas!

Just now went home early. Can't go home late anymore. But unless with valid reason. Sorry dear. I slept went I reached home. Then woke up, take a walk to Lot 1 like one souless creature. Thought I saw dear, but I didn't. Aww. Hahas. Ok. She still owe me 25++ things. Hehehehes!

Ok lar. Gtg. I've just upload my pictures to the Yahoo! Photo Album. Its down there. Ok. Takkaire. Btw, I'm tooooo lazy to edit my post and make it nice like underline, bold, italic, etc. Hehes.

-I once dreamt I was dead & I wasn't ready for it. I fear that might happen.Lets not hope that my dream came true-

Tuesday is EXERCISING DAY!/ Sunday, May 21, 2006
Alright! Just received a call from my tuition teacher a.k.a Abang Abdul. He said to me that tuition will be resume back to normal in two weeks time. Wohoo! I just woke up from my nap. Btw, just now dear called me and funny thing happened between me and her. She called, I picked up while closing my eyes and guess what? I didn't say hello. I kept quiet at first then she said hello and I said hello too. She knew me well enough so straight away she asked me if I'm sleeping or not. Hehes. Tau jek! So she asked me to continue sleeping, I put down the handphone and I forget to say I love you to her! ARHH!! What a waste! Hehes. Nvm I shall say to dear here, I love you~

I can't wait for Tuesday! Its a match between 4G vs 4F. Ya I know. I'm not in one of the classes stated. But like I said so in my previous post, I'll be playing for 4F! Wohoo! First time playing with Adi! Its EXERCISING DAY! Hahas! Oh yeah! This morning, washed the fish tank. I carried the louhan using hands. I massage the fish head. So smooth like fish ball. Hahas! Then mother told me to go and cut my hair. So I went out of the house and walk lazily. Hehehes. Tired ar! Went to the normal place. The place where Adi recommended to me. The Sunshine Salon. I don't know the name of the shop. But just sit there and told her what I want to have. So she cut for me.

Then went home, do Zuhur Prayers and slept after that. Then woke up and post. Oh yeah, I took the Radical's Pictures from dear's photoalbum and I put them into the collection. I hope dear don't mind. Coz' I want to make it a collection for the event. Well, that's it! Have fun looking at the pictures! Takkaire~

-I always love to say that I love her so much-

/ Saturday, May 20, 2006
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-Lets Rock With Love*-

Radicals Concert Pictures/
Wohoo! The pictures are here! Thank you Zullie! I hope more pictures will be sent to me. Thanx! I'll post it to my Yahoo! Photos. I shall link them under the related section.

Just now before meeting dear, met my Abg Syaiful. He went to the building next to Lot 1 to pay fines. Then followed him to see his bike and take a ride for a while w/o HELMET! omg! That's crazy. Then he ride me to the open w/o me having to have a helmet on. Once I shared some $$ with him for a helmet, I want to design Spiderman.(: Then after that, went straight a flat near Kranji and waited for dear. Then take some aircon in the shopper's mall and went straight to take the MRT to Woodlands and went to Causeway Point. Ate Chendol while dear ate Ice Kachang. Yum Yum! Now I'm hungry. I want to eat nuggets with sambal belacan. I hope there's belacan left. After mamam, went home. Can't wait to eat later. I'm hungry! Hehehes! d:

Janz can't sk8 today. Tomorrow he can. I hope I can. I hope tomorrow no tuition. Long time no sk8. But I think during June holidays, I can't sk8 much. I wanna touch up on my Physics and Maths. Yup! That's right. I wish someday I could make my mother proud.

And btw, I just heard from my Abg Syaiful that he just had his first accident. His NSR oil storage leaked. His knee and hands are badly wounded. GOSH! I hope my dad, my aunt and anyone related to me and my best cuz knew about this. Why? I want to take licence la. Hehes!

Till here, have a nice day!

*Note: Anyone with Radical's Concert pictures, please sent to me. Thanx!(:

-Every day and every night, you're in my heart forever-

Oh well~/
Oh well~ My results was suckling. I was told that I might not pass my N Level if I had this type of results. Seriously, I tried my very best to do it. Oh my. I'm scared. Nvm. Yesterday Radical Concert was ok. Last minute here & there. I'm so sorry Jansher. Well, someone doesn't really appreciate 2 nice man who brought him 2 guitars. What fcuk! All along, its me, Ridz, Janz, Man and Zul who helped alot. I'm kindda feel disappointed. But nvm. I pity Janz coz' after his hardwork, I screwed it up. I'm very sorry dude. Really am. For Ridza, he just ran 2.4km then he was trembling while playing the drums. Ahh~ What a hectic day yesterday. Oh well~

After solat yesterday, went back school. Janz just about to ask me to sk8 along with him. Alamak. I can't. Soccer match between Sec 4 & 3 was ok. Then I asked Adi and Mus if I can play for their class. Mus said that he was just about to ask to play for him. Alright! Next Tuesday will be fun! Energizer is going to be charged!


So after the match, waited for dear. I'm glad I mean VERY GLAD we are back to normal. I was very relieved. *a kiss for u:mwarccks!* I slept early yesterday(too tired) and set my aircon temperature to 19 degrees. Its a hot day yesterday due to the Volcanic Erruption at I dunno where. I slept soundly that I didn't hear my handphone ringing. Its dear calling me I think. So sorry dear~ I can't wait for later. Meeting her again!(: I love her so damn much man that I won't let go. Hehes.

Well, discussed with Janz about my plan of opening a sideproject band. At the meantime, DFS rest for a while. Janz suggest to change genre which I simply agreed to it. This time, I'm trying to compose a malay song. Just wrote a few lines. Hehes. Oh god. I'm so afraid of failing my N. Please make it a BIG NO NO! Hmm. Looks like I have to work much much harder this time round. May God bless.

Last words, I miss dearest. I'm truly sorry to 4B peeps for yesterday. I'm truly sorry for Jansher, really am. Ridza, Man and Zul, I'm sorry for the worst nightmare yesterday yet fun. I hope the next time we're on stage, we are really rocking like we never did. Its time for a new revolution~

Namamu telah dicatat hatiku
Engkaulah orang yg sangatku rindu
Pada setiap hari dan setiap malam
Aku membayangkan engkau di fikiranku

1 thing left to say./ Thursday, May 18, 2006
I LOVEE NUR HIDAYAH BINTE AZIZ!!!! NOTHING CHANGE!!

SHE'S MINE!! MWARRCCCKKKSSS!! hehes..takkaire~ ((:

-a'anLOVEdayah FOREVER-

No topic./
Please. Its best if I shut my mouth about my results. Thanx ar. Hope its gonna go smooth tomorrow. Hmm. And yeah. Phobia is something I have in me. Just a lil' bit. Its the bursting sound only that I'm kindda scared):. Tragic. I know. But if there's something for me nice about the balloon, why not? I can accept that and put it on my cabinet. I love that. Ok. Lets forget about today. I hate today. Not so much but a little. My toes were sprained. Its not broken. Thank god. But its hard for me to walk though. I'm not feeling well. That's all I guess. Don't worry dear. I'm ok. I'm fine. I'm not bad mood coz I promised you already. I'm not different. I'm just a lil' bit sick. Oh ya. I love the red balloon you were holding just now. Its sweet. That's all for today.

-Something for me? Hehes.-

Get some groove baby~/ Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Heyya all! Seriously, I wanna thank Man for teaching me 'how to slap bass technique'. Fuyoo! Pain sia! Nvm. Just now jamming was awesome. Saz friend help us out. He told me to do some bunga. So yeah. I hope it works on Friday. He do solo mautz sak! Hahas! Can solo with my abg sdara! Wah! Once I can slap the bass, that'll be great man!

Well, today meet dear and hangout for about 1hr+. Tomorrow will be going back to school. Its results day! I hope I pass. I hope dear's happy. I hope everyone's happy. Arhh! I'm kindda scared. Hope its good so on Friday, I'll be happy to perform. Ahh! Hope its a good pass. Amin~

Yay! Dear will be calling me tonight. WeEeE~ Tmr is another scary day. Today is a memorable day. And Janz, lets rock on Friday. Alright then. Takkaire. Short post, long day~(:

-It sound like kerplunk! & All I know I'll always be there for you too(:-

What a wonderful day!(:/ Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Today was an awesome beautiful day! Woke up in the morning and wait for 10am to meet dear. Can't wait to rock tomorrow! Zul will be following. Saz friend will be following. Thanx for giving us the support to pay. Hehes! Anyway, today, I pity pity dear as she waited for me for 1hr. Omg! I'm so sorry dear. Then we headed to JP to have our breakfast there. Saw Aliff & Fatin. Then they gone already. Then before that, we walked around the shopping centre. Hahas! Lift incident was funny! Then went to the new library. Why? Coz still got plenty of time. Hehehes! Then went home take 187. Wow! My butt is hot..(hot~) hahahas! Coz' its 1hr+ ride. Hehes!

Ok. I showed Janz a lyric. Hahahas! I guess I have to redo it aite. Don't worry dude. I'll redo. Otay, ciaoz!

-Friday's gonna ROCK!-

MYE is done! SHOWTIME is DONE!/ Monday, May 15, 2006
My art was a disaster! I guess I won't be getting an A1 or A2. Hahas! I ate light breakfast for today and it last till afternoon during jamming session. Took my art in the hall. It was so hot sitting right at the back of the hall. No sympathy to the students. Well, patience dude. 2hrs 30minutes was enough for me and I still have 30minutes left before MYE end. So after Art Paper, went out of the school straight and met Jansher.

Then we head to JJ(that place is wrecked!) and met Sazli and Ridzwan. Took a bus towards that long lost place and there we are, Alvron Studio. 2hrs teaching those nuggets was easy. I love them! I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN!! Lu org paham cepat lor! Everyone was f*cking blur at first. Don't know what tune. Then I show and explain to them one by one. Janz kept going back and forth to lie down on the pillow there. Hahas! Then finally we start playing the fresh new song; Showtime! Oh yeah! It works hell time! This song is super fast man! My right hand confirm can grow more muscle. Hahahhas! Saz and Ridza also. Hahahas! Thanx to Janz for this lyric man! 19 May! Wohoo! Can't wait.

So tomorrow I wanna meet dear! Hopefully I'm allowed to go out! Mish her badly~ Well, I want to go relax a while. Headache ar. Hahas! Wokae readers, catch Dusk For Sixteen new song soon yeah? May we entertain you..Adios!

-Headache, please go back to your place. F*** off-

And I am about to end./ Sunday, May 14, 2006
Hell yeah! Lets target around 3pm that I'm gonna finish up my art!
More updates coming!

-I love nurHIDAYAH. Is that a problem for you guys?-

Artist at work!/ Saturday, May 13, 2006
Alright readers, currently I am doing my Art Preparatory Work. Sooner or later, its done! Yeah! Met dear just now. ~Yay! But big boo for this coming days. Can't go home with her or go school together. So right now, I'm pasting all the Research Pictures. So troublesome. Took some pictures of dear and I. I'll be posting up a.s.a.p on my blog or most probably into my Yahoo! Photo Album.

I just hope and pray that Monday will be a rocking moment for DFS and same goes to 19May. May Showtime! is a success. Most probably go Alvron Studio. I went there 2 years ago. Looks like I have to call Alvron to book studio number 1 or 2. I guess room 2 is abit expensive. $8 per half hour. Room 1 is $7. But since it is weekdays and not public holiday, there will be $2 off. So it is much cheaper. If only I got my own personal jamming studio + recording studio, it'll be great! Too bad, its just a dream. May god help us.(:

I'm so going to have fun this Friday. That particular thing, I'm gonna take it unless someone own it. No one took it, so I want to take back home. Heez! Ok then, I'm gonna mish dear badly this coming days! So long readers! Rock on!


-Can I have 4 Triple Cheeseburgers PLEASE?-

Stress With Art!/ Friday, May 12, 2006
Ughh~ I'm running out of ideas. My previous idea suck! I have to change to a new one. I
have to finish it up by tomorrow. My brain isn't really thinking and growing. Those cells, I hope they are working. How am I going to survive for my N-Level paper and worst, how about Art paper for Mid-Year and O-Level next year?

Its all about to begin. Its not the end. No matter what, take it like a man. Yeah. I'm currently at Research Pictures & Investigation. I'm so turning to black sugar! Have to speed up abit. Topic choosen: Entertainment. So I took quite a lot of pictures until I read Miss Sha's notes. She wrote this. "Its best if you use your own original pictures." DARN! I was so so wasting my time again! But nvm. Just have to endure. I have to endure much much longer than to those of my 1989 friends who came in this school together with me. How great. Haiz~

Well, just now went for Friday Prayers as usual. Then lepak. Then around 3+, went home and do my art. Wow! I'm so so tired now. I wonder what dear is doing now. Hope tomorrow can meet her despite my art preparatory(:. Otay, gtg. Peace!


-Artist impression towards their works: WASTE TIME!-

Lets Take It To The Top!/ Thursday, May 11, 2006
Woooo! I'm so hungry that I can gobble up a BURGER! Yum! Hahas! Today I absent myself from school. Hehes! No lar! No school today. No paper. I don't know if DFS can sound like POP SHUVIT. They sound cool man! I want to be the first young band to form that kind of genre. Hahas! Just now dear called me. We don't know what to talk about and we were bored. I was bored. Then I took the guitar and started playing the sound of Showtime. But to me, it wasn't funky enough. So I relax a while. Then I played a long lost song which I don't know when will be recorded. Dear listened. She don't know what song that was until she asked me what happened to "The Significant 25". She sound so surprised until I told her coz' all along, I was playing that song. Hehehes. But never sing. I suck at singing. That's why I shy unless on a rocking stage which I don't really care about my voice coz' can't hear that clearly due to the noise. Hehes! But I hope she love it.(:

So this morning, met dear. Went CP and Civic lepak. Hehes! Talk talk. Then go home. Was too tired to walk home so I fly. No that was just a lie. Please don't cry. hehes. Jkjk. Rhyme ar! Hehehes! Just can't wait for 19 May. And Zullie keep pestering me about July gig. He wanted me to perform. Alamak! I don't know if can. UNLESS I say I was being invited to perform in public. Hehehes! Naughty ar! Bluek! Hehes! Hope DFS can go far. Janz is now part of DFS since the evolution of Kranji Superband.

Alright then, I'm so hungry that I can eat a burger meal TWICE! hahas! Takkaire!


-I was shy baby, hehes. I love you!-

Finally! It left with ONE!/ Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Alright! Left with one paper that is ART! Just now Maths paper and Biology paper was ok. I love Biology! It was worth studying like a mad man just now during the LONG BREAK until I leave dear and just did my work. Sorry~ Finished my paper at 12noon sharp then check the paper and I decided to disturb people since I got 35 more minutes. Hehes! Then once Mr Malik collected all the papers and told the class that we can go, I ran out of the class first! Hehehes!

Then go down to the canteen and lepak, waited for dear. After dear finished everything, headed to CP and bought Chocolate Waffle. Nice! Walk walk then kiss her goodbye and went home. I hope she's fine with her tummy now. Hmm. Tomorrow I won't be coming to school. There's no paper. Monday is my last paper! And then the RESULTS! MUAHAHAHA! hehes!

Well well, I'll be doing my Art soon. But for now, I want to SLACK!!! Hehes! Later~

-Takkaire kay?(:-

Please Let Me Pass My Mid-Year!/ Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Today's exam papers are quite ok. For my Physics, I hope I can pass. Geog? I don't know. Blergh~ After papers, sent dear home but before that, went to Civic Library. Then bought Chocoloate Waffle. Yummy! Hehes!

Well, reached home around 4.00pm. Settle down and ate rice. So after this, I'm going to study for my Maths & Biology. Have to pass both! Just can't wait to finish up my Art Preparatory work and then can go sk8 or just slack at home and continue writing music for "Showtime".

Ok then. I guess today's post is kindda short. Hehes! But got to hurry! Takkaire~

-Every eyelash dropped, it represent you missing me. No one else(:-

BAM!/ Monday, May 08, 2006
Alright Farhan's Fans! Hahas! I feel so freshed after sleeping for about 1hr 30minutes because I was having a headache. Reached home around 3.30pm. Before that, today paper was ok. Maths, maybe A2 or B3. Insyaallah~ Hahas! S.S was awesome. Thanks to Mr Tan! Sri Lanka came out! Hahahaha! Hope I can reach the C6 line. After both papers, wait for dearie dear to come down. Alright! We headed to Burger King! Wooohoo! Since my appetite is big, I bought BIG food! Hahas! Only dear knew how fast I ate just now. Hehehes! I accidentally bang dear's head! Sori dear~

Well well. Just now tuition was great! Did alot of maths. Before tuition, I ate Nasi Lemak. I hate seeing food being uneaten. So I eat! Hahas! Revised Physics already. I revised those I really don't know. So lets pray hard I'll pass same goes to you the readers...~amin

Abg Syaiful got his NSR! How cool is that? Yes ar! Can go riding after Mid Year! Follow him and ask him teach me. I hope I can take my license. My parents are abiding me not to take one. Dear told me to take one after my 'O's. Ok. I'll obey. (: But I hope I can afford a Car License. I shall take it when I hit 21. Wooh! Alright! Its time for intensive mugging! Hell yeah malek! Hahas! That's Zul Quote! Byebye!


-How to please me? Love me(:-

No Tuition. Yay?/ Sunday, May 07, 2006
*aacchhooo!!* excuse me! alhamdulilah! I just sneeze. Hehes! Dear has been wanting to see me sneeze in front of her. Anyway, I had been studying since before Zuhur. It was tiring man. Finally my Maths is done. But a few more questions to go for Paper 2. Yeah! Did Physics too! S.S? I hate it. Abg Abdul couldn't come today because he's not feeling well and he's coming tomorrow at 5-6pm. Ok lar. At least I can study. Because if he's there, I've have difficulties of not doing his homework. Hehes!

So just now around 6pm, I wanted to go Popular buy A3 drawing paper at the same time meeting my cuzzin but for some reasons, my mum was nagging at me. I was so fustrated. I just went back to my room and changed back to my previous clothing. Gosh! Don't know why I was like that. Hmm. Nvm~

Today, I drank 2 cups of coffee. Hehes! Eyes awake like hell! Hahas! And in between my breaks, I listened to Faint by Linkin Park. Janz had already wrote the lyric. Thanks man! Its long. I hope the song can be played to the public soon. I helped him write some tabulature for bass guitar and the drums. Hehes! Now my bass screw strap spoilt. Need to put some super glue already.

Yesh!! Wohooo! Tomorrow can tickle dear! Hehes! Tomorrow can see her! Yay! Well, that's all for my post today. Takkaire everyone. Btw, see my deviantART. Just now I just finished doing that art piece. Hehes! Byebye!
-This time Lil' Janz feat. Dusk For Sixteen with the song title: SHOWTIME!-

Tight, Hectic Sunday/
In the name of allah~ Assist me for my examinations when I need you, the great. I'm very afraid if I fail again. If I do, I'll be dead sotong. ~ughh S.S sux big time dude. Maths is easy if practiced hard. I did that already. I tried all the sum that I don't know yesterday night. Guess what? I drank a cup of coffee, a cup of guava juice and plain water just for me to wide my eyes up. Biology; I've yet to finish revising my Osmosis, Diffusion. Btw, I only study those topic which I'm not sure. I'll guarantee Sex Reproduction thingy will come. And I need to name the parts etc. ok! Its so frustrating! Imagine a few more exams in KSS. Ya..I'm one of them... Boo~ Unless I choose Zhenghua as my school after getting my PSLE result last few years coz I'll be in express stream. But I won't be seeing ppl I know now especially, Nur Hidayah. I'm grateful to be where I am now. (:

Today is Sunday. I haven't choose a theme for my art yet! I'm extra-dead! Alright! I'll be okay. I'm still waiting for Janz to pass me the lyrics he made. Wow. I hope there's still time. Just can't wait for mine and dear's examination is done. Then can hooray! Then comes the Result; The Moment of Truth! AhhhH! Ok. Relax dude. Hey peeps, how bout later in the afternoon, I'll update more? Ouhkay? (: Bubbye! Yay! Tomorrow can see you dear!(:

-I love hugging dear tight!(: She's mine!-

Change of Plan!/ Saturday, May 06, 2006
While I was revising my Physics, I was alarmed by the message tone of my cellphone. Ct messaged me. She invited me go study with my best bud, Mus. Since Mus was there, I said yes after considering with my parents. Get changed and went out of the house by 1320hrs. Supposingly, I had to be there by 1315hrs. Faiz, Nami and Ct was there already. Man was there too! Waited for 45 minutes for Mus to come but in the end he told us to meet at Civic. Hoho! Waste time. So Man, Zul and Hazwan went seperate ways.

Once reached Woodlands, we walked towards Civic area. Heck! The library was closed today due to the Polling session! So we decided to go study at the void deck. Near my grandmother house. Cut short story, we couldn't find any hot seat for us but in the end, there's one. To my surprised, Azhari was there too! Yipee! My best buddy! Studied Maths. Why maths when I told ya guys that I'm going to study Biology & Physics today? Because, I want to practice more. Nyehehes! Azhari crack jokes, tell story and while we're doing our stuffs, Faiz went to fetch Eira from Yew Tee. Very far. Yeah~

How I wish dear was there too. But its okay. We buy food, drinks etc etc. Hehes! Then around 1700hrs, Eira and Faiz came. I told Eira I was about to go and she's about to come. So very the long. I guess Mus and Azhari also going too. But by 1730hrs, I went off. Went through Causeway on my own towards interchange. Took the train and alight at Choa Chu Kang. Went to Popular to register. Then went NTUC to buy some chocs at first but then, I decided to buy KOKA CUP NOODLE. Yum Yum! Hehes! Then went home only, both my sisters complaint she smell cigarrete smell but I ignored them because I knew myself that I didn't smoke. Its so stupid of me to smoke. Destroying stamina, health and life. How jacko is that? Oh yeah! Silat guy called me. So damn scared! They asked me if they got gave me any study group form or not. But I guessed since I never come for so long, I just replied, nope, sorry. Hehes! Scared sia! Study Group? What? Group study for athelics you mean then training? Hah! Of course not together with training! Hehes!

Well, later going to finish up my revision. So stress. Drink coffee to energize me up. Hehes! Ok then. Takkaire everyone! Miss you honey~

-Maths A1? Hah! Difficult man!-

Saturday Mugging Madness!/
I just got scoldings from my dad and my mum. Both in different scenarios. How sad is that? Hmm. But what can I do? I'm wrong, they are right but sometimes, due to my nervous system, I reacted to them like as if they are my friends. Gosh! I learnt from my mistake! "Its ok. Lets take it and learn it." That is what I always do after getting a good scolding on the face by them, not anyone else. Understand, Understood.

Today is Saturday. Its a 'lil bit different today. Both my parents are free from the voting session. Lucky for them. Its because there's no one to oppose Hong Kah. ~grins. Saturday Mugging Madness is today! I have to finish up my Physic and Bio. Humans? Okok. At least I can do is read the textbook. Ok, how 'bout I read up Geography more than Social Studies? Hah! At least I aim to get a C6 for Humans okay? Hehehehes! How 'bout Maths Mr Farhan boy? Ok. For that turgid subject, I need to practice and practice until I get it. I just hope that there will be more on Simultaneous Equations than Indices sh*t man. Hoho! I hate Indices. It is so making me "mabok"! Hectic shedule I have man! Art is disastrous! So troublesome. What can I do?

Well, I can't meet up with dear today. ~aww.. So much things to be done today. Maybe I'm buying Kinder Bueno to feast myself up later. Nyehehehes! Want some dear? HeeZ!(: Anyway, I'll be going to Janz house this coming Thursday I think. So good for him because his last paper is on that day! Power! Hahahas! Hmm. My stomach is making "music". My mum is making Fillet Burger! KEwL! Got to eat soon! Hehes!

Otay peepz! I'll update more later in the afternoon okay? ~InsyAllah. Go eat your breakfast without brushing your teeth okay? Ehk! Wrong! Brush your teeth first then eat your breakfast! Hehes! Alright! Sayonara~

-I love cold temperature!-

Malay DONE!/ Friday, May 05, 2006
Malay DONE! Hooray! I think I screwed up abit on my Paper 1. Hope its okay. I don't know if I can get A2. Hmm? Lets just wait for the gruesome result okay? My mind was full of words just now until I got mixed up with "Sampah Hanyut" & "Bulan Kesiangan". God! Dear was laughing when I told her this! Nyehehehehe! Azra and Adi laughed also. Silly silly me~ Bluek!

The class was totally in a state of madness man! Eventhough exam was still on, some of the boys in class (inclusive of me) were like making noises in class. Hehehes! Teacher stay cool only. Vice-Chairman like that is it? Hehehehehes! Well Paper 2 was ok too! But how silly can I be when I'd actually put the correct answer then after that I put the wrong answer on my Peribahasa again! Hahahas! Nvm. Just hope it will be fine. (:

After school go Friday Prayers. Cut short story, met dear after that. When we're about to board the train, I saw Rizal and Sani. They are spying on us. I know they sure kacau me especially Rizal. Hahas! So we took another train. And guess what? When we board the other train, we saw them too! They alighted at Kranji and board our train from there. Bloody hell! Then he kacau me la! Hahahas! Chicken! Then saw Pak Busu at Civic Library and we saw two KSS teachers. Forgot the name. 1 is supporting and the other like *i dunno how to express her*. Yup. That's it!

Yahoo00! Got the good news from Drummer's number 1 fan, Syida! Dear didn't have the chance to tell me until Syida told the Good News! Hahahas! But thanks dear for the opportunity. They invite DFS to perform for their Radical Concert. Janz will be composing a new song featuring DFS this time. Hope it's a success again.(: Thanks Radicals!

Well, I guess tomorrow I won't be seeing dear because of the Voting Session. Aww~ Hmm. Nvm. 2 days only. (: Alright then, study hard, study smart! Gtg now! Adios Samigos!
-I love m&m! Do you?-

English DONE!/ Thursday, May 04, 2006
Ladies and Gentlemen...Let me present to you my FIRST PERSONAL BLOGSKIN!! Hehes! 4 hours wasted doing this thing. Hehes!

Well well. Just now was my English Paper. I guessed I screw up everything in Paper 1. I'm dead. Everything corked up. Even my attitude sux today. I was so moody. But then, hehehes, dear cheer me up! Even if you crack my hand, sprain it or break it accidentally, I will still be ok. Don't worry okay dearie? I da biasa da. Hehehes! mwarrcckies!(:

Took a very long time to think where to eat. Hehehes. Cut short story, Dear gave me half of her drink. Yay! And she "suap" me her burger. Yay again! Hehehes! Next time go again, I want to eat the "ADULT" size whopper! Nyehehehes! Then I'll have a plenty of meat to suap her also. Hehes!

Alright ar! Tomorrow will be my Malay Paper. After that, at night, I chose not to go to Silat again because I want to finish up my Art Prep for Mid year. Fuyoo! I hope Guru tk marah. Seram dok! Paling2 kena tendang je. So its ok. Hehes. Long time never go feel so "hungry" to be in the ring again man!! Hehes! Lets wait after exams ok? Btw, yesterday I saw Abg Zul's sis, Kak Shikin. Alamak..Harap2 she never saw me lar coz if she did, I'll be dead because her bro is very strict man! Hehes.

Ok then. I gtg. Takkaire everyone! I lourve you dear! Thankiew for the drink and some of your burger. Nxt time I offer you, eat ouhkay? Hehes! Buaiz!

I'm neutral. I just fight for my
rights. Btw, Dear is my teddy!(:

~> biar putih tulang, jgn putih mata...<
The beat from my heart is visible on my forhead. Why? You will be shocked if you're with me. My eyes are red and my veins are stressing out, pumping blood to the brain. Its so digusting man! But whatever it is, I hope it won't burst or it will be bad news. hmm. It's so painful for god sake!

Was nickname Energizer just now. Hahas! Got that name from Zul during after school. Outside school while playing soccer. I guess someone don't have the guts. I wonder why this world is so like this. Even some of my friends. Can't settle yourself huh? I rather be biar putih tulang, jangan putih mata. Well, what to do. This is life~

Ok I'm feeling really sick now. Can't really concentrate already. Like Janz always say, "want to die already.." hahas..Its god willing la! Hehehes!

I feel so bad after reading her blog. Hmm. Can't remember some of them. Haiz~ I'm so sorri...I guess I'm too direct..):
And I'm like a middle man. Looks like war had begun between 90 and 91 babies..

"i dunno man.."

>>omG!!/ Tuesday, May 02, 2006
ok. I'm meat man! Exams are here soon!! I'm panicking!! HELPP!! What if I fail? What if I pass? oh no!!!! my brains..oh no my brains is spilling out!! NOO!!! ahhh!!!

ok crap...hello everyone..that's all for my post today..bye~ (:
"Can I have a kiss please? hehes..."

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