Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

/ Friday, March 17, 2006
Finally my computer can surf the net. Stupid home telephone. Cannot call people but can use the net. Weirdo~

Well, yesterday I had great fun with deardear, ct and zullie! We had great fun man! Hahas! We watched a movie. At first we thought of watching different movie then after a while, we chose DORM! Hahas! I like the show. Chatree looks like my cuzzin, Faisal. Hahas! Cacal, you acted then nvr tell me. Hahas! Aniwae, we had to suffer abit of problem yesterday. Haiz. So sorry dear.. ):
One day, we go watch movie again w/o any disturbance okay? hehes. Congrates to Ct and Zul. 15-03-06. Hehes. Dear and me is 25-04-05. Mwarks! Hehes. I seriously love yesterday show. But once after I reached home, mother asked why and I answer why. Father scold for a few minutes and then normal. Yay! Dear's instinct was right! You know what I mean. Hehes. Hope there's more outing can be done with dear dear...(: Teehees...

Guess I turned 17 this year. All I wish for my birthday is to have freedom of my own from my parents. That's the only thing I want from them. Yeah. That's all. Well, I guess tonight STA training gonna be tough. I hope I'll be fine tonight. I miss deardear truckloads coz I might not meet her this afternoon or tomorrow's noon. ):

Allright then, takkaire everyone...

"I'm alright now dear..(:"

/ Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Having a flue now. Just came back from sk8ing with Jansher and Bryan. Met them at Limbang Park. It was super duper hot just now. Can't tahan the heat until I'm having a flu now. Haiyo! Anyway, I went to school just now. I just waste my fucking damn time man! Mrs Tay wasn't there. Told Ms Shah about it. But she's not in charge. ):

How man?!!! Tomorrow is one thing, then Friday another thing! ARHHH!!!! How to tell the STA I cannot join the Pertandingan when Parents not allowing to??!! Sure Abg Ramli paksa siak!
Haiz...Only The Almighty knows what's gonna happen tomorrow and Friday.

Well, today sk8 session okay lar. With Jansher, sure got laughter. Hahas! Then sent dear dear until MRT only. Sorry dear...): Jansher entertain me with his cool tricks man! Can do abt 5 sets already. Wow! Congrates dude! I do also but I fall. Hahas! But after sending dear to MRT Station, we went to Teck Whye sk8 park. Long time never sk8 there. Went down the ramp but fall like nangka busuk sak. Hit my head, arm and butt. Pain sia! Hahas! But second try, can already. Ya than after that take video all then talk2 then etc.etc. Jansher, go online and give me my video okay? Thanx!

I'm at home already. Haiz. Now I got no mood already. Seriously. ))))): K lar. Pray hard for me so that everything gonna be fine. Till here then...

"In a state of confusion/stress/exhausted/sick...hmmm.."

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I HAVE to FINISH UP MY HOMEWORKS BY TODAY! Especially my art. Have to complete first-hand observation part already. I haven't paste all my pictures! Darn it! Before June, all art students from Sec 4 will receive the board already! Omg! By April, May and June, I'll be freaking busy! If only I'm in Sec 5 NOW! But that is just "only". Haiz. Gonna suffer again next year. ):

I guess, I have to do it no matter what. Luckily, there's no gig or band competition for me this coming June. If not, I die of tightness! Ughh~ By May cannot play alot already. Art is A1! I don't know can make it or not. Hmm...

Jansher going to school today and maybe I'm going there too to ask Mrs Tay about tomorrow's class. Hopefully she say yes. Hmm. Anyway, my lil sister is about to depart from home to her school for her band camp. I remembered Kranji Band during my elder sister time. That time I asked Ms Zarina why there's no camp for band during Uniform Group Camp? Then she said something like this, "because after those camp with NPCC & NCC, some of them were crying." I told my elder sister this, "Kental ar lu punye batch dulu!" Hahahahahas! Then I told my younger sister this, "Jangan ingat ape2. Nampak hantu ke ape ke, ingat allah. Jangan jadi kental." Hahahahas! Wise word from her Abang Spiderman. Hehehehes! She just smiled. (:

Well, gtg. Bye!
"I hate to rage..."

/ Tuesday, March 14, 2006
I nearly vomited just now. Guess I ate to much egg yolk and rice plus chilli just now. Guess what? There's NO art tomorrow. This is so fucking shit man! ArHH!! Dammit man! Its on Thursday. 9am - 12noon for Sec 5 and 1pm - 4pm for Sec 4 which I think that time is booked. So I shall gamble my way to come on Thursday @ 9am. If my best friend or shall I say Mrs Tay (hehes!) asked me why I come this time, I'll seriously will say that I got a date ar cher with my girlfriend. Hehes! Dunno ar. Hehes!

So just now met dear. WeEeEeEeeeE~ hehes! Btw, I seriously hope Thursday I can go out with dear. Haiz~ I'll feel uneasy if I say no to her for that day. ): I have to find a way man. Hmm. Ok. Lets think positive An. Everything will be fine. (:

I guess I gtg for now. Takkaire everyone. Adios Samigos!

"Hold my hand tight my dear coz' we're gonna fly..."

/ Monday, March 13, 2006
So happy together~ Hehes! Just reached home. Yeah! I got to meet dear today! Yay! Hehes! Went to the library to search for her book. I like the temperature there. Very cooling. Hehes! How bout you dear? Hehes. All along, I was feeling so sleepy. But weird. After I switched on this computer of mine, I feel awake. Hehes! After going to the library, went to Causeway Point. After that walk-walk with deardear and went home. Now I'm infront of this computer typing. I guess today if I'm feeling super bored, I guess I'll change my blogskin. (:

Janz invited me sk8 together with him. But today I can't sorry dude. Yesterday was my sk8 friend birthday. Happy Belated Birthday PunK! Hehes! My stomach is growling. That means he needs food! If dear was beside me, I guess she'll tickle my stomach and then say this, "Make sure eat tau.." Hehes. Kay. Don't worry later I eat. Hehes. *mWarKs!*

So now left my younger sis and I. Mother left us some nice pumpkin for us to eat. Not forgetting "asam pedas". Yeah! YumYum! Hehes. Later, I want to finish up my homework then continue doing my art. I just hope Thursday I can go out with dearie dear...*winx*

Well, I guess I stop here okay? Bye every-de-body! Hehes! Lourve you dear...*huggies!*


"Brave & Fearless..."

/ Sunday, March 12, 2006
Fuck! I just taste my blood on my lips. Its bleeding for god sake! And my left leg is suffering from I don't know what but whenever I stand up, walk or sit, I feel like something is poking my left leg. God! Haiz.

Now left me, elder sis and dad who are still awake. Homework half-way through. Arh shit lar! If only I have 6 guitar strings, I can already play my guitar. My bass is still with that Suzie Dol. I don't know when to take man. Too lazy. I seriously regret "showing" my PPR to my mother. Why? Okay. Let me tell you my story. This happened when I was just 12 years old. Yeah PSLE days.

I got 188 for my PSLE aggregate. I can either take EXPRESS stream or NORMAL ACADEMIC stream. If I take EXPRESS stream, Dusk For Sixteen doesn't exist to me, Jansher and Adi won't be my greatest buddy or should I say, would I know they exist? Akmal and gang won't be with me, Sazli and Ridza won't be composing songs with me, I don't know if I take my Secondary 3 life twice or not. Azhari and gang, Zul and gang and the rest could be my enemies if we knock with each other or WORST! WILL I EVER MEET DEAR? These things would happen if I go to Zhenghua Secondary School! But thank god, alhamdulilah, I was posted to Kranji Secondary School where I have to spend 6 long freaking years there as a Normal Academic student. Kranji is fun. With dear & the rest around, I won't stop smiling. (: Hehes.

So mother always tell me if I get just pass, she'll be happy because during my Secondary 1 & 2 days, I always fail and merely retain and during my PSLE days, she wanted me to go where I also forgot. Yeah now, I got my results for Term 1 and majority of them I got 50+ still she's not satisfied. Haiz. I study in my room quietly, she say I never. NUGGET AR! Ya that's the reason. Oh ya! During my Secondary 1 days, I looked like a chinese boi with thick eyebrows. My god-bro always ask my sis, am I? hehes..Wonder who's my god-bro that time? For me to know, for you to find out. Till today we still in contact.

Well, I seriously don't know tomorrow I can meet dear or not. I miss dear and I know she do. (: Allright then. I wanna watch Zathura with my father. Guess I'll be sleeping late! Hehes..Don't worry dear, just for this holiday. Hehes.

"Pertandingan P.A. 26 March...FISH CAKE! IF ONLY I'M IN!!! ARGH!!"

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Allright! I've finished my tuition homework but guess what? My cuzzin said he's working till 10pm so today no tuition. Yay!! Hehes! I think today I want to finish up my school homework. :)
I guess my mother knew about my PPR because she'd been talking about my Term 1 result all border line. Haiz..See what I mean? Even if I show improvements, she'll never say congratulations to me. What to do?

Sk8boarding during holidays is a GREAT idea! Why? Coz' I can shine back my most basic move; OLLIE. Fuck! My ollie "sudah menjadi karat"! Pistol! I don't know if I can make it or not. Tomorrow need to take care of my sis. Aiyoo. How to improve sei like this! AND I HOPE TOMORROW CAN MEET DEAR DEAR!! haiz..): Thasif still remember about the trucks I told him and he asked me when I'm buying. I say to him, later later. Hehehes. This week must sk8 man. Coz' this week, one of the days is Hafiz birthday, my sk8 friend.

I don't know what to do sia now. So boring. I just hope tomorrow I can go out man! Hmm. Well, have a nice holiday even some of you need to come to school every day. Its still call holiday ok. Hehehehes. K lar. Byez!

"Your're so very special, I wish I was special..."

/ Saturday, March 11, 2006
March holidays have started. Today as usual, went to meet up with dear. Saturdays have always been my greatest day of the week. Because I can meet dear. Hehes! I have been watching "Fearless" last night and just now. But just now, the television was watching me. How pathetic! I really adore his cool moves. What malay people say, "Bunga". Very sharp, very flexible. I showed my PPR result to my dad yesterday and I thought he was going to scold me but in the end, he was very happy until he wants to treat me to go Sentosa next week with the rest of the family. But I said to him, I got loads of homeworks so no need. Seriously, I don't want to because it will be better if my cousins come along. Since my cousins are not coming, it will be better if I go out with my dearest girl. Hope I can make it. Btw, my dad insisted me to show the PPR to my mum. I said no. Why? Because she will not say anything good but I love to hear from her about my participation for the P.A Pertandingan representing STA this 26 March since I passed my overall PPR. I think she will not change her mind. )))))): ~Boohoo.."What for join STA w/o any medal?" -cousin

I simply agree with my cousin who is 2 years elder than me. Hmm. What a life...): Oh well. Just now saw Mr Zainal sia! Hahas! Lucky he never see dear and I. Hahas! Oh well..I guess Jansher and the rest of the NCC are having a great time camping. Hmm. Okay then..Gtg for now! Takkaire...
"Hugg Hugg~! =) (="

/ Friday, March 10, 2006

Hell yeah..TGIF! Its the last day and week for the Term 1. So fast! The whole day my back of
my head feels pain. I don't know why. Tonight I decided not to go for my STA. I'm pissed with
my parents about that. Haiz..Nvm.

Today P.E was great! Yeah! But tiring like hell. A few sets of blah blah blah. Mr Sia told us 4H
was one of the FITTEST class! Yeah! Hahas! So I lead them for a warm up. STA style. Hehes.
After everything over, its Geog test. Very chicken. Hahas! Coz' its open book test. Physic was
slacking. Test then relax. Hahas!

So the main topic of the day is my PPR! We waited for quite sometime! Fark dammit! Because
of it, I was late for my Friday's Prayers. Allah pls bless my sins. So my PPR I fail 1 subject
ONLY! The rest of the subjects, I passed. I was shocked! OF COURSE MAN! FOR 5 YEARS
IN KRANJI, NEVER HAVE I PASS 5 SUBJECTS!! ALHAMDULILAH!! But things that pull my
marks down are my homeworks. Shit man! My bio I got A2 but my phy F9. So total up, C5-C6.
haiz~. English test 1 A2. Test 2 E8. Dammit! Art as usual, A1. Ehem. hehes. But if let say this is
N level, wah fark! I got 11 points man!! SHIT! HAVE TO BUCK UP! Even deardear was
shocked looking at my result. Haiz~ Have to do well already. But I love the comment Mdm Ang
and Mr Loh gave me. "Farhan shows interest in his studies. A more self-disciplined
approach and commitment is necessary for him to achieve better grades."
Hehes! happy sia! PISTOL! If I get 65 and above for all subjects, I'll be jumping around. But I
feel abit of happiness. But what the fark! I think my dad dun. Have to buck up already. I don't
want to be thrown to ITE. Even my parents don't want me too. Even my deardear too! And
even my members too!

Must do well already. Hmm. I miss my STA lesson today. Gosh. If only my parents are
supportive enuff. Arhh! Nvm..Ok lar..Bye everyone and good luck to those parents need to
meet the teachers. First time I no need. Hehes. Takkaire..I miss u dear..


"Farhan shows interest in his studies..." Really ar?

/ Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Allrite! Today is my games day! Hahas! I won chess 2 times, checkers 1 time, monopoly I'm the richest. Hahas! But chess, my opponent was Muzzamil. 1hr 15min sia we battle! Hahas! I won! hahas!

School was alrite. I was so tired during Biology. Hmm. Im too lazy to update more lar. Hehes. Ok lar..takkaire everyone...mish u dear..

"Feel like sunshine afterall.."

/ Monday, March 06, 2006
I'M SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHY. I think its because I finally know how to do my maths homework. YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEANUT BUTTER CHAR KUAY TIAO!

So today is Monday blues. MTL was boring as usual. But with Janz and Zal sure I'm alive. Alive in a sense of awake. I got a bad bad bad bad result for my malay. Fantat to Janz. Hahas! He scored well. Thanx to Syida. Hahas! Well done brudder. You beat me now but not later. Tee hees! I just hope the next test I'll do well. FISH HEAD CURRY TOL! Kena concentrate ar. CHICKEN HAIR! Grrr! Rizal was having a fever. Pity him. Adi laugh like kedi. As usual. What to do? Hahas! Can't wait to watch FD3. Maybe I shall wait for the VCD to come out or maybe borrow from friend or maybe Movie. I dunno ar. Janz wants to ajak me watch Hot Date! HAHAHAS! That movie funny man! hahas!

Well art was so f**king boring man! Hahas! Shade shade here and there. Haiyoo! Bila mau game?? Hahas!

Then after school makan then went home with deardear. Do homework at library. From there I know how to do maths! Hahahs! Then I borrowed a book. Yeah! Thick sia! Stephen King mah? Hahas! My sis said that one good so I borrow la. Hahas!

Well, ok lar. I want to eat after solat. Then do my homework then lepax! Hahas! K lar. Takkaire..
"I'm Farhan not Farhanna. Don't anyhow say. Or I shall call you Homo Sapien..Huahua!"

/ Sunday, March 05, 2006
How's my new background song? Artiste playing: Fall Out Boy - Dance, Dance
So I've finished studying. Now its relaxing time. Hmm. Bout yesterday, I still feel a lil' mad towards my mum & dad. But who cares. I don't care. I shall find a way to join the competition.

I'm so hungry now. Dunno what to eat although there's mee soto left on the table. But still I wanna eat burger ar. Hahas! Hmm..Later maybe got tuition. My thumb still feel pain after Friday. Then just now I crack that thumb FORCEFULLY! hehes! What to do...

I guess tomorrow's common test I'll be doing my art. No need to study. Got to bring things I need. Yeah! Today Azra's bdae. So happy bdae. Tmr is deardear's sister bdae. Time flies. SO FAST! gosh! Then its my turn soon. Haiz.

N Level is coming too. I scared ar. Haiyoo..Nvm la. Sure can. Well, ok then..Gtg..See ya! Can't wait for tmr school! Yeah!

"Where's my sugar?"

/ Saturday, March 04, 2006
WHY??


JUST TELL ME WHY??


PLEASE?!


ITS JUST A COMPETITION!


AFRAID OF ME FAILING


MY EXAMINATIONS???!!



THIS MAY BE THE

ONLY OPORTUNITY!!


DO YOU KNOW HOW EXCITED I AM

ONCE AFTER

HEARING I'M IN?!?!


DO YOU CARE ABT THAT??!!





haiz..what a life i have with 2 so protective parents...:(((

/
Hello. Yesterday was sports day. Some idiotic boy or girl said that Kestrel got 4th. Skali got 1st again. Yeah. Well, alhamdulilah...(:

After sports day, go jalan-jalan with dear. Where? IMM. Hahas! A big place man! I seriously had fun with her. Lets jalan-jalan again together ok? hehes. Later meeting her. Woohhoooo!!

So after jalan-jalan, at night I went for my STA. This time STA had a freaking shocking news. Guess what? I was selected to represent Toa Payoh under STA. Oh man! Have to loose weight to 49kg man! I'm under class B. 51kg+! Man! I've gain man! Drop a few man in the ring. National Player, Yusof Shah was the first person I ever "banting". Damn! He's heavy! And I sprained my thumb becoz of him. Nyahaha! And a few 0thers too! But the worst was my opponent, 19 yrs old. His kicking was superb until I nearly give up but I just banting him and pray to god nthg bad happen to my body. He's freaking humble! Then it goes on. So tonight I have and I mean HAVE to go to Cairnhill which is at Newton. Oh man! I'm tired. I can't remember when is the competition date but I know its around March & April. Just hope I won't be breaking any bones like Abg Sop. Insyaallah..

Well, I got to pay my bills later. Dammit! So takkaire everyone! Love you all especially my dearest baby..Byes!

"No one shall interrupt my relationship coz' I heart her to bits..."

/ Thursday, March 02, 2006
Today I shall take my day off by not typing what happen today coz' I'm not in the mood. Very tired dey! Hahahas! Tmr STA day and out with dear dear again day! WeEEeeEEeeEEEeeEE~~
k Byes!

"Little fingers of yours are meant to be hold by me..(:"

/ Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Wah. Today so tired sia. Hahas! Thought of going back home then I saw Mus bag and the rest. So I thought of staying a lil' while. Hahas! So I did stay till 6.30pm plus. Hahahas! In the end went home with dear. Hehes!

Classroom was boring w/o Jansher. Omg! I was so dull! Sazli has this attitude of mine which already expired sia! Hahas! So long then now use. Hahas! Rizal was the best. He joke all day long and ask help from me about something. Nice guy. But stoopid lame jokes he have. Haiz. Can't wait for Friday night and hopefully President Challenge I can go in. Nvm. I act small size lar. Hahas!

Can't wait to keep my hair long. Then I'm saving up money buying shirts and stuffs. Hopefuly one day I can go town with Janz and D'. Please god. Make it happen. I wanna shop for vintage jeans baybeh! Hell yeah! Tomorrow most probably taking back my bass guitar or maybe next week coz' I may be too lazy lar! Hahahas!

So later, I have to eat my dinner later. Then do my hw then do Art then rest then study...So that's all for today..I guess whenever I turn stress, my eyebrow start to frown. Lets turn it to cheerful one. Hehes. Well..gtg..takkaire everyone...heart u baby..

"Farhan Lichtenstein...How's that for a Pop Artist?"

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