Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

Ahh!/ Friday, July 31, 2009
I don't like when I am going to get sick. I feel feverish. I'm having a terrible cough already. Oh no~

Any way, check out my flash! Haha!
http://sit.rp.edu.sg/82187/flash/index.html

Cheer up, stay strong(:

Ahh Shit./ Thursday, July 30, 2009
Now tell me, how to have a good place to train for my silat people, when you purposely slot in your IG to train there? Fucking Selfish. Fuck you motherfucker. So fucking what if that's your place? Fuck you imbecile son of a bitch. We have big performances coming up. You shit hole, fucking selfish. You'll die tomorrow.

Any way, I have been away from Silat Training due to other commitment. But this is just for a while though. I'll be back very soon. I'm sorry guys.

I can't wait to have that cert man. I can't wait to have my hair to grow till my shoulder. I don't care if people are going to say some shitty stuff. Haha! Can't wait!

School will be coming to an end very soon! Woooo!

Wednesday/ Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Later will be a long day for me.

So when?

Define Happy/ Monday, July 27, 2009
Farhan is equal to Happiness. The meaning behind the name Farhan is Happy! I am right now. I am slowly starting to do my portfolio. Anyone will be my model. Suddenly I have the mood to be so arty farty or should we call it, digital arty farty. Haha!

So many things happen last week. Went to support Farah and Chikin and those people whom I know. Haha! It was a great competition between the Silat athletes. Good job(: Garang la budak tu...Haha!

Oh no. Tomorrow will be a long day. I have an important event after school. I have more events coming up really soon. Have to start training. Acting, Performing, Silat and Smelling! Haha!

I need to study for Wednesday! I have to pass that test! Pray for me! Haha! Thank you!

I know I cannot avoid this because I miss you. (:

So long suckers!

Months to come./ Thursday, July 23, 2009
Have you ever wonder, when you go to sleep, you will never open your eyes again? If I ever going to die, this is one of my option. Other than that, its either I die protecting my family or the country or the religion. I never want to die in an accident, heart attack or any disease. Think about it. Think about the angel of death pulling your soul away from your body slowly and gracefully.

Oh yes, I heard that one of my friend will be doing a production at the end of the year. I think he's taking me in as one of his cast. Wooo! And hell yeah, there will be loads of performance at the end of the year. Yes, I will be very busy. So feel free to come and watch at the biggest theater in the North area of Singapore with your loves one. Haha(:

Ahhh! I need a new MP3/MP4. I feel bored when I'm alone in the train. My MP4 fucked up. Geez. I need a new external hardisk. I'm going to get my RXK once I pass my license. I don't know, maybe dirt bike. I saw my pri school friend, same height as me, riding a scrambler that day. Dang~ Nevermind. I can wait. I have a great friend who trusted me. He lend me his bike to ride out to the mosque from school last year. Haha! One day, I'm sure I will get mine and ride our bikes to any where we want. Wooohoooo! I can't wait for that to happen man...

Last, Chikin, read this portion. Please get well soon! Saturday big day! (: That's all.

Kenape eh?/ Monday, July 20, 2009
I thought my blog is dead to other users/readers but I am wrong. I didn't know many of my friends will read my crap. Haha! I can know who read it even though you never tag me.

Sometimes life can be so frustrating. Sometimes you wish that you want to be alone but you can't. Sometimes being the only son/elder/younger brother in the family can be really annoying. This is what happen if I faced the worst situation ever. I will think about all these negative things in my mind. Like people always say, "sabar la.." Yeahh....menelan la sumer geram-geram aku.

UT suck big time. I hate programming. I never want to be a programmer. Maybe Graphic Designer, Audio Engineer or Video Editor can. One day, I want to be an Advertising Director. Woo~

One day, I will quit all my nonsense and train my stamina back. I will achieve what I want. I will make sure that I prove my FATHER and my MOTHER wrong about my studies. So you want to play a game? Let's do it...Sad sia. I don't like it. And yes Father, I know one day I will attend the religious class every Thursday like I used to when I was free that time. Everytime dengar, sedih ar. Kene marah, tapi aku diam jer. Tah kenape aku kena marah bile aku senyap je kat rumah. Nak lawan balik, teringat dulu, kene sepak then kalau aku lawan balik, aku anak derhaka, betol tak? Terpaksa sabar jer. But too bad, eventhough he's one of the strictest person I ever see, he's the first ever person that I see who cry to God, pray to God, etc and who I think is the best Father I've seen in my whole life. Dulu bantai aku, pukul aku, sekarang baru aku faham. "Ayah dulu anak yatim. Tkde mak bapak. Ayah ade responsibility sekarang. Ayah kalau tk ajar kau tentang Islam, tk guna Ayah jadi bapak kau." Sampai sekarang aku ingat tu phrase. Sedih giler bile dengar. Kadang-kadang dier fikir aku ni budak jahat kat luar. Tkpe la. I know I am bad sometimes. I admit. But trust me, I will never forget your deeds to me and the family. I have a friend who ask me to convert. But hell no. I am with my religion. Thanks to my Father who taught the family well. Hell yeah ar bapak aku! (I will make you proud man..trust me I will.) [Tapi kadang2 sedih giler ar, bile aku tk bersalah, kene lecture. Haha! Pasal ADIK AKU LA APE LAGI! Sibot. HAHAH!]

That's all. Shit I don't sound like myself! Damnit! Haha!

Sleepy/ Sunday, July 19, 2009
Woke up quite late! Didn't know what to do so I watched One Piece from scratch! There are 400 plus episodes! Haha! While watching, suddenly I remembered something about tomorrow. I have UT! Multimedia Programming Test! Oh no :( I have to do well for my UT as well. My daily grades, alhamdulilah, doing well. I want to attain GPA 3.0 and above. Receive Flames Award at the end of the year. Pray for me okay?

Anyway, I added Twitter widget just above this post. Read it alright? Hehe.

I have an issue here. I hate procrastination. I have to clear all unwanted items in my laptop. I need to start my portfolio soon. That's the reason why I need to do so. Currently, I am clearing away all old photos. I have 2 external HDD that are being used already. Once I have enough cash, I think I'm going to get myself a much bigger in size HDD. Argh!

I am really sleepy now and somehow, I miss C. Haha. Ok nvm.

Adios! Its time to read up all the Notes for tomorrow's test.

Starbucker/
Went Starbucks BPP to chill with some of the LPR friends. Had a great chat. We talked about good old memories back in Kranji Sec. Hahaha! I felt happy to meet them. We chat about loads of things. Haha! I felt really happy that they will support me for any of my Silat activities. Ceh! If there were 10 drinks on the table, maybe we can even talk the whole night. We have loads of things to talk and laugh about man! And please guys, I'm not good when it comes to girls. Haha. Stop saying I am. Haha! Nervous man. Haha.

Reached home around 11 plus. That's all.

Such euphoric day. Thanks guys! (:

Sa-ta-day/ Saturday, July 18, 2009






Soccer session with Limbang Park Rangers. Haha! Legend seh name, since 2 years ago. Haha! Do you want to watch LPR video? Hahaha! Its up on my Facebook account! Don't missed it. Haha! And later will be meeting them again at night and chill. Penat tu penat, tapi sekali skala jumper. Hehe!

Yesterday I fell asleep while waiting for chikin's text! Hahaha! In the end, I forgot to do what I was suppose to do. Haha! Sorry girl~ (:








Adios. Will update again later at night.

..../ Friday, July 17, 2009

Sial ar. The reason I don't wish to come back is because of my hair right now. I want to keep it long BUT the reason I want to come back is because I miss training there. So how? Tak tau ar...Hmm..Kalau da start kerja, macam mana?

Part 2./ Thursday, July 16, 2009
I'm having a major headache. Its terrible man. Anyway, just reached home. The silat team visited Feroz at CGH just now. Better recover soon bro. That place is like full of old people. Haha! And you're like the only small guy with the "baju tidur" there. HAHAHA! Guess what? When I was on my way back home alone in the train, I had nothing to do. My handphone died on me and I can't text anyone and yes, I was super bored. So while sitting, I observed everyone in the train. Majority of the commuters were going back home from work. I think it was at City Hall when 3 ladies, from Indonesia board the train. 1 of them is the mother, the other 1 is the aunt, maybe. The younger 1 is the daughter of either one of them. Fuck man! They were talking about me! Damnit! Haha! I was sitting beside an empty seat. Then one of the ladies asked her if she wanted to sit there. Then one of them was like, "kamu malu ya?" and laughed cheekily to the daughter while looking at me. Sial la! I wanted to laugh out LOUD man! So I controlled. ALL THE WAY I tahan laughing. Once I reached Jurong, I quickly alight and transfer to another train. LUCKY they didn't alight together with me. Not bad for a pretty tourist. HEHE!

Oh god! I think I'm having migrane. Its like, someone squeezing my brain and I am squinting my eyes while typing trying to endure the pain. Argh!

TGIF tomorrow! It's Web Multimedia tomorrow! I heard we are going to learn FLASH! Okay! Good because I am going to be super hardworking tomorrow to finish my work before going Friday Prayers.

I really need to go. My head is killing me. Good night people.

I hope you're okay. Hmm.

Part 1 for Today's Life./

Electronica/Trance/ Wednesday, July 15, 2009
No school today. No class for me. Went to Marcus's crib to slack and session. Awesome keyboard man. I just can't wait for our song to finish! Something different from the normal bands. Haha! Its a 2-man band anyway.

So today, life was simple. Went back home and I was bored. Watched VCD to kill time. Initially, I wanted to clean my laptop. It is almost full. Maybe reformat it after that but it will take some time for me to keep important files. There's a lot of it. MCG/Silat/Modules/Softwares. I want to delete away my 22 games. Okay, maybe keep 2 or 3 games.

Well good news for me today. Alhamdulilah. Thanks eh(: Terkabul seh. Yessah! Thank you!!

Tomorrow, will be my favourite day for every week. Computer System and Technology. After school, no plan. Well, any plan for me?

*Beeb beep.* Okay. Text message. Haha!

And I'm done!

Any ideas?/ Tuesday, July 14, 2009
MySQL was easy. I thought it was as difficult as Python Programming. I stayed throughout the whole day for this module. The urge to "cabot" was there. Haha! It was easy. Seriously. I was quite happy that I execute the codes well to faci. Alhamdulilah~ Woo!

Okay okay. Everyone has been asking about my hair. "An, kau gunting rambut?", "An, you cut your hair?!", "An, you rebond your hair?!" and so on. Hahaha! To answer all your queries, I did not cut my hair. It is already long and I just leave it that way. Hehe! So, whatever insults I received, I don't freaking care. Haha! I just love my hair. Hehehe!

Silat training just now. It has been a while since everyone meet up. Woah~ I was happy about it. Too bad, I didn't train. And another thing that made my day, I saw CHICKEN! =D Haha! Great to meet you for just a while.

I'm just going with the flow but its not going to be shown. Though I see and hear alot of stories of other things that are being thrown, I hope I know where to go. Just like when there's a dead end in front of you, there's a new light coming your way. Which way to go? No one knows.

Enjoi.

Portfolio/ Monday, July 13, 2009
So I won't be doing any PP; Professional Profiling but I will be doing PD; Portfolio Development. Sounds fun! To have the idea is really hard. I think I want to start early. Initially, I wanted to enter Digital Media in SP but I didn't qualify. Oh well. So I've been thinking since I was in class doing my presentation just now. I seriously do not have any ideas. Hmm. Any ideas?

School was cool today. Everyone was shocked to see my untamed hair to be so tamed. Haha! Well, I don't care if you hate my hair man. Haha! It's my hair you piece of imbecile shit! Haha! Let's talk about UT! The test! How was it? Haha! I was really very sleepy man. Until I saw easy questions, I smiled. Wahaha! After UT, felt relieved! Then there were large crowd walking out of the school. Its like, oh god! "sial lah..chics la sial..HAHAH". It was fun though.

Walked out of the school. Went Civic Garden. Talked and discuss loads of things. I just realised that there's Unoffical Silat Training tomorrow. I totally forgot about it. Okay. Let's start training. Another thing about Silat is that, I want to go back to the club that I used to train. But no time la. Geez. How?

And congrates to my cuz for passing his car license man. I will get mine soon bro. Burnt the road baby~ And once after I have that, I will get my bike license and fuck off all the reps stealing other people girlfriends.

Last, I hate people who criticised me or my friends. Dumb fuck. So why? Jealous of me is it? Haha!

I feel happy as well for some good reasons though(:

Lackluster/
I start my day by looking at my handphone. My last received message was from Chikin. Haha! I wanted to reply her back but no point! She's out of town! Oh geez..So I start my day by looking at my guitar! Start playing it and decided to practice on the technique that I always wanted to do. Start slow and speed up gradually.

Played till I forgot to bathe. HAHA! Ok so I bathe. Did whatever was supposed to do. Stoned. Boring. While stoning, I just realised something. There's UT tomorrow! Principles of Digital Media!

And there goes Farhan studying for UT tomorrow. Wah! Tak percaya kan?! Hahaha! Oh well.

Its midnight and everyone is busy doing something. Haha!

Eh ya! I can't wait to start getting tired and earn some cash baby because...vroom baby...vroom~



This is part of Principles of Digital Media module I
have to
do. Easy? Think again.

Underclass Hero/ Sunday, July 12, 2009
It has been a while since the Selatra people went out together. It was fun and great to hang out with them but it felt different. Fuck it.

This week was my best week of the month. I discovered something about myself. I am such an asshole when it comes to conflicts. Haha. Well fuck off. Geez, sorry if I am being too vulgar to all of you. I have been spending time with my "Alyssa" at home. She's a beauty. Thanks to my sister, I have "Alyssa". Other than that, it was quite hard to juggle school and "Alyssa". Create some good movements with my hand with her, well, its hard though. Practice make perfect! Damn I love her. Showing care and concern towards her will surely make her happy. She's none other than a 6 string guitar. (:

Oh geez(again), I am a 20 year old boy and I think I am not like I used to be. Just like a good friend of mine said, "Everybody changes". Hmm. Part of me seems to be very mature, another part of me seems juvenile. Sometimes my mind keep saying to me to go get a girlfriend, sometimes my mind tell me to go get the best and a better girlfriend. Seems the same right? Actually no. Maybe having one may change my life even better? or maybe worst. I don't know man. I am just following the flow. God knows what I am thinking man. Hmm.

"Bros before Hoes." or "Hoes before Bros"? Family first dumbfuck! Haha! Quite disappointed about this issue though.

School life sucks nowadays. Its like a prison! Geez! Ah no way I am going to absent myself from class now although the urge to do so is really strong. "Start to love what you hate."

Well, that's my life, my ruminating moments and my story. Hope you guys enjoy it.


I hope you know what you're doing man...

widey sidey smiley/ Wednesday, July 08, 2009
School was not okay. Actually, it was okay when this H1N1 thing didn't exist. Everything is like in a mess. You know what? When mess occured, something good in return will appear. You will be smiling away, feeling happy and good. Its great and I like it a lot.

Imagine life is like this every-single-day.

(:/ Friday, July 03, 2009
I know its been awhile.
Anw,
I like her. (:

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