Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

This./ Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Vietnam Trial.

I'm not in the video but I feel kindda sad and wasted. If only my mother allow me to join the PSKs, PSP then don't know the Inter-thingy last time, damn! I would have gain so much experience like some of my friends already! And if only I wasn't as rebellious to my father, I wouldn't have injured my ankle and wait for so many months to recover it fully! Oh well, there's still ISC next year. Cannot waste this chance. Class C pun Class C la! Haha!

Let the journey begin~ Ceh~

Breathless./ Tuesday, December 30, 2008
All I can say that today's training has burn my fats down. Fun yet tiring.
..and there's still more to come..
so moral of the story, eat before training. Haha!

yessahh! tmr tmr tmr!


and wait! 2 days ago was SHILLA's BDAE! May you be happy always okay! Especially with.......you-know-who sister..hehe..take care and see in on Monday! Open school already..aw man..haha

Tuesday./
Ahh damn. I woke up late. Training starts at 12 and I woke up 11 and I'm still here at home. DAMN!

Okay. I'm going off already. Take care everyone!

=)

I just.../ Monday, December 29, 2008
I just realised that I have longer fringe last time than now. I want to grow it back again.
I just realised that I have longer back hair last time than now. I want to grow it back again.
Moral of the story, DON'T FOLLOW YOUR INSTINCT OF CUTTING YOUR HAIR!

I just realised that its 1 more week to school. Okay. Fuck!
I just realised that a few more days to 2009. Wooo~
I just realised that I can cabot school after next week. WOHOOO!
Moral of the story, stay in class for the first few weeks and try to do your best. HELL YEAH!

I just realised that I have 2 Modules with predicted grade of D+. SHIT!
I just realised that I have to do well for my next UT! AW COM'ON!
Moral of the story, don't come school late for UT! HAHA! But I'm cool with it because I have a rather fast laptop. HEEHEEEHEE! No la..jk=D

I just realised that right now its 10.28am.
I just realised that I have to meet my friends at 11am.
Moral of the story, BETTER CHANGE NOW! Wtf? Hahahah!

I just realised my blog is not so secret.
I just realised people who I don't think will read my blog, will read my blog.
I just realised that YOU ARE READING IT!
Moral of th story, TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE BECAUSE I CAN DETECT WHO YOU ARE! HEEHEEEHEEEHEEEHEEEEE!! =D

ok bye!

come back sooN~/ Friday, December 26, 2008
Okay. School opening soon. And more holidays coming! WOOO! And I need a job.

and and and, I MISS YOU TOOOOOO!!!! COME BACK SOOON!!!

You describe how okay?/ Thursday, December 25, 2008
Good morning to all(:
I had a fun moment yesterday with you, going to Marina Barrage, walking in the rain etc..
Heee~
I'm speechless! You made my day too~
She's away from SG for 1mth(that's what you said, hmm..lain mcm je? heehee)
Nevertheless, I miss you...and I can't wait to meet you just like the first time we did which was yesterday(: Heehe..


where to next? (:

Rainy day/ Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Kalau aku masuk balik peguruan aku...hmm...ape akan jadi eh?

Wah! Finally today!

....guess who~

A little bit about me./ Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Hello everyone. My name is Farhan. As you all know, I'm a slacker. Haha! Okay. So I was shocked to receive an email about something and I'm shocked! Haha! Tapi tetap thrill ade. HEHEHE! Tetapi kan, I'm scared I can't handle it. Okay. Nvm, lets give it a try. I know I can. Yes I can! Boleh la! Hahaha!

So yeah, Hi! I'm Farhan. I love silat since I was young. But I was rather quite late to join this Martial Art. Oh well, who cares. I joined silat when I was 15. I don't know anything about this club until I heard stories about it. It was fun! Well, so many stories but I shall not mention it here. Its not nice. But I can truthfully say that I really waste my chance for 2 years. I should have keep my ankle in good condition. Haiz. I injured my ankle real bad. Hmm. Well, I can't turn back time can I? No I can't. So now, its the time for me to take this opportunity to really shine. Ceh~ Haha! Yeah, I find it quite true though. I can't wait for 2009 but the sad thing is I'm scared of taking any roles but this is also another opportunity. Nvm. Lets just give it a try. No life without thrill but but..I'm scared I can't do it. Okay, that's another story. My main focus here is to achieve something I've been waiting for. I don't care who is my opponent next year. I don't care if anyone scold me already. After all I've been through, I think I have to work hard towards this goal. I need to get a medal. Let's give it a try. Hmm. Can I really do it? I don't care. I have to give it a try.

Other than that, alhamdulillah I'm not coughing like a few days back. =)
I still haven't get a call from that job. Hmm.
I'm turning 20 in months to come. Haiz. Da tua.
I hope for the best for those taking O levels especially.....you-know-who.=)
1 more thing,






I hope to meet you very soon...hehe..

Cough./ Monday, December 22, 2008
Cough cough cough~ That's all I've been doing lately. Even on the phone with her, terbatok2. Sorry..

Okay. So what's the plan for today? Maybe meeting my dad later. Get something from him.

Another thing is, I really hope they will call me and Syam man. We really need the job. I need the job.

Man..Time flies so fast, 2008 gonna end. 2009 is coming. I hope I never fail any modules I'm taking man. Hmm.

End.

I was smiling away talking with you.
I was coughing away listening to you.
I hope to meet you soon.
Anywhere under the sun and the moon.


Oh well, I miss you too(:

Non-stop/ Sunday, December 21, 2008
I've been coughing since that day. Its painful and irritating. Okay. I'm going to take my medicine now. =(

my 700th post./ Saturday, December 20, 2008
Yay..my 700th post! haha!

Anyway, I've put a meaningful song by one of the best band, Foo Fighters. This is for whoever you are...enjoy~ =)


Version 1


Version 2

=(=(=(/ Friday, December 19, 2008
KEPALA HOTAK LA! =(

Haiz...I still love my hair. I want the other job post. Not this. Booooooooooooo~~ Hmm..maybe this is a test from God. I have to sacrifice this job. Serving alcoholic drinks is a sin as well. Dad is really unhappy with it. I am too. I'm sorry Dad...okay..lets try another one...

=(

Sick./ Thursday, December 18, 2008
I'm back from silat. Tired and getting sick. I've no energy to type. Tomorrow another training for work. So when will I start working then?

I'm sick and I can't sleep. =(

Why people choose to have a blog?/ Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Before I continue, MY BLOG IS OFFICIALLY 4 YEARS AND 1 DAY OLD!!! WOOOOOOOOOO~~~~

So to answer the infamous question above, why? Simple, fun, expressing something, insult to others, saying bad things behind their back, picture galore, sharing, blog shop and so on.

The worst feeling that may occur would be people saying bad things behind their back. Then what happen next? Blog will be blocked, deleted or moved. Haha! What a lame excuse. Grab a life! I love reading these type of blogs. Haha! Seriously. Then people would talk and brag about this person in school and talk bad about this fella. Well, they didn't realise that they are wrong, hey hey wait. I'm not saying they are wrong, Haha! Oh well, God knows who is in a wrong position. Haha! So if let say I'm the victim, then what I'll do is, enjoy reading and stay calm. Pretend nothing happens and the next day in school, smile and listen to whatever happen around me. HEHEHE! Now that's thrilling.

As for me, why I started blogging is because I find it fun! Haha! Reading, typing, cut and paste the codes, etc. Damn! I love Web Designing man~ And reading will improve your language and not to forget, typing as well. Oh gosh, I'm still not impress with it man. Haha!

Hahaha! All the above statements, words etc are all random BUT if you're affected, then GOOD! Change yourself man! Haha!

So..let's get back on track. Today was fun! Did a few chores and went out of the house to meet my friend, Fadli and the rest at the field. Played soccer with my injured knee. Haha! Damn! It was fun though. They were fun man! Haha! Slack for awhile after that and went home.

Tomorrow, I'll be having my training again. Tired. VERY tired. Friday, training again. But training to be what I'm working for soon.

Well, going 20 in few months time. Its time to really think and grow up. (Maybe a lil' "the same old Farhan" will stay. Hehehe!)

I hope you're fine, really. Well, I'm scared too, but I'm following what the inner me is telling me to do. I'm following it and I know without any diligences or effort, then God won't assist in what I'm doing but I am. I’m following the flow independently but definitely not aimlessly. This is life after all, accepting any consequences will depend on our fate. It’s like a game with different levels. Hmm. For now, I hope you’re fine and I know that you would be cheery in no time(: I hope you’ll be taking care of yourself as well. Goodnight and sweet dreams to you too! Hear you soon~

=)/ Tuesday, December 16, 2008
It was simple today. Had my typhoid for 2 damn long hours, got my new pair of pants and Syam's treat to watch a 3D movie! How lucky man! Thanks bro! Next treat will be mine man! It was awesome! Everything was simple today. I wore simple and everything else was simple.

And I'm simply a very happy boy right now(:

Now its the money issue again./ Monday, December 15, 2008
So I've went for my Typhoid Jab. Kepala otak betol. Tunggu 2 jam stakat nk kene inject. $22.70! Aiya!

Now I still have to settle some other things. Damn. Duit lagi~

I'm so shy but whenever I look at those pictures, alright alright, its for me to know, for you to find out..heehe!

Hair?/ Sunday, December 14, 2008
Aw man. I've just cut my hair shorter.

Damn. Tomorrow will be having my Typhoid Jab. Damnit.

I wonder.../

Its 10.00am now. To be honest, I've just woke up. Haha. Never felt good about yesterday's hangout. Its been a long time since I went out. If you're wondering where I went yesterday, I followed my Silat friends to Su's brother's wedding. Then after that, hang out, share some super lame and funny jokes given by Asmin. Hahaha! Then talk cock session, etc etc. It was better than sitting at home. Haha! Biasa la, da lama tk lepak katekan...

Since New Year is coming, my main resolution would be to become the better me. I guess that's a mission for me, not forgetting to win for next year ISC, tk dpt Gold, tapi janji dapat satu medal pun okay pe...Insya'allah~

I'm going to be 20 soon. I've to start saving alot now. First, lets get my car license then hopefully a bike. I guess this is another wish I hope to get.

*I felt it shelter to speak to you.* (:

happy(:/ Saturday, December 13, 2008
I'm just a very happy man right now(:

Hehe.

Aw man../ Friday, December 12, 2008
Sacrifice is the hardest thing to do.

Why?

Why??

Why???

I just can't do it.!

Aw man...~

I have to cut my hair again!

Nooooooooooooooooooooo~~~

...Presentinggggg...../
(Punyer la lembab nk upload ni gmbar kat atas! :P) Yes ar! Happy Birthday to this sachok muscle man above! Ceh da 19 seh! May you be bless with happiness and ride safely on the road. Enjoy your 19th year man! Haha! Minta maaf yer pasal tadi. Haha! You rock ar brother!


Anyway, remember yesterday's post? You people might be wondering who is she but I'm not refering to anyone in my school. Nah..I ain't giving anyone false hope but I hope I'm not going overboard or something okay? Hmm..Feels kindda sad though =( [okay okay..not emo-ing.] coz I scared anyone might get hurt because of me and also I think that I'm not that mature enough and height is a problem for me(haha..well true sometimes). Now that's hurting man...Sorry..hmm..
So tomorrow will be the last day of school and....SCHOOL HOLIDAY STARTS! WOOOHOOO!!!
Well, that's all I guess. Happy Birthday to Asmin! May God bless you man!



And don't worry about yesterday post, its nothing. Okay readers?
Adios.

I wonder.../ Wednesday, December 10, 2008
So why? Whenever I look at this picture above, it reminds me of the past but I've moved on. I'm cool with it already but I just want to let those people who hurt me in that period of time to know that I will never forget your faces, your words, your remarks to me. I'm not afraid of you guys and will never do.


For now, my heart is back to normal. Had a couple of numbers and new found gal friends but failed. Catch what I'm trying to say? Maybe not the time yet. But I have this sudden feeling. The opening..But how? I don't wish to fail again. How am I suppose to win it? To win that race?


(Shitass Bitch! I'm like a f* emoshit man! HAHA!) And if you wish to know how heartbreak feels like, take a look at my foot. Mcm gitu la! Translation = Like that la! Haha..For your info, the picture above happened 2 years ago. Skate too much and being a very rebelious son to my dad and retribution attacked me! Haha!


So..I hope..okay nvm..just see the above picture. I just want a perfect, not so perfect la, gf. Yeah. Thank you!

WAH LAO WEY! SO DAMN EMO! ITS LIKE NOT SO FARHAN MAN!

Bye.

Boredom Strikes./ Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Meet my brothers! Alamak..Some of them not here. Damn.

Coolest of the cool people I've met.


If you're a smoker, quit now. If you're not a smoker, never be one. It kills. Trust me, you wouldn't like it when your mum or dad found out that their son/daughter smokes. (unless your parents are cool enough to let you smoke, haha!)
Anyway, Happy Birthday to Syikin!(:

Woooo~/ Sunday, December 07, 2008
This was actually last 2 Fridays' post. I forgot to tell you guys about it. This is where Students from RP have to do their Quiz at the end of the day. I was being lazy and being random that day. I click this and that for the answers and guess what?? WITHIN 9 SECONDS, I GOT 6/7!!!! WooOOOoOoO!! Hahahahaha! How cool is that man?!

What onlyyy../
Ape sajee je la...Itu benda pun mau marah...Bilang la satu dunia...Tak heran pun...

A Very Boring Saturday./ Saturday, December 06, 2008
So what am I doing right now? Nothing! Nothing at all! I'm bored. Damn. I need cash. I need something to make me busy. Haha! Not too busy. I'm bored people~ Entertain me please!

Quick! Or else.................

Sorry guys.../ Friday, December 05, 2008
Hello readers!

I'm very sorry for not updating my blog. I was busy with school(HAHA! LIKE REAL!) and obviously I'm very lazy. There were so many events happened last month. Flames award, Reflections 2008, the main one would be Taufik Batisah closing bash in RP, etc etc etc. Cool uh! Cool uh! Haha!

Yesterday I had this thing which I had to go. Actually, I was very lazy to go for it(kalau tk kene marah tk pergi!HAHA!) and I think I was rather phlegmatic about the whole event because I don't expect much from it.

Andddddd I've updated my links section. Wooo~

Ok bye. Boooorrriinnnngg~

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