Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

ART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!/ Saturday, September 30, 2006
LETS TRY AND FINISH UP THIS LAST LAP FOR ART PREPARATORY WORK AND I'M DONE!! AFTER THAT, OTHER SUBJECTS TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHH!!!!

Great~/ Thursday, September 28, 2006
Yeah. Today was such a dull day man! Only me & Saufiah came to school. I mean the Malays. The rest don't know where. So bored. P.E also boring. Nvm la. I hope tomorrow last P.E will be fun for the year. ): I'm so sad..

I hope dear is ok right now. Are you? Well, I hope I won't think about those stuffs anymore. I hope and I must hope.

My body has been aching since don't know when. Ouch! Today buka without Mum and Sis. Lay everything on the table and after eating one date, pray Magrib first. Then eat. Dad just went to mosque. For me, I'll go next week or so.

Well, that's it for today. I hope N Levels will be easy. Insyaallah~

i'll pray for you day & night

N Levels is NEXT WEEK!!!/ Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Okok. Now is Ramadhan. In a few days time it will be my N LEVELS!! ARGHH!!! I hope I can make it. Insyaallah~ I hope dear pass with flying colours for her O's(:

So today in school was ok. Since its Ramadhan, I shall not waste my energy on vigourous sports but maybe tomorrow I'll be playing my favourite sports, Tennis. There was a Mock Exam for Biology. It was easy I can say. I got 19/20 for MCQ and I hope I pass with nice nice colours for it when total up with Paper 2. For Maths, I hope I can pass also. I mean my N Levels. My english mock exam was a disaster. That "Soserby" expect 4H to pass very well but then, it was the opposite. I was shock also man! ARGH!! I'm starting to worry again like before the Prelims. I hope I can get the best. Pray hard for me yeah?

So now, I want to go and rest. At night, I want go and study. Ok then. I love you sayang! Bye!!

i'll count all the "hutangs" you keep with me dear(:

Earth is soon to be gone?? Na'uzubillah! Pray hard my friends!/ Sunday, September 24, 2006

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PLANET-DISSOLVING DUST CLOUD IS HEADED TOWARD EARTH!

It was spewed from a black hole 28,000 light years from Earth and is vaporizing everything in its path, astronomers say!


By MIKE FOSTER




CAMBRIDGE, Mass. --
Scared-stiff astronomers
have detected a mysterious
mass they've dubbed a
"chaos cloud" that dissolves
everything in its path,
including comets, asteroids,
planets and entire stars --
and it's headed directly
toward Earth!


Discovered April 6 by
NASA's Chandra X-ray Observatory,
the swirling, 10 million-mile-
wide cosmic dust cloud
has been likened to an "acid
nebula" and is hurtling toward
us at close to the speed of light
-- making its estimated time of
arrival 9:15 a.m. EDT on June
1, 2014.


"The good news is that this
finding confirms several cutting-
edge ideas in theoretical
physics," announced Dr. Albert
Sherwinski, a Cambridge based
astrophysicist with
close ties to NASA.


"The bad news is that
the total annihilation of
our solar system is
imminent."


Experts believe the
chaos cloud is composed
of particles spawned
near the event horizon
of a black hole (a form of
what's called Hawking
Radiation) that have
been distorted by mangled
information spewed
from the hole.


"A super-massive black hole
lies about 28,000 light-years from
Earth at the center of our galaxy,"
explained Dr. Sherwinski.


"Last year the eminent physicist
Stephen Hawking revised
his theory of black holes --
which previously held that nothing
could escape the hole's powerful
gravitational field. He demonstrated
that information about
objects that have been sucked in
can be emitted in mangled form.


"It now appears that mangled
information can
distort matter.


"Just imagine
our galaxy the
Milky Way as a
beautiful, handwritten
letter.


"Now imagine
pouring a glass of
water on the paper
and watching the
words dissolve as
the stain spreads.
That's what the
chaos cloud does to
every star or planet it encounters."


To avoid widespread panic,
NASA has declined to make the
alarming discovery public. But
Dr. Sherwinski's contacts at the
agency's Chandra X-ray Observatory
leaked to him striking
images of the newly discovered
chaos cloud obliterating a large
asteroid.


"It's like watching a helpless
hog being dissolved in a vat of
acid," one NASA scientist told
Dr. Sherwinski.


Ordinarily, Hawkings Radiation
is harmless.


"It's produced when an electron-
positron pair are at the
event horizon of a black hole,"
Dr. Sherwinski explained. "The
intense curvature of space-time
of the hole can cause the positron
to fall in, while the electron
escapes."


But when "infected" by mangled
information from the black
hole, the particles become a
chaos cloud, which in turn mangles
everything it touches.


"If it continues unchecked,
the chaos cloud will eventually
reduce our galaxy to the state of
absolute chaos that existed
before the birth of the universe,"
the astrophysicist warned.


Some scientists say mankind's
best hope would be to
build a "space ark" and hightail
it to the Andromeda Galaxy, 2.1
million light-years away.


"We wouldn't be able to save
the entire human population, but perhaps the best and the brightest,"
observed British rocket scientist
Dr. David Hall, when
asked about the feasibility of
such a project.


But even if such a craft could
be built in time, evacuating
Earth might prove fruitless if
theories about the origin of the
chaos cloud are correct.


"A black hole at the center of
Andromeda is about 15 times the
size of the one in our own
galaxy," Dr. Sherwinski noted.
"It might be like jumping out of
the frying pan into the fire."


Speaking under the condition
of anonymity, a senior White
House official said the president's
top science advisors are
taking the findings in stride.


"This is a lot like global warming,
where the jury is still out on
whether it's real or not," said the
official.


"The existence of this so called
chaos cloud is only a theory.
Americans shouldn't panic
until all the facts are in."


Published on: 09/12/2005







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This sucks!/
Now I'm worried for exams. Why must it be exams? Nervous run all over me. Starting from Monday, never mind. Ok I'm off.

i'm so annoyed/frustratd/angry/sad/not ok = heavy flu

Topic-less/ Saturday, September 23, 2006
Yesterday was exciting and thrilling plus shocking day. Yeah~ Such a dumbass for not doing what my father taught me. He'll scold me if he knew it. So its ok. Hahas.

Well, staring out the window or sitting on my favourite red chair which is something I sometimes hate to do. I can't erase it all. Since young I'm like this. Why? Life is full of test. I'm living with it. Mum and Dad don't know about this. I think its impossible for them to know. I don't know but trust me, I really don't like it.

So Saturday today, Sunday tomorrow. Puasa is here. Alhamdulilah. 30 days puasa. Lets target ourselves to be good. Tonight will be heading to mosque with Dad's bicycle alone.

I'm done. I'll try to change. Keep it.

maybe there's something behind it

As usual/ Wednesday, September 20, 2006
School was fine. It was even more exciting when Janz asked me joined D' and Janz for lunch. Thanks for the topped up man. So, it was totally crazy eating out with them. I had so much fun with them. Like Janz said, "OoOpS! Accident happens!" Hahahas! You know I know to the person who was there. Totally enjoyable meal with them and of course, dear(:

Learnt alot today. Outside world and education. Quite useful tips. Thanks!

Oh yeah, after lunch, sent dear back home. Told her about the dream I had. I hate those stuffs. I really am. But I know it won't happen(: Thanks dear.

Ok then. I gtg and continue my Geography. Till then, bye!

one day, i'm going to feel what you felt for me(:

Sunday/ Sunday, September 17, 2006
Sunday Sunday, its been a boring and boring day! Hah! Wtf? Waited for Abg Abdul to come. It rained eventually. So time was really dragging me. I was seriously bored. Study also no mood. Why? Because I studied Science Science and Science plus Maths, Maths and Maths. How can I not be bored? Tomorrow will be Geography first thing when I reached home.

Tuition was crazy man! Damn CRAZY! He saw "The Gun" which Dad asked me to keep it. Then Abg Abdul kept on pointing at me with that Dangerous gun. Damn! I was like, "Oh Fuck Man! Shit! Jgn La! ArhhhH!!!" Hahahaha! He explained to me on how to do the killer question and I managed to do it for 30 minutes. He threatened me with all sorts of stuffs. I'm suffering just now. But who can get a Bro teaching Maths, Science and English with all kinds of stupid, lame jokes? Hahahahahas! No regrets!

Well, tomorrow won't be going back school with dear. So yeah, that's it.

sacrifice, understand this word people

I've got something to say/ Saturday, September 16, 2006
Ok here's an update.

I just finished my tuition. What a rush! I was actually with dearest until my handphone beep! Gosh! I'm so sorry dear! I didn't mean to go that fast! I hope you understand): I'm sorry~

So I rushed home and just in time, it started raining when I stepped into my house. Abg Abdul was in my room waiting for me. My mum scolded me on the handphone for being late. Nevermind that. I'm cool. Tuition was awesome! Did Transformation! Finally I understood that freaking chapter. Alhamdulilah~ Physics and Biology are nearly finishing. I hope I can get 1 or 2 points for that.

Now tuition had ended, I don't know what to do!

Dear, if you are reading this, can you call me if you got nothing to do? If cannot, then its ok. I miss you dear~

Well, till then, tomorrow there's still another tuition. Bye!

Chasing time is what I hate to do

I love today!/ Tuesday, September 12, 2006
I just love today! I love dear more and more everyday!

**mwarckkiess to her**

i miss you~

Such a boring blues/ Monday, September 11, 2006
When Janz not in school, its like me not wearing any boxers man! Hahahahas! If only he's there during the action of spraying the rat BLUE and of course talking crap and criticise each other in the canteen, it'll be a place of laughter! Damn! Adi criticise me. I took my chance since his D&T end later than mine. Hahahas! He's fucking funny man! He's great. Ahmad joined in the fun! Hahahahhahas! Man, it was havoc dude~

Lessons was damn tiring. I was so restless. Ridzwan laughed at me for moving around my head on the table for no reason. Ain't that dumb? Hahas! I hope this time, Janz will wake up! Com' on Janz! Come to school! No joke, no knowledge!

After school, went home with dear. Talk and talk till my leg ache. I was chill about what happened. Its ok. I'm fine with it. Rock brother, rock! Hahas!

Reached home, sis was using the com. Then slept. I cannot take it when she sleep there and leave it on. I shouted at her. Hahas! Lil sis came home later. She pissed me off. I scolded her a little tiny words to the face, she revenged me by spraying water at my towel. Now its damn wet. Without her consent, I sprayed hers back real wet! I'm evil if she's evil. I cannot shout at her anymore. I cannot punch her anymore. I cannot throw her like I did before. I'll keep those fiery anger in my heart and cool it down if I can. If not, I'll take action. Everyone in the house have been pointing finger at me for such a stupid reason. I'm damn pissed off! Like I said, I can't wait to go for my NS man. Then, they'll see what's lacking in the house. Exclude dad. He's cool. Pity him alot. I can cry see him working hard when he's being criticised. I hope everything will go back to normal.

And btw, I'm going to proof my pathetic sis. She's damn fucking asshole bitch. I can't stand her. If she's a brother, I'll kick or punch. Why does she have to pull my spirits down? Its my problem to be a doctor man. If I can't, then that's it! It's me! Not her! Damn it man! Why can't I have a good sis like anyone has? Arhh! Fuck care to her!

So I'll buzz off from her! Janz, come to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing can kill my dreams - Janz

SCIENCE!/ Sunday, September 10, 2006
My brains is totally squeezing those important jackasses into it! ARGH! Diarrhoea is totally annoying. You know I know. So after Sciences are done, its time for the killer paper, Mathematics. Alamak..How am I to get that PS2? Study like crazy and ended up in the toilet enjoying diarrhoea. Haisssay man! Never mind~

Tomorrow will be the start of a new but last term for the year. Time flies. Last year, I still remember it was still Term 4 and we were like struggling like crazy. Hahas! That was last year. If not 2006 will be my last year as a secondary school dude. Hahas! What to do. I learnt my lesson!

Ok. I hope no tuition today! Why? I'm sleepy! Yeah! ~i miss u dear~

Ok done!

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What happen to DFS man?/ Saturday, September 09, 2006
Its been so very long since DFS perform. With god's will we will try our best to perform again after the N's. With the new guitarist, I hope we'll do fine. This time, we will try our best to fill up the gaps we are missing these few months. We will try cover up songs from Snow Patrol, 3 Doors Down, The Verve and also we will try to fill up those papers with new lyrics. PCBTM may have a slight change. Trying our best for Alternative Rock this time. We will try with our might with a pinch of rap. I hope it works. Yes it will. Insyaallah~

Well anyway, I've cover up Transport In Man & Respiration, Osmosis & Diffusion and of course Cell. Hahas! I'm going to finish up the rest a.s.a.p this week along with Physics. I will try get As these time. Com'on lets do it!

Hafiz, my sk8 friend decided to donate me his Speed Demon deck since he's getting a new one in Malaysia. I'm going to get new trucks after working (if I found one).

I really hope Me,Janz, D, Saz, Wan, Me, Ridza, Izzat, Fad, Mus, Mus(old bud) and all the members I've made these 2 long years with them will get promoted to Secondary 5. I hope because like Janz said to me before about someone continuing DFS for next year. Hmm. Let just wait.

Till then, good bye~

i can change, i can change, i change but i'm here in my moan

i'm frustrated no more(:/ Thursday, September 07, 2006
Well, I feel bad I didn't get to make dear's hand red. Hehes. I'm feeling much better now. Thanks to dear. I thought nothing about it. Once I start thinking about it, I wish I can hit something hard man. I'm fine now. Just feeling giddy and cramps all over me. I hope I'm allowed to go out and study again tomorrow. This time, my mission is, never mind ya? Hehehes(:

My eyes are real heavy now. I can be cradle to sleep anytime but I chose not to. I want to continue on my Biology. Then I can sleep. Hehes(:

Just now ate carrot cake with dear. Then once I reached home, mum cooked fried carrot cake red version! Extra spicy! Hahas! Damn! I'm going to eat it soon! Ya I know I'll get big belly if I carry on eat and eat without ekersice. New word. Hehes(:

Alright. I hope those families out there have fun with each other aite? Goodbye~

i wish i can have the power to control my family well because i'm the only son & i hope i can, insyaallah

Rush!/ Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Today was fun. Lets jump to lunch. Ate western food dad bought for me and my lil sis. Hahas! She had to eat fast because of time. Its not the school she's chasing but time. She was late for her band practice. Dad was late too. I was late as well. Late to meet dear(:

Everybody in the house went out except me. Prayed Zuhur and I'm off. Met dear and we had fun! Hehes! Disturb her all the way. Hehes(: I just had too much fun today. I love you honey~ Supposing we're going to meet dear's sis and her bf, but I'm sorry I can't make it.

So I went home and played Club Penguin. Hahas! Miniclip game. I was bored man. Hehes. Tonight I shall continue what I did this morning, Biology. Tomorrow I may be going studying with dear.

Till then, take care(:

how bout another line of red spots? hehes(:

S.S Sux!/ Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Waste my bloody time studying on the topics that won't come out for just now paper. Merger came out. Arrh dammit! Janz and D are so good man! Hahas! All the best for them(: SBQ was easy for me. Even Hafiz Fajar was pissed off. Well what to do...

Its done.

its my N-Level man & i want to try every subs to pass ):

What's the topic?/ Sunday, September 03, 2006
Yahoo! Anti-Spyware rock man! AVG Virus kick ass dude! I've been using them eversince I re-boot my second computer! Alright guys, enjoy Bittersweet Symphony! I'm off for my Social Studies!

i never regret holding on with you my love

I'm ready I guess./ Saturday, September 02, 2006
Hello. Thank you to Afiq for helping me out on something. Ok now, I've read up my Malay Proverbs from Secondary 1 to 4 already. I hope on Monday, I can remember what it means. My Social Studies, I hope I can pass this time. Then after that, lets try on my Geography(: Then my my Maths and Science. And of course the rest. I hope I can do it. May the other N Level candidates achieve what they want.

Today, met dear and send her back. I was crappy today. I don't know why. But its fun tickling dear. Hehes(: Right dear? So since I was hungry, I bought Cambell Mushroom Soup. It was nice sharing with my Sisters. Hehes!

I really hope N Level will pass so fast that I can do what I want after that. Last night, I can't sleep due to my Silat. I was thinking what will happen when I come back. Hmm. I hope nothing happen. I really fear my teacher. He's fierce like a lion.

Social Studies will end on Tuesday. I hope the topics that I covered will come out and I could answer them well. Janz and D are damn good at that subject man. Wonder how they do it. That's the "Wonder" thing I need to know. Hehes.

Alright. I'm off for now. Study hard, study smart!


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& Let's Fcuking Try!/ Friday, September 01, 2006
Morning to the mother nature of the earth. I got a bad feelings about today. I don't know what but there is. Haven't been joking in the house now. No mood to do so. Lets try and change the mood man.

I will be meeting Adi Sufiyan and ride him to the mosque. Let's ride brother. Hahas! After that, I will be heading to Woodlands again to study Social Studies this time. No disturbance when I'm on it. Yeah. My money are left with a few dollars only. Never mind then. Just have to keep it and not spend on food today.

Long time didn't go for my trainings. I hope Abg Ramli, Abg Fili and Abg Zul won't be scolding me instead understand me. Long time no sparring. Long time no bruises and injuries. By the time I come for it again, I hope there's at least 1 contender for me with the same Class A with me. I want to punch, kick and toss. Ah. Remember those days when I was thrown by Abg Fili for the first time? That was the worst time ever! Hahas.

That's it.

i'm gonna make history in kranji, insyaallah

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