Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

ARHHHHGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!/ Monday, October 30, 2006
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! VERYYYYYYYYYYYYY PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cannot take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fracture?/ Sunday, October 29, 2006
God. My leg hasn't recover yet. Mum says it can be a fracture which my parents simply afraid off. For me, I'm afraid of the doctor twisting my ankle eventhough I want to be a doctor in a near future. I can't walk properly so I used my ankle guard. We went to my aunt's house. Okok! My rabbit had grown damn big! And they produced so damn many lil rabbits! Wah! They are 1 year old already and already big!! Damn!

So today will be raya-ing again. I hope my cuzzin will be there and I don't want him to work today. Hehe! Yesterday, one of my niece was darn cute! She was like with me all the time. So sweet! Hehe! Cute child! Her lil bro was cuter. Big eyes, big bones. Future strong boy. Hehe. The rest, gosh. Grown so fast! Haha!

Ok. My raya collection is still growing. But I haven't open up the envelope since the first day of Raya. Haha!

I miss dear loads!

Bye!

fracture?!?!!

No what?!/ Friday, October 27, 2006
Damn! My mother warned me if I broke my ankle next time, no more skateboarding. I was terribly mad if it happens. So my leg's improving. I walk and run with it slowly like yesterday till it came out a crack sound. I was able to move my toes again. Dad came back early. He massage my leg like as if I never had a leg! Haha! I shall not carry on. Paisay~

Mother was like disturbing me these few days by hitting on my leg. Haha! And looks like if I can't walk properly, I won't be following them tomorrow. I'm truly bored man!

I miss dear alot alot alot alot alot man! Don't know how many alots will there be. Haha!

Bad dreams again~ I hate about it.

i'm fine

I'm bloody BORED!/ Thursday, October 26, 2006
I'm totally bored! VERY BORED! I got nothing to do. I need games to bore my ass out! Haha! My right leg is killing me! Tighten the bandage on my leg and after a few hours, here's the result:

grape flavour

Yes! Ouch I know. How to jalan raya this Sat? I hope I can. And I can't meet dear today! Awww!! I miss you! I hope I can sk8 next week. Bye!

even the slightest mistake can change your life

Lesson learnt!/ Wednesday, October 25, 2006
I never thought it happened this way. Hari Raya second day! Gosh! Painful and I learnt my lesson. Never disobey parents anymore.

Dad asked me to follow him go Bugis. I reject his offer. I wanted to sk8. He scolded me. I then ignored his advise. So soon after dad went off, I got changed. Then off I go sk8ing.

Reached the spot. Waited for them. Sk8 a few rounds on the steps. Manage to land some. Then, on don't know how many attempts, I failed to land on the grip tape. My front foot went out of the board and I hear a "krak!" sound. Those sound when you crack your fingers. I fell and shouted! Haha! I was panic like mad! It was VERY PAINFUL! I thought I broke my ankle! God! It was scary! I moved my ankle and told them, "fuh nasib ar tk patah ankle!!" They can still laugh. Haha! I laugh a while then lie down holding on to my ankle. I couldn't walk. Dear called. I told her. My friends told me to go home. So I went. Walking like a sick patient. Damn it was painful! I hope it won't happen again. I want to skate again next week! May I not get injured anymore. This Saturday is a big day. I hope my leg will recover soon.

Here's the picture.


I hope no more giant leg this Saturday. Byebye! & HAPPY 18 MONTHSARY BABY!! I LOVE YOU!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin/ Monday, October 23, 2006
Ok! The house is finally clean! My hair is messy! Very long! Lets wait till December. See how long it'll be. So fast its raya. I still remember last 2 years when its the last day of Ramadhan. I was chatting with the ol' time fav clt, Yazid. We were talking about food. Mum was cooking rendang at that time. Damn it was good. I told him this, "sir, you smell something nice?" Yazid, "what is it?" Me, "its my mother cooking rendang! Wohooo!! Want some?" He just laugh. Haha! Those were the days.

Despite the celebration tomorrow, I'm still not in the mood. Whenever I think about last year which was also known to me as a disastrous year, I got no mood at all. I told mum I rather stay at grandmother house the whole day accompany her instead. Dad was shock. I was totally pissed off with it. I hate this feelings. Ya I know its raya. I don't crave for the money nor the food. I've got to cut down my food this time. Afraid I might get high blood pressure like my dad and his mum and so on. I might get it if I don't take care of myself. But overall, I'm not in the mood to raya tomorrow. Maybe with friends just one or two days will be fine. Maybe not.

I want to accompany grandmum all the way this month and not see others. I wish to. I'm not in that mood like I used to. This is due to last year which something I would never forget. Well all in all,

I would like to wish my parents, all my friends, in Kranji (everyone from Sec 1 to 5 and those who graduate), sk8 buddies, South View peeps, bawah blok members, teachers, dearest, dearest's sisters, dearest's sis's bf, kakak, Farah, cousins: Afiq the lame joker, Faisal the sk8 thrasher, Nurul long time no see, Wafiy also same like brother, Faris, aunts, uncles, best buddies, syahrul & abu, another cousin Abg Syaiful, Abg Adul, Fatin, Hanun, Kak Nur who is in L.A with Brother Wayne, my muslim clts, who else? Oh ya. nenek, all the small small cousin of mine, damn there's loads more!! SELAMAT HARI RAYA to you all and I, Ahan or known as A'an or Farhan would like to seek forgiveness I did to you if any. I also would like to thank everyone for being nice with me and I will forgive you guys and gals (unless its damn big mistake, hehehehe..no lar) during this raya celebration. May ALLAH the ALMIGHTHY GOD bless you all! Amin! (so long huh? haha...)

Till then, I'll end here. Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf Zahir and Batin. (Not Mak Kau Bacin. Take note. Hehe!)

i'll keep it always in my heart

Last day of terawikh ):/ Sunday, October 22, 2006
Hari Raya is near. I am tired. So does mum. She's the heroine of the house. Hail to her. Even she's sick, she's still there to cook every meal and clean the house. Respect to my mother.

Ok. Today, polish every wood in my house. Damn! It was tiring. Soon after I'd done, I vacuum my house. After everything, decided to relax and while relaxing, I was feeling bored. I played my remote control car!! Hahaha! Damn! It was fun! Hehe! Dear msg me and I was very glad to reply back to her. I miss her loads man!

Well, the haze is settling soon. Oh yeah~ Maybe after enjoying, then I together with Hafiz the sk8er boy decide to work together maybe at the Toys R Us JP. No hesitation. Its near. I can't wait! And I can't wait to sk8 again!! Hehe!

I miss dear alot! Raya's gonna come. Ramadhan ending soon. I may be able to see it again next year and I may not. Well, this is the life. Come & go. Till then, do your terawikh because this is the last for the month or you won't do it again. God's willing..Goodbye!

you are my eyes, you are my heart, together we will stay strong(:

What can I say?/ Friday, October 20, 2006
Both of my arms hurts alot! I can't move much. Maybe its due to the impact from falling that day. Holidays are so much fun if there is something to do. While waiting for the N Level results to be commenced, some work their ass off the house. As for me? I searched for jobs too ok? But then, decided to spend most MOST of the time sk8 with the rest. Well, I can't sk8 when dad's around. Why? Because, he doesn't want me to get sick due to the haze. Gosh~ Mr Haze, please go..I'm sorry but Please!! Haha!

My shin hurts alot too! So many injuries. Yesterday if my plan works, I would be sk8ing along with my friend. Then suddenly it didn't came out well. Hmm~ So boring. I was totally pissed off! If only there's a sk8 park just opposite my block, I will sk8 there anytime I want! Some town council are rocking enough to make one.

Hari Raya is around the corner. I miss dear loads. And as for my family, I'm sick of walking with them. Everytime there's a problem. Then, I'm alone because..ahh..nvm..its a long story~

Gosh~ I'm tired. Till then...

haze go go go away

I changed my link to a new one!/ Thursday, October 19, 2006
Hello people. I've changed my link. I decided to change because the old one seems to be 2 years old already. So people who are reading this, change my link to http://a-an-.blogspot.com ok! Those who never link me at all, just link. Hehehe! Link ok?! Hehe! No more an-psycho-rocker.(: It is still the same account actually. Just change the name. So yeah, don't forget ok!

Bye!

youyouYOU!

Change time!/ Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Look at my new changed blogskin! I was bored so I decided to change to a new one! Wow! The last time I changed was don't know when. Hahaha! Today was a total boredom for me.

No one sk8 today. So I help mum clean up the house. I was seriously bored today. I miss dear! I miss sk8ing! I want to go sk8 tomorrow. Hehe! I miss going down slopes with sk8board while lying down. I miss practicing ollie with greater heights. Actually, its only 1 day I didn't sk8. But I don't know why I was super bored today. I think I have to get a job. A change of plan now! Maybe after Raya.

I'm saving up to get a new set of deck again. This time, a whole new garing deck! Haha! For now, I rather use the current one I'm using given by Hafiz and Thasif. Tomorrow maybe go sk8ing. I hope.

Mum and Dad went to Geylang a few minutes ago. Mum asked me to stay at home and do terawikh at home. Gosh! A few more days and there'll be no more terawikh this year. ): Haiz. Going to miss Ramadhan again.

I hope Raya will go on smoothly baby! Ok I'm off to perform my prayers!

i miss that girl

Haze, haze go away~/ Monday, October 16, 2006
Its been hazzy these days. I am totally scared about it man. If I tell you here, you think I'm crapping but..well, never mind. Oh yeah, a few days ago, I went for my walk-in-interview. Damn! First to go, last to finish. That guy told me I was recommendable but I think I chose not to work there(Starbucks) because they want students to work till next year. Next year is my O Levels! So no need. I may not be working then. Just skate skate skate skate. Hahaha! Maybe just work at Toys R Us will be good.

Despite the haze today, I went sk8ing with the rest. Thanks to Hafiz, I managed to ollie 1 deck yesterday and 2 decks today. Tired like fu*k man! Tomorrow lets hope its not hazzy or if it is, then I'll plan other stuffs. Got trucks given by another friend. Alright! This time, my sk8board will be much lighter. Yay! Hehe! Sk8ing during fasting month is really challenging. Tired and thirsty. But what to do. My life's a bore at home. Hehe!

My hair kept growing everyday and so, now, its still growing. Haha! My sideburn long like sh*t. My back I don't know. My fringe, not yet seh! When will it grow? Guess what? Dad ask me to keep it till January. Hahahaha! I hope its long enough to be cut! Hehe!

Ok then. Everyone starting to have some cash. I think I shall carry on what I'm doing now and try find a job real sooooon!

Bye!

you think i never miss you "can"? haha.

Ugh!/ Friday, October 13, 2006
Ok. I'm down with super heavy flu.

BUT

I'm going out later to buy my new sk8 shoes. Then off jalan-jalan with them.

and

I miss you loads baby~

i love that ramli roti john! I'm getting it soon!

SiCK SICk!/ Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Sk8 from 2 to 6. Constant ollie all the way. Half way there. Gaining back! At the same time, feeling sick. Sk8 at 4 steps then got chased away by the Town Council. No Sk8ing here! Ok. Never mind. Then move our butt to park. No rails. Hahas! Then 2 of them took a rail nearby. A few minutes later, someone came and took it back. A worker. Haha!

A few more peeps came. I was feeling sick already. So a few minutes later, went home with a new deck given by Hafiz. Thanx man!

Reach home, bathe and bathe again. I'm feeling feverish already. I got to be healthy by Friday & Saturday. Well, till then I'm falling sick! And I bet dear is getting better already. Hehes. I love you! Bye then~

don't try and play two at the same time

/ Tuesday, October 10, 2006
3 year old skater

He is sick! I want my child to be like this in the future..hehes..(:

Its on my mind/
I woke up already. Good morning! I'm bored now. So let me tell you about yesterday job hunting. It was fun! hahas! That's it. I'll tell you more about it soon.

I've been missing dear lately. Very much I should say. Even if I go out and let my bore out from my ass, I still miss her very much. I don't know how I should describe it but I still miss her alot. Hehe.

Well, grad night will be boring this year. I may be working, dear will be at the Prom. People will be taking pictures together. And those 4.N.A students won't be there. So jealous. School so sucklings these days. I regret being hold back for 1 year. It makes a whole lot difference. Well, what to do. It happened already. Too bad for me then.):

So maybe today I'll be going to the walk in interview for some jobs which later I tell you if I got it.

Dear is down with fever. She must really take care of herself because if she doesn't, hehehe..you know the answer my dearest! mwarcks!

you can hug that cushion. how bout me? hehes

Oh No!/ Sunday, October 08, 2006
Ok ok! I went sk8ing just now. Adam broke his hand while k-grinding last few weeks. That isabellah penyanyi guy! Hahas! He's 100x better than me. Its me who should getting advice from him. Hahas! Thanks to Hasif and Hafiz too! My deck is freaking lemau! Need a new one! Sani and Asmin recommend and advise me about jobs. I think I got one.

So just now sk8 till I cannot tahan! Puasa what! Wednesday will be sk8ing again. I wanna go Sommerset if they want. My shoe so damn worn out already. My deck so damn lemau. My trucks so damn heavy. Its time for me to get some cash!

So work as what? Cinema? Toys R Us? I don't know. Like Hafiz said, later no time for sk8. So I'm thinking. I wanna get emerica shoes or Globe or Lakai. Then the DGK deck should I buy or not. Trucks for sure I'll buy. Wheels I have. I need a new freaking deck. Job hunting here I come baby!

And I miss you badly baby!

hug that cushion as tight as you can ok?(:

A Nightmare!/
First of all, my N levels have come to an end. I hope I pass with flying colours. Oh well. Now I'm totally bored. Don't know what to do now.

So these morning after sahur, I got a VERY EXTREME TERRIBLE stomach ache. I was totally in pain. Omg! I thought something got me by the soul or something. Seriously, I was in pain. I thought I may get to the hospital or something. I put a lot a lot of oilment on my stomach. Took me about 3 hours to suffer those pain. Go to the toilet but I don't know how it won't go off. It was terrible! A horrid nightmare~

Alhamdulilah, I'm ok. So today, I don't know what to do. Maybe I'll search for jobs. Now waiting for the right amount of money to buy sk8 shoes, maybe Emerica or Vans or maybe Globe. Ok I can't wait for sk8 session with them again! I want to try the launch ramp this time. And make sure I pass my ollie 4 steps and maybe 7 steps to beat my cuzzie. Hehes! Too bad he broke his deck doing it. Ok then. I gtg! Takkaire everyone!

omg! i'm gonna miss you like crazy baby!

Hmm../ Wednesday, October 04, 2006
I got home at 1330. Physics was easy. After Physics, there's a LONG BREAK!! 0930 - 1130. GOSH!! Relax in the library and thought could meet her during recess because I got something to tell her but then, I didn't see her in the library for the whole period of recess. So its ok. Maybe after school she'll call or something I guessed. Well, it didn't turn up from what I thought. And I think I was too tired for Biology until I thought the wrong thing too. Not my day I guess~

So I'm going out maybe. Don't know where. Just to walk walk and walk. Or just sit at home resting. Tonight, I'll start my art and finish it by tomorrow.

I'm done now. A few more days to spend time going to school and going back home with her..Hmm..): *imu*

there are loads of trains, but that's not a problem because time is

After N Levels?/ Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Ok. N Levels so far seems to be ok. I don't know. I hope I can pass with fly fly colours. So holidays start next week. What shall I do? I don't know. I want to get a new pair of sk8 shoes. Maybe cheap but not with the canvas lining. Es or Emerica I think. I old one I have now can talk. I don't know how many layers of glue I put. Very thick. Hasif want to sell me his graphic deck. I take it. So I need a pair of trucks. Grind king maybe? I don't know.

So where to get all the $$? Yes. Maybe I'll work. But don't know where. I really want to sk8 real hard these holidays. I want to nail those Ollies and Flips and Grabs on vert. Arhh!! Okok. Maybe I can wait. Patience Spidey.

Well, tomorrow will be my Science Paper. Abu, my great ol' time bro wish me luck and he came to my house just now. He's damn smart man! Maths super! Well, take care~

arhh! why? its drawing near

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