11. dimple wimple

Ladies & Gentlemen...Presenting A'an's new post! Hahas! Lame seh! (tau tkpe! tk tau tanyer!) What a line! Hahas!

Allrite. This morning I was feeling sick like a sicko dude. Huahua! But felt better after cheering. :)) But my throat feels pain. Just a little. School was ok but I was not. Nvm. Today shall sleep healthily. Hehes. Coz' last night slept without blanket. Hehes..Later gonna finish up my art hw. Wat a &%#^^&*^(*&!!! I also dunno what I'm typing. Hehes! UghH~

Cook dinner myself today. Maggi. Lucky buy already. Then I put loads loads of chilli in it. YumM! Ate it while watching tv. Hehehes! Now typing this. Well. I wanna do my art lar. A1 A1 A1 AGOGO!! Hahas!

Till then, I shall stop here..Caloz..

"Shall never stop loving you..."

I'm terribly sorry to 5 Foot Glory 'coz I can't make it to your gig. I got tuition ar. Sorry guys...):

Well, today as per normal sit at home, sleep, tuition and tv. What a life! Sunday sux lar! hahas! Can't wait to play The Significant 25! Hehes! Mum working morning shift so she's back at home cooking for us nice nice dishes. I'm so freaking hungry now~

Tomorrow is Monday. A brand new week. Friday is kinda tight for me. Hopefully can manage it. Thinking of her every now and then. I'm so missing her right now..haiz~

Ok then. I gtg. I wanna bathe, eat dinner and study Physics for tomorrow. What a life! Hahas! Adios Samigos my Keranos! (;

"Your hands are mine to hold..."

Wow..yesterday was the most happiest day of my life man! But there's 1 disappointment too. Haiya! hahas..nvm...that one sick case during road run..shit man! nvm, next yr shall do my best..lets continue with the happy moments with dearie ytd...(:

After road run went library then dear have to go for the badminton so I teman her. So long..hahas..then we cabot from there..hehehehes..

So after that went to JP to check out something from there. After checking out the price of that thing, we walk into kiddy palace. Hahas! I tell you once after we went inside, we became like small kiddos man! hahas! cannot tahan sia..hehehehehes! see lar I laugh to myself. Hehehehs! Then after goin into Kiddy Palace, I decided to ask her go Toy "R" Us! My favourite shop since young! Hehehehhehehes! We turned into kiddy u noe! hehehes...I tried out the sk8boards which was known as bolang, I tried out the helmet, etc etc etc! hehehes! seriusly I had fun with dear there..hehe..*kishkish* oh yeah...before that we also had fun before going to the stadium..hehes..gosh..wat a memorable day...(:

such a memorable day man..end our day wit ice cream at McDonald. Hehes. Choco'dert and Straw'the'berry was the main dish. Hehes. Lets eat ice cream together again k dear? hehes..*huggies*

Send her back home coz' at night I got my STA. STA was fun too! I went to the next stage. Well..hope I got into the place I want..*winx* hehes..

Then today morning I go for the art room decoration. After that teacher excuse me to go early coz she knew I got date. Hehehes! See..teacher see retain student like me she know already and never like "wahhh" unlike other students(advantage of retain student)..hehes...thanks to her, I got the chance to meet dear..(:

Well after everything's done, I went back home and slept. Hehes.. Ok then..I gtg..Takkaire..BYE! *today's 25! weEEeEEEeeeEEEeeEe~*

"Happy 10Th MONTHSARY DEARIE BABY..~ (:"

What a tiring day! I'm so tired man! Gosh! Morning recess ate tuna sandwich and a packet of bandung. I endure till late afternoon not to eat. I made it. Alhamdulilah...(: But I ate some of Isk Pringles. Hehes. (dear, dun worri, i got eat dinner...) hehes...

Didn't go home with dear today. Got something else on. Sorry. Went for recording. It was fun and tiring too! Did some new adjustment. Check it out soon! Have to go back to the place next week. Loads of ideas already in my mind. Hehes! Can't freaking wait baybeh! Then next few months, "The Significant 25..." yeah..((: Hehes..Then after N Level or before or so, lets hit the road with DFS stuff. Patience leads the way...

Sweats and efforts paid off just now. Did some cool effects with the guitar which almost sound like Plug in baby..Ridz has improve like mad. I like him playing the drums! Hell yeah! But can be much more better. Insyaallah. Create some beats for the new songs. This time me on the drums, Ridz on the guitar. It was kewl but too bad lar. If Saz was there, he can help play the bass for me. Hehes.

So after a few hours at Isk house, we went home. I reached home at 6pm. And then 6.30pm I went out again to borrow books for school. Went home at 7.00pm. Saw Dhuha and his lady. Ask them if they saw my lady. But Dhuha and his lady went home later so which means my lady and gang went out already. So "its ok" I said to them and I went home. Had my dinner, pray and on the computer and start surfing.

Gosh. I don't understand why people have this PhD(Perasaan Hasad Dengki) in them. I totally change myself from being extreme active, and some trying to embarrase me. So what to do..I just ignore. This is life...See ya around peeps! (:

"Just waiting for the precious moment to spend time with her... :)"

Yesterday I got loads of homework to do. And finally I had done it all! In school did some. Hehes!

Today was normal. Ok lar. Came home late only. Yar. Before going home, yar..hahas..suddenly oni talk abt self-pleasure and etc.... omg! hahas! Art is fun nowadays. I'm hoping to get grade 1 for art this year!!! Spiderman goo!!! hhahas!

yay! can't wait for Friday. Yup! hehes...allright then...bye...:)

"What a life. I can't have my own decision to rock on stage..I'm pissed.."

Its Sunday already! And today is 300 days for me and my dearest! wEeEEEeEeeEEEEeee~ hehes! So happy! I've done my tuition homeworks! Some haven't yet but soon to finish it all..:). I miss her already..I mean totally man! I'm not lying! Arghh~ Hmm..Just a few more hours before I can meet her again! Yayness!!

Hehes..so today woke up at 6.30am until now my eyes are still open. I'm feeling kinda sleepy while studying just now. Hahas! Last week was such a busy week man! Hope this week don't. Guess what? I just watched an EMO BOYS video at YOUTUBE.COM! OMG! Com'on! Pls lar. Its so gay man! Take a look for yourselves. Looks like I don't wanna keep my hair long anymore. Mullet is nice but no EMO TRENDS for me pleasE! uGhh~

Last night, my two pet rabbits were having SEX! omg! They were like making a mess in the small little cage and both of them were making noises! I was quite shock lar! Mum was shocked too! My sis was so coward to open the gate and let them go out. ELDER SIS somemore! GOD! I opened the gate and the female ran for her life! Hahahas! Funny sia! Later if they do somemore, I take their picture. Its like so OMG~ Crazy man!

Lets not talk about it anymore..Hehes..well..I mish dear sei..very BADLY! hmm...hehes..well..gtg for now...bubbye!

"No one can replace you baby..."

Here I am updating another post. I slept for 2 hours just now. Now I feel refresh! Hehes~ So today was great. I met dear today! Pity her for her bag. Seriously it took quite a long time to wait for the thing to dry up. So daddy call me while I was on the train. Hahas! Lucky everything goes fine after a while.

I miss dear already. Hmm. Yeah..Tomorrow is our 300 days together! :)..Hehes..Lourve you..Tomorrow there will be tuition and I haven't done my tution homework yet! So today have to sleep late to finish up.

Hmm. What to update? I also don't know. Hahas! So yeah...Tomorrow I'll update again. Bye! :)

"Stockholm Syndrome!"

I appologize for not updating yesterday. I was having my worst bad ache day. Because of one stupid vein, I can't breathe properly. I didn't celebrate birthday with daddy. I reached home from sending dear home and when I sat on the MRT towards home, I felt the pain. Once I step into my house, I immediately lie down after bathing all and a few minutes later I was fast asleep.

I woke up and its 6.30am. Now still feel the pain. But not like ytd. Just a lil'. Well, today meet dear! yeah! ok lar..I'm too lazy to blog more...later I update..bye...

"Together, Forever.."

oh my god! Too much sins I've done to my mother. Ahh! After looking so many videos, pictures and heard so many stories about a son/daughter who is damn rude or bad to their parents or most of all mum, they will get it. I think I'd made that a few years ago when I was just 13 - 14. Man! May Allah bless all Muslim followers. Insyaallah..

Well, today school started off with Physics..
It was the shortest yet easy to understand what Mr Malek was talking about. Yay! Hehes!

Physical Education..
4h boys did chin up. Girls did 2.4km coz Mr Sia said so. Hehes. I did 9.5 chin up actually but since Janz said its 10, so its 10 lar. Hahas! Now my tricep pain. Hehes. Janz did 8 w/o assist. Kewl and I push him up to do 2 more. Well done..:) Then went back class then I swit to my dearest then ar..wah lao..someone terasa and tersenggih...EeEeeeeeEEee~

Maths..
I did quite well! Wohoos! Hehehes..Thanx to Mdm Ang and the wacko dude beside me. Hehes!

English..
SLACK AND CHILLING period. Hehehes! Talk cork with Janz..Haiya..now so pressure..I hate to be pressurised..(dunno correct spelling or not..:P) can't stand it man...coz of just photographs and fame...haiz...Big BOO...:(((

Geog and PDP..
Janz was known as Jennifer, I was known as Farhanna..Wah lao..So minah man that name..At least Ferrero ok wat..Chocolate. Hehehes! Ms Tan ar. Hehes..Janz yawn, I yawn..I dunno hu start first in the end we exchange yawn..THE BATTLE OF THE YAWNESS..hEHEHEHES! PDP was cool! hahas....boring la!

So after school wait for dearest dayah. Joke with Janz and Ridz and Syida and Afiq. Talk cork..Play table tennis with Janz. Hahahas! Oh ya...Afiq sec 4 looks like my adik sedara man..the way he talk to me..ask me help and stuffs. Hehes..Then after that, went home with dear then I went to my home sweet home..:)

Well..Today got different types of feelings; Presseurised. Upset, Happy and Tired...This is life...It has to go on..:)

"Crave for fame is not my game...Fun is the name..:)"

First of all, Alhamdulilah I finally got the chance to run 800m race. But too bad I failed to get top 3. Haiz. In the end I also dunno what's my position. Hahas. Nvm. Thanx to my dearest for coming down and cabot for a while for band to support me. hehes. Da terror eh! hehehes. Run non stop and then my head turning sia! Hahas! Blame me for not eating much after school. Big Boo Boo...:(

Well today is Total Defence Day. I can't eat much coz' I was having pain on my gums. Ouch! And I was so darn sleepy. Sometimes we have to bear with Total Defence Day. Hahas! But its good after all. Bio was normal. I slept a few minutes. Hehes. Nvr pay attention! Notti boi! Hehehes! Ouch my gusi so pain man!

Dear wore the gift I gave her. Hehes. How smart can the teachers and other students be when they say its a watch? Hehehes! That's cool! :) Hehes. Clever girl...hehes...

Janz went home and went to stadium. Allrite! Thanx for coming bro!

Allrite then..Takkaire everyone and have a nice day... Enjoy the new uploaded song on my blog called "Plug In Baby by The Muse" Enjoi..:)

"My Plug In Baby..! -The Muse"

Yeah...Today is a greatest day of my life! :) Tk bedek! Hehes..Today school was fun with Janz non stop jokes. Lessons were great! After school were great!

Well, valentine's day was fun! hehes! tankiew to my dearest dayah for that cute *ahem*...hehehes! Heats was awesome! Faiz helped me by telling Mr Heng to let me join 800m B-Boys! I hope tomorrow I got selected. Fun man! Long time never race!! ARHH!! I wanna race! DIE DIE I WANT TO RACE! Adi also funny. He say he dun care he want to loose also can. Hahahhahahahas! Funny guy man! Hahahas!

Well, had fun walk and talk talk with dear just now. Hehehes! Lourve you!

I want to run man tomorrow! Arhhh!! Alahai..I scared I not selected!! Mummy!! Wah liew...All 400m, 4 x 100m, 4 x 200m and 4 x 400m slots dun have already. Haiyoo..Not fair seh! I write alot in the end, last minute I got 800m thanx to Faiz. Haiz..Nvm. Lets just pray hard I got in.

Allrite then..Happy Valentine's Day to all! Last word: To dearest: "Thankiew!Thankiew!Thankiew!And Infinite Thankiew for the sweet, cute *ahem*..hehes..Lourve you baby.." To Janz: "Wa sayang sama lu ar brudder...:)" To EVERYONE: "HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!!"

"I LOVE YOU 3 Word Say Ain't No Lie..."

Ahh..yes..I'm sick with school bias~ness! Haiz...Fast runners like De Jun never run. Faiz and my name put up for fame only. But there wasn't any ticks on our name. I'm so hearbroke when I saw mine with no ticks. Haiz. So tomorrow I have no mood to watch my own house race for any of the events.

So just now as per normal. Just feeling bored coz I want to run lar! Haiya!!!! 4.8km pn 4.8km ar..Haizz!!!! so ya tats all..feeling kinda sad lar coz school so biased. Dejun fast and stamina good aso never pick. Faiz also. Haizz...I ALSO WANT SIA!!

God is equal to all...

"Its not the end...Grr!"

Ok. Finally my tuition had ended. Do maths today. Ok lar. I think I gonna fail like a fucking bull fucker. I hate it lar when I don't fucking understand for my fucking maths topic. ARHGHGHGHGH!!!! Ketok kepala kat dinding pn tk akan paham. HAIIIYOOOO!!!!!! Haiz...

Sunday will always be boring unless I sleep. haiyoo. Just now suddenly thinking about STA. I MUST PARTICIPATE FOR THE PERSISI NEXT YEAR!! ARGHH!! I pray to you allah my god! Make it happen. Insyaallah if I put my effort, my strength, my skills or even my life, I must get in into Persisi. Haiz..But for now I have to train up my body to break my muscle up. Haiyo.

Well, Tuesday is heats. I don't know wheather I'm in the Fucking event or not. I'll be sad if I'm not in it coz' I've been waiting for this for a long time. Last time I was too lazy.

Ok lar..bye..

"Hit me more and get ready for sore..."

Allrite, here we go! Today was fun especially meeting dear. Yeah! And what make me more happier was to see dear smile smile and laugh! hehes!

So we went to Popular to buy her stuffs. Big BIG stuffs. Hehes. It was fun man today! Then after sending her back, we went to our separate ways...

Reached home, everyone was quiet. Hahas! So after everything done, I laid on my bed. Nice....Hehehes!

Actually, I'm kinda lazy type at this late hour. Hehehes...allrite then..takkaire ppl and lourve u dear..hehes!

"Eyes trying to open wide but I couldn't decide..So the meaning is, IM SLEEPY! hehees!"

"Hug me tight and hold,

coz' I know you're feeling cold.

Open your eyes and cry,

for the pain that you hide.

Leave the past behind,

and take a peace of mind.

Think of me and thrive,

For The Significant 25."

...to be cont'd

Hey. Today has been my fresh and usual day. Laugh and laugh and laugh with Janz. Omg! And my haircut got loads of comment. Hahas!

Well I'm turning 17 soon. Guess I have to make sure I ain't a 16 yrs old kid animore...Past ain't equal to the future...*wink*...some regrets being a 16 yr old kid. But life have to go on. :)...

So tomorrow is Friday. So fast huh? So much things happen tmr. Firstly: Good luck to my dearest for your malay result k? lourve you.. Second: I'm not in the mood to go for the NAFA Open House. Thirdly: I'm not going to STA! hahas!

Saturday will always be my greatest day. I love Saturdays. Hehes. Sometimes don't. But mostly yes. Hehes!

Ok then..I'm gonna be dead if I don't finish my Maths Hw. ARGHHHH!!!!!!!! STRESS SIA! k then..takkaire..

"The uncountable sins I've done...
I hope there is none..
For me and For you...
Coz' I love you my ghurl and that's always be the truth...mwarkks!"

Totally pissed off when some idiotic f**k sh*t musician who insulted my band. Dammit! I think its time for Dusk For Sixteen to show the real..I mean THE REAL TRUE COLORS! DAMMIT! Ya allah..Kenape dorg mcm gini ni...Haiz...Its time for a new REVOLUTION! Don't know anything, pls SHUT THE FUCK UP CAN?! I KNOW WE SUX TO YOU OK?! Just wait...Lets battle to be the best. Darah up sak..Say my drummer no good huh? Ok..Wait till you see we create a fucking new song and a fucking good drum rolls and stuffs..Don't think we don't know you throw away my GOOD FRIEND!

Ok..Before my darah up again, I shall continue my story today. My hair so phreaking long! hahahas! So after school, I went home and bathe, rest etc, and then I go to the nearest barber shop. I ask the uncle to cut high slope for me but in the end, he cut thin cut for me. Hahas! Nvm la..I think I look botak sia! Oh no..I look like a small kid man! Hahas! But he say I look like anak sultan Johore! Hahas! Dear saw my new haircut just now! Hehehehes! *blushblush* Hehes. Mummy sure will love me more coz for the first time, she'll see my hair short like this. The last time my hair was short like this was 11 mths back? OmG! hahas!

Thought of playing pool for a while just now since I'm already legal to go in that place. Nvm, nxt time I'll go. Well, tomorrow be a new fresh day...Hope I have enough of sleep! Hehes! Takkaire everyone!! I lourve you dear! hehes..Mwarkkss!

"Insult me more and I'll swear you're gonna be a WHORE!...freak!"

Yawwwnnn! I dunno how many phreaking time I yawn today. So tired and thirsty just now. Dear was shocked to see me yawn a "zealions" time! Mum ask me go cut my head..Eh I mean hair..hehes..So I was sooo tired today afternoon. Tomorrow is Biology test. Gonna do well..VERY WELL! Insyaallah! Can I do it?

Dear was sick today. Pity her very muchies! Then after she took some medication, wow! She's fine alrady! hehes! Very happy of course! Hehehes! Tomorrow maybe gonna continue my project. Dunno can finish by March or not. New Project. New Music. Call? I'm not sure what to name it but I think I found the right title. Hehes..Catch the new song soon aite?

Mum's not working today. That's awesome! Coz' she cook wonderful food! Huahuahua! Go home oni check the kitchen and took one french fries! =D hehehes!

Ok la..After eat, I wanna do hw, I wanna study and I wanna do whatever I want. Hehehes..takkaire!

"She's my valentine...(="

"I know I made this mess..." "...Please don't be too intense..." "I know you're very upset..."

Indeed..A shocking/mad/speechless/sad day for me/her...Now everything is settled...Now I'm feeling happy/excited/energetic/strong already..hehes...I lourve you dear...=)

So I common test was okok lar. But gonna flunk. Hehehehes! Janz was kanciong and funny today...Chicken backside...everyday sure laugh sit beside him...Hahas!

Well tomorrow I update more...hehes..oh dammit! i forgot to pass the maths class list to MR CHENG! IM DEAD! Hahas~ Cioz!

"The Significant 25...Watch out for this phrase/title or aniting u wanna call coz I also not sure..hehes..You'll see it soon! =)"

Saturday has always be my greatest day of the week. Why? Becoz I can slack all the way! Hahas! But after I finish studying and doing my tuition hw lar. Hahas! So morning around 6am, I woke up. 8am met Faiz at C.C.K Stadium. Today was a tiring training. Seriously! Run 3 rounds then rest for 10 minutes. Then Faiz and I decided to train our time and speed. At first I won and got the timing of 1 minute and 14 seconds. Second time running, Faiz won and he got 1 minute 3 second I think and mine was 3 second behind him. So after that Faiz felt sick and we went home.

Then went to meet dear. Had a nice time talk talk together with her just now. Miss you.. =) Now I'm already at home don't know what to do. Haiz..Monday common test and I still haven study. Just hope that I'll do okay.

Now seriously can't wait to record some new songs and re-record Please Come Back To Me. Wooo! Can't wait! Hahas!

STA ytd was ok lar. Hahas! My body all over is aching and feeling tired. VERY TIRED! Yup! Hehes..ok then..takkaire everyone..bye!

"Kill your fear or your fear might kill you.."

Helo..

So fast its Friday again. Sooner or later I hope I'll be joining the next level of STA. GOSH! Can't wait!! Ok..Patience will always lead to anywhere. =)

Later I'm going off to my cuzzin house lepak then after magrib, go already. In school I was so damn sleepy! Hahas! Tomorrow Saturday. Haiz feel like dun want to go training but since just now I got some confidence I can make it, so tomorrow I go. Hehehes!

I wonder what dear is doing now...Miss her already..

Well, I better take a move before its magrib. Takkaire everyone. God bless. Tomorrow is Sat..YAHOO!! Hehes..=)

"I'm fun to be with but I too have my own limits.."

Ouch! My shoulder hurts! Difficult for me to turn my head to my right. Haiz. Well, just now got P.E. Cool! I love running! Then today was actually ok but I cannot tahan when my shoulder hurts.

Jan and I totally rock today. He was awesomely funny! Hahas! Cannot regret sitting with him. But pls lar..Dun gay with me. I'm taken lar brudder. Hahas!

So waited for dear to come back skool. She go Ngee Ann Poly open hse. Not fair. =(..hehes..wanna go also cannot. School why like dis seh..Nvm..Well, kids this few days never think before doing. Such a stupid act. Pls lar. Ppl's stuff dun you dare destroy ah! Pls lar..Cannot tahan that type of attitude..Such a loser..Say sorry properly also difficult. Send you back or maybe kick u back to ur country better. No use staying here. Nvr think..haiyoo..sicko!

Allrite then..Got to go..Later gonna do my hw! I just remember...Then study..wah lao! So tight! Bloody fish! Hehes! ok then..takkaire k ppl? tata!

"Don't try to test my patience ar...'Coz I hate to be impatience"

Salam to all. Today from the morning dusk to late evening, my eyes kept shutting and opening. Coz' I'm darn sleepy! Hahas! Dear even said I look buruk when I'm sleepy. Hehehes! So I was very very glad to see dear today! Hehes!

School lesson was allright. Biology was the best coz' I can understand everything abput reproduction! Allrite ar! I pass my tests. I don't know I took 2 or 3 tests. Hahas! But all of them I got 10/12! Hehes! So Biology now is my favourite subject. Social Studies also! Then today kecoh man! About the Superband and about malay. Hahas! During MTL, I was sleepy then I need to stand up give answer then guess what? Ppl play water polo at swimming pool, I said this "Play water polo under the sea.." Everyone was lauging none stop esp Rizal and Janz. Damn! I also dunno why they laugh at first until I asked them why they laughin.Hahas! okok..paisay2! hehes! Then Ms Wong said I look like a little beetle on the bass. Hahahas! Kept laughing and laughing. She comment about DFS alot alot and really wanna thank her. Nah..I won't continue from here.

So after school, my head start to get a bad headache so Rizal helped me massage my head. Thanks brudder. Dear got band today so I can't go home with her coz' I went to Ridza house. Then after slacking there and do some job, went home. That's it for today's rant. Byes! Takkaire!

"Patience always pays the price...Coz' I've experienced it. =)"