Salvation
Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.

Prologue


The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

Teachers Day./ Thursday, August 31, 2006
Happy Teachers Day. Yup! It started off with the Techno dance which was kind of crappy. But what the heck, Nishant, Me, those around us dance as if we never move before. Hmm. I wonder how it goes in a club. Wanna go? Oops!

Concert suck. From heart and soul but I like that Band Instructor and his rockers. The Papa Rock on the guitar dude! He's the dark horse for today baby!

Pizza was awesome. Janz lied to me! He paid! Dammit! Hahas! It was nice! Everyone was co-operative. Left a few for teachers. Hahas! See how good at heart we are at this things even we are like a bunch of little rascals during lessons? Hehehes!

And of course, ARIF was the JOKER OF THE DAY man! He crack the whole school with his fake moustache imitating Mr Malek! Hahahas!

After everything's over, went home with dear. Ate 2 times. Well, ate Pizza and KFC Student Meal. I was full, hell yeah! Hehes! Then went about to enter Woodlands MRT Interchange, there's a fight. Gosh. What losers man! 1 vs a bunch of guys. Still that 1 guy managed to survive and fight back. That's the spirit. Imagine that guy is my friend. Imagine he's Janz or Adi or Rizal or anyone related to me. Or worst, me. I'll be dead. But there's one funny thing about it. That guy who got beaten up got up and went to the MRT Operator, told him this, "see, they stole my bag." Still can say like that. Its like he's beaten up man! Hahas! Pity him.

Ok la. Bye.

i just hate it when i turn rotten. fcuk it man

Thanks flu(:/ Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Well well. I'm down with super heavy flu right now. I can barely breathe man! Its like a non-stop running pipe! Because of this, I can't function well. I can't stay in the aircon room too long or my brain turns cold. Seriously ain't a lie. Ugh~

Went studying with dear just now. It was darn cold. Memorized my Peribahasa and did Physics and looking through Social Studies. I can't concetrate much due to my flu! I'm so sorry dear. You know. Don't appologise to me about that thing again. Understand, understood? Good(: I'm feeling much better now by the way. Alhamdulilah~


For my entire life, I'd finally understood what I'm studying for Social Studies. Go on laugh dude and dudettes. Hehes! Oh yeah!

Saving up to buy some stuffs! Just can't wait man!

So tomorrow is teachers day. I'm looking forward for that pizza! Yeah~ Janz going get a kick on his ass man! Hahas! Scared to take pizza uh boy? Hahahas!

Ok then, toodles you Singapore Idol freaks!

she did it again(:

Lets do it!/ Sunday, August 27, 2006
N level is one week away. I hope I can maintain my results. I mean my prelim results. I hope its true about people saying that N level is much more easier than prelim. Lets do it! After N? Maybe instead of working, how about going out everyday hang out with Hafiz and Thasif at Sommerset? Its time for me to brush up my sk8ing skills. For now, N level first(:

Yesterday sent dearie back from school. My god! She looked weak man! Chewing gum for breakfast? Hahas! How to stay strong? Hehes. I'm glad she's ok because she wasn't feeling well when I was sending her back. Stay healthy ok?(:

Went back home after that. I thought it was going to rain. It didn't eventually. Saw Wahyu at Choa Chu Kang. Hahas! Same train yet different place. Step out of the train and saw him. Shake hands, talk etc. and went home.

Then last night, studied science. Both Physics and Biology. I'm confortable with Physics already. Left with Biology. Memorized the equations and definition. After that, played Counter-Strike Condition Zero II with D-boi, Dhuha. It was fun though. How I wish my study room is fill with cold air from the air-conditioner. Hahas! Dream on dude!

So today, I'm going to nail my Mathematics and my Malay. Lets do it!

i may be rowdy at times but still, there's always a space for you in my heart

250806!/ Friday, August 25, 2006
Happy 16monthsary to my dearest dayah! Dayahan is 16mths old! Hehes!

Well, have been bz lately. Have been playing CS after schools. Hahas! Then at night study. Then play late at night again! Hehes! Prelim results wasn't that good for my maths and science. Got to pass them man! For C. Humans, I'm gonna get at least a C5. Well, others for prelims are ok. Alhamdulilah~

This few days, I don't know why I'm into CS mood. This include studying sciences and maths. Hahas! Its not me man! Hehes!

Ok. Today since its 16th month together, dear and I ate at Horizon Food Court at Causeway. I ate Mee Goreng and dear ate dessert. Ermm, what's the name again? Hehes! We had fun together even Causeway had been a common place for us. Hahas! I don't care. But the main focus, is to spend every seconds with dear. I just love you loads! (:

Well, gotta pray now! Btw, my skating sux man! Hahahas! Ollie all gone! Hahahas! Damn! Nvm. After N, its thrashing time! Thanks ar Afiq for the sk8board just now! Hehes!

K ar. BYE!!

i love you more than 16mths can give(:

Updates/ Sunday, August 20, 2006
Ok. I've been awake since 6.30am after my Subuh. I decided to update stuffs on my new reboot computer. Today is Sunday. Tomorrow is Monday. Sooner or later, I'll end my Kranji years after 2007, insyaallah.

Abg Abdul will be coming today I hope. I got no tuition homeworks. How cool is that? That's why I want him to come so that I can crap with him. Hehehes!

I'm designing my pictures with photoshop. Some of them will be done by my artistic sister. Such and asshole man. She can design them real well! I'm planning to design my pictures turning my whole eyes into a supernatural one. Hahas!

This morning, I checked my Friendster account. A sudden shocked when Ms Sha sent a message. Hehes! Personal some more. How good can that be? She stated about dear and I. Hehehes! Thank you so much for the compliments and the advise teacher. Hope to see you soon. How soon? God knows.

I miss dear now. Tomorrow will be schooling I guess. And since I won't be going to school with dear any more next year, I decided to ride my silver bicycle to school with Musto or anyone close. I hope I'm allowed by Mother. Father had allowed me long time ago but my mother is quite protective. I hope I can. Well, I'll be missing those wonderful times going to school and going back home with dear. I love her so much.

Till then, signing off,
a'an


I hope everyone change for the better. I hope.

Prelims over! N Level coming!/ Friday, August 18, 2006
Since this is only Prelims, more than half the class didn't turn up for Art Prelim. Hahahas! But overall, I finished my work.

I laughed at myself for passing a border line marks for Maths Prelim. Dammit!

Went prayers with my long lost bicycle. Not the Piyo, but the GT CD. It was still the same size. Then after prayers, went riding to Kranji with Syazwan. He got oral. Saw Azhari fought with Eira and Siti. Gosh~ I don't know who's right and who's wrong. Moral of story, face the music yourself. Then I thought dear went off for her thing. But then, she was still in school. Hmm. Its ok then. I thought I could sent her back home but I can't. Sorry): I had to take care of my lil' sis. I knew dear would go home late. Haiz. I miss her now~ Wonder what time she finish her stuffs. Waited for her call since just now. Nvm then. Its ok. [[ok updated! she just called me!! yayyy!!!!]]

So since I passed my Maths, now I have the mood to do better. May the force be with me. Hehes.

That's all!

i can't leave you. i want you to stay. i love you(:

Science, here we go!/ Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I just came back from school night study. It was a quite sticky studying there due to the weather. I memorized all the formulas like crazy after looking at my grades for my MCQ practice sucks. Thanks to my dearest dayah, I managed to understand the topics of currents and stuff.

Maths Paper 1 was terrifically full of careless calculations, I guess. I hope I can at least get 45 or so. Geography was a disaster. Hahas! I did it anyhow.

So tomorrow will be Physics and Biology. I hope I can answer Menstruation topic and Sex stuff topic because it is quite complicating. Hahas!

Ok! I'm off! I love you dear~

i want you to be my bolster! hehes(:

English was ok./ Monday, August 14, 2006
So my English Paper 1 and Paper 2 is done. Tomorrow will be my Maths Paper 1 and Geography. Shit man!

English was a total terror for summary. I was rushing like mad man! I can't concentrate much but overall, I think I flunk or improve. Lets pray.

Well, had fun with dear on Saturday. I ride with her on my bicycle. Hehes! People said that we look romantic la that la this la. Hehehes! But I really love seeing dear screech like a mouse when I speed. Hehes! Next time, lets do it again. I love you dear!

Ok! I'm off praying and then studying! Bye!

she will always be my sweetheart(:

After N Levels?/ Saturday, August 12, 2006
I'm recharged! After my total 8 hours of sleep. Hehes! Hafiz Ulat chatted with me that day. He showed me his rad Ollie Launch and his Indy Grab pictures! Damn! I want to try that launcher man! N level finish, I want to go to Sommerset! Once I paid Afiq $50 bucks, I'm going to get another $70+ to get a new set of sk8board w/o wheels coz I like my Black Label wheels! Hehehes! Orange deck and maybe a Grind King trucks. Cannot wait man! Well, patience leads the way. Ulat will be waiting for me there baby! Dammit man! Cicak damn fuck pro already! Shit man! Left with me only. Arghh!

Well, now lets concentrate on my studies first like dear tell me to. Ok dear. I will. Ok then. I can't wait for that right time to buy my stuffs baby~!

Goodbye!

remember those days? when i was so shy to talk to you?

Its quite hard!/ Friday, August 11, 2006
With the help of the Kamus, I managed to complete my Paper 1 of my MTL Language. I fear I might not get A2 or B3 like Mr Zainal said before. Well, lets hope for the best.

That's it. I'm damn f*cking lazy and my Artworksssss, are done baby!! Wohoo!!! May god bless. Bye!

no one con replace you baby

I'm exhausted./ Wednesday, August 09, 2006
I've been doing my art since noon. From morning to noon, did some revision. I am so exhausted. What the hell! I just saw this ad about this dance competition. I'm sick and tired of them. I just hate to see them dance and show their bodies blah blah blah. Why? I just hate it. Ok. Back to topic, I'm about to finish up my development. My layout page is finally done. Oh yeah!

I seriously cannot wait for Thursday which is tomorrow. I'll be meeting dear. Yeah~

Well, I think I'm getting sick. I have to be healthy for my upcoming Prelims man. Oh well, I'm off.

why hate them when they did nothing wrong, shorty? if you include her in your list, i go find you

School NDP is like, ok?! What happen man?!/ Tuesday, August 08, 2006
This year school NDP totally bore my ass man! Why are the rifles fake? Gosh! I prefer those days man! When Adi became a "fish". Hehehes! But then, it was much better in the past. Forget about NDP stuff. I can't wait for Singapore NDP. Hahas! Janz "batang hidung" wasn't there. I was so fucking bored. Damn! Hahas!

Well, had fun thinking of where to go with dear. Seriously, we really didn't know where to go to after the celebration. So, we ate till we were damn full. Hahas! We had fun right dear? & I'm kindda feel sad when we talked about graduation night and the end of 2006. Well, life has to go on.

Mrs Tay gave a biggest shock to me and to the other Art Students. We were happily talking, joking when suddenly Izzat and Mrs Tay came to us and I was the first one to run to her and tell her I hand up already. Guess what? She told me she didn't received it. Every blood pumped were twice harder than normal beating. I was so worried dude! We searched everywhere and guess where the preps were? It was near the telephone outside the staff room. Hahas!

Oh well. Tomorrow is National Day! Happy Birthday Singapore! Ok then, goodbye!

even a million sharp blades can't destroy the word faithful & trust(:

Art; The "Stress Maker" of the day/ Monday, August 07, 2006
My eyes are killing me due to my late night sleep yesterday. My S.S Paper will sure die to the grave. Since there's still other subjects that I fancy the most, I shall then have my chance to revise them.

I got a shocking news man! Janz and I passed my Physics C.Test! Wohoo! Paper 2 only ok! Hahas! Paper 1, not yet. Then bad news! I have to hand up my Art Preparatory Work before 6pm! Omg! I was so damn dead! From what I know, National dateline is 1 more week. I told my art teacher that I forgot to bring which was actually lazy to bring. Hehehes! So, Janz helped me cut pictures of spiders. Thanks alot dude! You rock! Once after school bell rang, I rushed to the art room, place my bag in the Art Room and borrowed a bike belonging to Afiq. Thanks man! I took my Prep and rode to school with just one hand which nearly made me hit a vehicle since my eyes caught particles of dust.

Reached school, do art. Find ideas. Ask dearie to help me some. Thanks baby! I owe you. And thanks for the Bandung treat! Hehes! I love you! Then good news struck. I was given another chance by completing my art by Friday. Alright! So tomorrow I have to hand up at least 2 pages. Alhamdulilah! So I guess I have to quickly do my Development section and I'm done!

Tomorrow is another day with dear. I can't wait! Take care everyone and f*ck you! Hahahas! No lar! Bye!

Those hugs and kisses from you are meant for me to keep deep inside me

Prelims here!/ Saturday, August 05, 2006
Here we go Prelims. I can't wait for Maths, Sciences, Malay and English. Here we go baby!

no one steal her from me

Time is a racing machine!/ Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Oh yeah! I'm about to like Physics. I'm starting to understand them. Left only a few more topics and I'm ready for the race baby! Maths is half way there too!

Well since I've still got time, let me update a few things. No sign of Janz means no sign of laughter for me. School is damn fucking bored w/o that freako. I don't know why. My prep work is half way done dude. I hope I can make it for N. Lets start the race!

Soon, January will start again. I won't be going to school with my baby again. It'll be much more different now. So far yet so near. No matter what, I'll always keep the promise to her(:

I'm darn sleepy now. Its time. Goodnight "blogist"!

i'll keep you in my heart

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