It has been a while since the Selatra people went out together. It was fun and great to hang out with them but it felt different. Fuck it.
This week was my best week of the month. I discovered something about myself. I am such an asshole when it comes to conflicts. Haha. Well fuck off. Geez, sorry if I am being too vulgar to all of you. I have been spending time with my "Alyssa" at home. She's a beauty. Thanks to my sister, I have "Alyssa". Other than that, it was quite hard to juggle school and "Alyssa". Create some good movements with my hand with her, well, its hard though. Practice make perfect! Damn I love her. Showing care and concern towards her will surely make her happy. She's none other than a 6 string guitar. (:
Oh geez(again), I am a 20 year old boy and I think I am not like I used to be. Just like a good friend of mine said, "Everybody changes". Hmm. Part of me seems to be very mature, another part of me seems juvenile. Sometimes my mind keep saying to me to go get a girlfriend, sometimes my mind tell me to go get the best and a better girlfriend. Seems the same right? Actually no. Maybe having one may change my life even better? or maybe worst. I don't know man. I am just following the flow. God knows what I am thinking man. Hmm.
"Bros before Hoes." or "Hoes before Bros"? Family first dumbfuck! Haha! Quite disappointed about this issue though.
School life sucks nowadays. Its like a prison! Geez! Ah no way I am going to absent myself from class now although the urge to do so is really strong. "Start to love what you hate."
Well, that's my life, my ruminating moments and my story. Hope you guys enjoy it.