Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.
Salvation
Prologue
The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.
Kenape eh?/ Monday, July 20, 2009
Sometimes life can be so frustrating. Sometimes you wish that you want to be alone but you can't. Sometimes being the only son/elder/younger brother in the family can be really annoying. This is what happen if I faced the worst situation ever. I will think about all these negative things in my mind. Like people always say, "sabar la.." Yeahh....menelan la sumer geram-geram aku.
UT suck big time. I hate programming. I never want to be a programmer. Maybe Graphic Designer, Audio Engineer or Video Editor can. One day, I want to be an Advertising Director. Woo~
One day, I will quit all my nonsense and train my stamina back. I will achieve what I want. I will make sure that I prove my FATHER and my MOTHER wrong about my studies. So you want to play a game? Let's do it...Sad sia. I don't like it. And yes Father, I know one day I will attend the religious class every Thursday like I used to when I was free that time. Everytime dengar, sedih ar. Kene marah, tapi aku diam jer. Tah kenape aku kena marah bile aku senyap je kat rumah. Nak lawan balik, teringat dulu, kene sepak then kalau aku lawan balik, aku anak derhaka, betol tak? Terpaksa sabar jer. But too bad, eventhough he's one of the strictest person I ever see, he's the first ever person that I see who cry to God, pray to God, etc and who I think is the best Father I've seen in my whole life. Dulu bantai aku, pukul aku, sekarang baru aku faham. "Ayah dulu anak yatim. Tkde mak bapak. Ayah ade responsibility sekarang. Ayah kalau tk ajar kau tentang Islam, tk guna Ayah jadi bapak kau." Sampai sekarang aku ingat tu phrase. Sedih giler bile dengar. Kadang-kadang dier fikir aku ni budak jahat kat luar. Tkpe la. I know I am bad sometimes. I admit. But trust me, I will never forget your deeds to me and the family. I have a friend who ask me to convert. But hell no. I am with my religion. Thanks to my Father who taught the family well. Hell yeah ar bapak aku! (I will make you proud man..trust me I will.) [Tapi kadang2 sedih giler ar, bile aku tk bersalah, kene lecture. Haha! Pasal ADIK AKU LA APE LAGI! Sibot. HAHAH!]
That's all. Shit I don't sound like myself! Damnit! Haha!
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