Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.
Salvation
Prologue
The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.
this is how i feel./ Sunday, March 16, 2008
today is sunday. relaxing in my room thinking what will happen in the future. i don't even dare to think about the past. ahh. damn stupid f* past. haha. i will have to learn how to control my blood pressure. it is scary sometimes. my younger sister, worst. so i have been thinking will i be able to survive in the near future? sometimes i prefer going to school. how i wish i have a special eraser to clear my mind.
for the past few months, i went alot of hiccups. sometimes i ask myself, "why until like this? what have i done?" then my heart would beat faster. i ask my dad about some things. i am so glad i got a dad like that. sometimes whenever i read the Quran and read the meaning behind it, i feel different. very different. then i would reflect about it. and promise myself to be a better person. well, i don't know. i may be crazy at times, childish and when in a relationship, i know i am being overprotective sometimes. ok. its my bad. but sometimes, hmm..nvm. whenever i'm with my close friends like the LPR, i can be crazy and childish. haha. i know. i'm serious sometimes that is when i'm "you know".
well i hope, i really hope really really hope, nothing bad will happen again. i really don't want that to happen. hmm. especially you know what. i'm doing my part to grow that rust with the t again. and this time i hope that t will grow bigger this time. its your part now...
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