Farhan Roy Rani
who owns the lion's mane.
The sky has no limits. Go break a leg.

I still remember how it happened. I can't forget about it. It was really disappointing. I don't know when will they start talking again. I'm really really upset about it although I don't show it. The only person I told about this problem fully is my best bud, Mustaqim. Thanks bro for the those listening ears. It happened last week.
Well today nothing much. I slept quite late last night. Around 3am I think. I kept holding on to my handphone to see if there's any messages. Hmm. There's none. I studied maths last night. Finally, I can understand vectors. I mean the basic only. I think starting from tomorrow, Mr Yeo will not be in school. He will be going for his reservis A relieve teacher will take over for a while. I can't wait. If he fuckingly happily scold us for no fucking reason, then it'll be great. Hahaha!
And shit. There's maths common test on Tuesday. Then on Friday, there will be Meet-The-Parent session. Ahhh~ I flunk my subjects this term. Who cares~ Next term I'll start to be more hardworking. Ok I admit. I'm so fucking jealous seeing my 2 best cousins graduate already. Don't say "its ok la" to me. I can't wait to get my results. Haha! And I hope I'll get good results.
I need a new Rubik's Cube. The Original Rubik's Cube. I can't beat my previous timing with this crap! 2min 15sec. That's the current one. Yesterday I tried again. The time was 2min 16sec! Kanina! Hahaha!
Well, last Friday match was really a hard one. Janz had to change position with me after seeing Sakthi in front of him. Its ok la. I can't seem to run fast with my guarded ankle. I wonder why my ankle wouldn't want to reduce its size? I hope there's no bone spurs inside. Oh! Faiz and I had a collision. I can't remember how it happened. Its like "bang!" and suddenly I stood up again, Faiz appologizing to me. Haha! I hope there's more match to come. Great! My mother wants to help me by mending my torn soccer boot to the cobbler at Teck Whye. Power! Thank you!
So last night before going to bed, with the cool air blowing at me, I kept thinking why 'those' things come to my mind. The moment I think of it, everything around me will turn into a hatred world. And whenever I think about my holidays with my family last time, I kept asking why won't it happen again. Hmm. It's alright. And I always wonder, how will my late grandmother look like now? I looked at her picture. She's the pure peranakan lady with the kebaya and the small almond eyes. Wow. How cool? And my late grandfather was a mixture of I don't know what. He was a policeman with those long socks and short pants. Haha!
That's all..
I still wonder...will it happen again?
it resulted in a complete denial of his privileges