Sometimes, friends can be an asshole. Anyone can. No doubt, I can too! Haha! I've been living for 17 years now. I've seen many types of friends I had. I treasure all of them. But I treasure a friendship between Abu and me the most. We've been friends since we're in K1. Her mother used to teach me how to read the Quran. Thanks to her and allah, I've completed it 3 times if I'm not wrong. Maybe 2. I can't remember. Now, my dad sternly said to me to read it every night. I'll try. I have a new set of targets to achieve now. To pass my 'O' Levels and get my ass out of this school, stay with my girlfriend and overcome the ups and downs together and change my god damn attitude. You've seen me laughing and you've seen me in rage sometimes. There's a wise friend once told me through the msn, "we are muslim. we have to control those laughters." Those words touched my heart. That's why I'm setting a new target in life now.
Back to friends. Some friends could sabotage you do stupid things. I've even gone through that. I still accept them as friends. But who the fucking hell are you to kill your own friend? Haha! Now that's evil. The main thing I'm trying to say is its not good to judge people by its cover. Yeah. That's all. I hope I can be what I want to be. Its important. And sometimes, whenever I'm sitting alone, I think about the future. Not the future as in what am I going to be when I grow up. The future as in The Judgement Day. Aren't you afraid? Those cash and many things on this earth won't be following you. I don't know why I'm talking about this. Haha! But its the fact. You won't live long on this earth. You will be question by god. And imagine the question is about the 5 times daily routine you'll have to do every day. Shit. I think I didn't do some of it. Well I guess its time for a change.