Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin/ Monday, October 23, 2006
Ok! The house is finally clean! My hair is messy! Very long! Lets wait till December. See how long it'll be. So fast its raya. I still remember last 2 years when its the last day of Ramadhan. I was chatting with the ol' time fav clt, Yazid. We were talking about food. Mum was cooking rendang at that time. Damn it was good. I told him this, "sir, you smell something nice?" Yazid, "what is it?" Me, "its my mother cooking rendang! Wohooo!! Want some?" He just laugh. Haha! Those were the days.
Despite the celebration tomorrow, I'm still not in the mood. Whenever I think about last year which was also known to me as a disastrous year, I got no mood at all. I told mum I rather stay at grandmother house the whole day accompany her instead. Dad was shock. I was totally pissed off with it. I hate this feelings. Ya I know its raya. I don't crave for the money nor the food. I've got to cut down my food this time. Afraid I might get high blood pressure like my dad and his mum and so on. I might get it if I don't take care of myself. But overall, I'm not in the mood to raya tomorrow. Maybe with friends just one or two days will be fine. Maybe not.
I want to accompany grandmum all the way this month and not see others. I wish to. I'm not in that mood like I used to. This is due to last year which something I would never forget. Well all in all,
I would like to wish my parents, all my friends, in Kranji (everyone from Sec 1 to 5 and those who graduate), sk8 buddies, South View peeps, bawah blok members, teachers, dearest, dearest's sisters, dearest's sis's bf, kakak, Farah, cousins: Afiq the lame joker, Faisal the sk8 thrasher, Nurul long time no see, Wafiy also same like brother, Faris, aunts, uncles, best buddies, syahrul & abu, another cousin Abg Syaiful, Abg Adul, Fatin, Hanun, Kak Nur who is in L.A with Brother Wayne, my muslim clts, who else? Oh ya. nenek, all the small small cousin of mine, damn there's loads more!! SELAMAT HARI RAYA to you all and I, Ahan or known as A'an or Farhan would like to seek forgiveness I did to you if any. I also would like to thank everyone for being nice with me and I will forgive you guys and gals (unless its damn big mistake, hehehehe..no lar) during this raya celebration. May ALLAH the ALMIGHTHY GOD bless you all! Amin! (so long huh? haha...)
Till then, I'll end here. Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf Zahir and Batin. (Not Mak Kau Bacin. Take note. Hehe!)