Its like oooo I dreamt the worst dream. Its like when I say "who you?!" I'm gone. And I shall not continue. Its a fuck'up dream.
Oh ya btw, I hate ppl advising me in a wrong method ok? That's so discouraging me. I know what I'm doing. Don't ask who ok? "Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas". I truly hate it. Its not from our school anymore. So yeah. That's it. I shall pretend I'm ok.
I've endured long enough. I just wish I'm in a hotel or something to cool myself down. Now, my art is making me sick. Can have headache man! If only I'm in sec 5 taking my O's. YA~ That's IF! Oh wtf. I hate to say this to the bunch of friends I had last time. I prefer having friends like now. Janz, Adi etc etc. If last time, they use to say ya ya ya. I smiled away in anger but just kept quiet. Like I was saying, I won't be staying in school for long long hours. Its my fault man for not studying hard and I know I know, please don't make fun of me lar. Even my dad yesterday suddenly said this to me. Hmm.
I'm so in a tight moment now. I don't know my silat is still worth it or not. My parents don't allow me to join comp not just because of my results only BUT they are afraid I might break a bone or something. Yeah. Thanks to someone who advise me the wrong method. You're not an adviser. I still obey parents for god sake. But I can't accept the answer when they trying to hide the truth of breaking bones. I heard both of them talking while I'm at the living room the other day. Well. It happened already. Such a "fun time" I had for my Teen life.
Ok lar. If anyone not faithful to me, fuck off. Abg Ramli thought me this phrase. Sial lar. Hahas! So ya, not faithful, fuck off. Or maybe, thanks ar thanks. Hahas..Ok lar! I want go study. I mish dear lar.