non-stop coughing; watery eyes; chest pain; loads of things to be done/ Wednesday, April 26, 2006
I don't care if I'm sick or not. Its god willing to give me or not. So I'll just take it. No fuss.(; But something really irritate me. My mum was complaining about my coughing saying this and that. Patience for now. I guess I was wrong just now. She's still my mother till death though.
Watery eyes are really making me blurry. And this cough is making me rub my chest. My throat is itchy for water. Just ate my medicine. Instead of eating a teaspoon of coughing syrup, I took a tablespoon of coughing syrup. Today is my sickness day. Headache due to coughing or lack of sleeping? I don't know. Stomach don't feel hungry coz of my coughing I guess..There's a blessing in every sickness, boi.. -dad
Mrs Tay likes my idea for my Art. Guess I have to work harder on it so that it will look something like Roy Lichenstein painting. Well, after magrib, studied my peribahasa. So later another 10 after doing my art. I hope I can sleep tonight. But I don't know. 80% I will have to sacrifice my time on my art and mye. Sometimes, I hate myself to be stupid for not studying hard enough. I hate ppl comparing marks with me and looking down on me. But I have to appreaciate this life of mine. I need my eraser to erase those filthy nonsensical drawing in my past. I don't know how long I have to do this. 6 years is more than enuff for me.): and I wonder why there's MYE when my buddy's school don't. So stress. After this year, there's another. 18 as a sec 5 dude? hmm..i don't know how..): life has to go on.....