Looks like I'm super bored. Instead of searching for art stuffs on the net, I went blogging. Wth! Hahas! My dad was different today. Hmm. Scary man! Why am I afraid to ask him about something? Why does he kept talking to me like small kid as if I haven't reached my manhood? Hmm. I guess he's worried. Even my friend won the trophy and I the "easy route to get it" doesn't feel anything about it if I chose to show him. Haiz. What a life!
Well, I guess April is here alread. Soon it'll be 11 and after that its 25. Omg! Its so damn fast! 16 years of living had different types of scar on me. And when I turned 17, its time for a new rollercoaster ride. I hope I won't stop smiling to the people I love especially my family, my deary and my bros. And I hope I won't be a burden to them which I think I was during my 16 years of living. Its time to change. I have to face reality that I'm going to take my N level this year. Hmm. How sad I was last year when I supposingly take my Os this year. Big Bohoo~ Its ok. Hmm. Besides that, I don't know how to survive w/o my parents but sometimes, they too didn't allow me to participate for my love to music. What a waste! But who cares, I still love composing nice catchy sound for people to hear. I simply adore music and of course my band, Dusk For Sixteen not forgetting Jansher and those related to it. I don't care people adore my awesome drummer more than me coz its a team man. But sometimes, we too need to look at ourselves at the mirror. Why I say this? You don't have to know. Jansher and I know the answer. So "pandai2" ar find the answer. 25 is coming too! I hope dayah and I will last long long and unlimited long..insyaallah...*grins* I love her very much. 2 years of waiting is long. Hehes. Shy sei! Nvm lar. Hehes. I love her and its my responsibility to take good care of her. :)
Well I guess from tomorrow onwards, I have to control my nonsense. May god bless us...Insyaallah..I hate to say this but...Sometimes, whenever I'm in a "silent mode" please do not disturb me...I have my limits to everything...so that's all..no more...takkaire~
"Love isn't a play thing...if you think it is, you're under the Fool Club..."